you don't understand you never will.

too many sorry's

Instead of a gif I thought this photo of my cat was more suitable.

"Luc if i don't do this now i'm afraid i'll never do it and i really don't want to loose you"

He said pacing around the room his heart rate hightening at every step,but lucy was even worse she had no clue what he was going to say she knew what she wanted him to say but that ongoing doubt of it not being what she wanted was over weighing it.

"Harry just say it!" she huffed her arms waving by her sides fidding with her ring.

"Luc i want you to be my-" he began before he was interrupted by his phone ringing

"oh fucks sake" he huffed as lucys heart dropped. He picked up the phone frustrated

"Simon what's up" he huffed into the phone. Lucy couldn't hear the conversation but it seemed quite serious as harry's facial expression changed really serious as he began to put on his shoes. A confused Lucy followed his sign as he waved at her to come on as she slipped on her shoes still having no clue with what was going on as they left their hotel room.

"Harry what is going on?" she stressed as they rushed down the hallway as he put his phone into his pocket

"Milly's trying to fight Talia" he said as they rsn dwon the stairs

"What the fuck!" she shouted picking up pace

"Luc don't get involved she'll be drunk" he said as they approuched the reception

"Oh fuck off will you that's my bestfriend!" she shouted at him approuching the two girls quabbaling

"Harry my baby i missed you!" screamed an intoxicated milly steadily approaching the boy 

"Milly what the hell are you doing here you stink like vodka?" he pushed her off himself the stench of her being unbearable

"Im here for you and jj my best friend i have to support him" she slurred trying to have some form of contact with him

Luc ran over to talia completely ignoring the person she liked and his ex trying to move to him

"You okay?" she asked her

"Yeah i'm fine but she's really testing me going after you" talia said as she stood under simons arm

"Milly i dont want you anymoree just go!" He said to her trying to get her to leave causing the attention of everyone else to be back on the two

"Ahhh is this because you've replaced me with that wannabe?!" she shouted load enough that a crowd was now forming pointing at lucy

"Milly what is your problem going after talia and me just leave your not wanted!" she said back ,Lucy was not going to allow her walk all over her especially not today

"Your a fucking slag i knew it from the day i first met you in that bathroom trying to seduce harry ,i want him back!" she scream cried falling to the floor making a huge scene

"You're never been their for him i shouln't have cheated yes i know but ive learned ive been their for you for years!" she shouted once again

"Milly don't bring Lucy into this just leave were done like we were ages ago!" he sad to the gil

"Dont fucking sit their and say you've been their for him when I know full well i was the person their when you fucked another lad leaving him heartbroken, he fucking loved you and you broke him and now you want him after hes started to get better get over yourself milly and leave" she let out as Harry just watched she was right.

"Milly leave your making it worse" threw in talia looking down at the broken girl in front of her

"Oh shut up you pink haired twat" she bit back

"Milly don't fucking go after her because you won't say anything to me" lucy said she was staring to get really frustrated at her

"Milly you fucked it all up for me and lucys the one who helped so just do yourself a favor and leave" harry finished as he watched the girl get up and stumble out of the hotel crying mascara running down her red cheeks.

"You alright lucy?" simon approuched her as the group scattered around harry and talia

"mhm yeah i'm fine she just pissed me off" she huffed hugging simon back

"ive never seen you scream like that since y9" he laughed her head still on his chest since he was too tall to have a normal hug.

"I know but she hit me right in the gut" she laughed before they went to talia and harry

"she had no reason to go for you t" said laura freezy agreeing with his girlfriend

"bog you good mate?" asked simon

"yeah im fine just didn't expect her to stoop so low" he huffed

"Everyone just go back to their rooms we've got a bigger thing tommorow yeah" said freezy smiling at every one and leaving as him and laura went to their room.

Lucy and Harry began walking to the lift in scilence.

"I'm sorry"

"I'm sorry" they both interruptted themslevs

"why are you sorrry" she asked him

"For milly and her being a bitch im just sorry for everything i dragged you into too much shit" he sighed as they walked to their room

"don't be silly im sorry for bringing that up in the argument i shouldn't have snapped" she said

"No im glad you did I don't want her that's it I don't even want to see her Thankyou I really appreciate everything you've done for me" he smiled at her before they embraced each other into a hug

"Come on let's go to sleep we've got a big day tomorrow and we need to be their for jj" she smiled before they got ready for the big day.

Lucy layed in Harry's embrace his arm around her bare skin. He was fast asleep howver Lucy was just thinking of what he was going to say before Simon rang.
If Simon didn't ring would she still be here?
Would she be wrapped in his arms?
Or would she be in another hotel crying?
Deleting all photos of him?

She just kept contemplating what he was going to say she wanted to know and she wanted to know fast.