you don't understand you never will.

your gonna loose her

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- your gonna loose her

"You okay doll you look like you've cried a bit?" Asked talia as Lucy walked into reception her mind baffled

"I'll tell you later" she whispered to her hugging the rest of the girls before they headed out to a big shopping mall.

Lucy wasn't in the right mood to be shopping but she put on a front as she walked through the center her mind replaying milly over and over.

"Ooo can we go in urban outfitters it's better in America" said Laura as the girls agreed following her in

"I'm just gonna go to the toilet luc you coming?" Said talia gesturing for her to come

"Huh-oh yeah" she mumbled following her before immedialty being pulled into a hug

"What's up?" She asked pulling away looking at the glum girl in front of her

"Uh- milly she's here" Lucy stuttered she couldn't belive those words were coming out of her mouth

"Milly who?" Questioned talia

"Milly Harry's ex the crazy one" Lucy huffed looking into the mirror making sure her mascara wasn't ruined and adjusting her hair

"What! Whys she here?" Asked talia is was just as buzzard as it was for Lucy

"She said Harry had invited her to the fight and to his room that they sorted shit and and getting back together" Lucy stuttered she couldn't help but have a tear fall from her eyes

"Luc i don't get it, he's been over her for ages why would her bring her to America not on the same flight and invite her it doesn't make sense he's not mentioned this to anyone??" Said talia it wasn't adding up

"T he can do what he likes what hurts is that he's been at mine everyday so he will have messaged her while at mine I I don't know what to do, I'm sharing a room and a bed with him I need to step away" she stuttered through tears

"No luc as much as you don't want to admit it you really liked him, and hr does like you that's why it doesn't make sense"

"Clearly not I can't stand in the way he loved her he will always love her I can't talia I'm gonna get a new room tonight" she huffed wiping her eyes

"Babe you don't deserve this" pulling her into another hug

They walked back out to the girls and continued on like it was normal. She didn't want to tell them yet she didn't need to. They'd finsihed shopping and were outisde talking waiting for their Ubers.

"So what you all doing now?" Asked Freya

"I'm gonna go meet hafu I think" smiled gee she was so sweet and innocent how couldn't you love that girl

"Ooo me talia and luc are meeting cal Harry and freezy for lunch" said Laura

Fuck. Lucy had forgotten and her eyes immediately widened looking at talia who did the exact same thing.

"I forgot" talia mouthed to her

"Luc you seem like you don't want to go" said faith

"No no I do just abit tired" she smiled tight lipped

They all said goodbye to each other as Laura Lucy and talia got into a Uber together going to the place.

The three walked in to the chill restaurant it wasn't fancy just normal and found the boys already had a table.

"You alright" said cal moving up so Laura could sit next to him. Lucy found herself opposite harry and next to Simon.

"Just spent over £200 on clothes my banks not" laughed laura

"Luc you okay?" Asked harry across the table

"Mhm" she hummed avoiding eye contact at all costs.

The lunch proceeded the grouo all chatting, Lucy hardly uttered a work neither did she eat much she just felt empty once again. Harry could tell something was wrong but she refused to make eye contact with him for him to ask.

Harry LoV:
She's avoiding me I don't know why she's upset but I hope it's nothing I've done. But it feels targeted to me she won't even look at me why what have I done im just confused.

Lucy POV;
Can't look in his eyes right now because all that keeps playing is him having molly over as soon as I left. I don't know how im gonna speak to him but if I avoid him it'll be okay let's just hope he doesn't come to our room tonight im gonna get a new room.

Normal pov:
They'd finished up and were just walking towards the hotel.

"Rightfuys im going I need a nap" said Lucy hugging talia and Laura before going into the hotel as they all stood outside.

Harry waited for Lucy to go in before he pulled talia for a talk.

"What's the matter with her, don't say you don't know when she tells you everything" he huffed at her

"Harry I can't say but if I was you go and talk to her right now" she said  trying to stress how important it was to go right now.

"But I don't understand I've done nothing" he sighed arms flinging by his sides

"Harry do you like her here don't bullshit" she said to him

"Yeah- I don't know - what do you mean" he stuttered

"Do you?" She aksed once again seriously

"Yeah I think I do" he said hand rubbing against his forehead

"Well trust me and go right now or you'll loose her" she said

"Thanks talia" he said before running into the building straight for his room.

"What's up with him?@ asked Simon as talia walked back to him

"Lips are sealed" she said making a motion