you don't understand you never will.

we've only kissed like once

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I paced up and down the room Harry telling me to calm down eventually I did and I messaged owen praying and praying that he wouldn't come.
I was afraid of what he'd do.

I typed praying he wouldn't come.
"It's alright yeah he's not gonna come don't worry" repeated Harry as we lied in bed.

It was the next day and josh and Harry had gone home to film a few videos. I decided to film a brother tag with Noah then I took him to Westfield to treat him abit.
"Where'd you wanna eat?" I asked him
"Wagamama's" he replied and we took a table and began looking at the menu before ordering after.
"So what's going on with you and harry?" He asked using his chopsticks in his noodles
"Nothing we're mates how many times" I said groaning
"Yeah yeah and I've got tits" he laughed
"You probably do your putting on pounds again" I joked
"Ayo I'm bulking" he pretended
"More like hibernating"
"Shut up and answer the question because josh says Harry don't stop talking about you" he said
I was confused by what he meant but me and Harry were best friends sure we'd kissed once , twice wait how many times I really don't remember but it doesn't mean we have anything
"Like I've said we're best friends"
"Yeah yeah okay just saying you'd be good together" he winked at me
"Carry on and you'll be paying me back for those" I joked pointing at the jd bag that sat on the floor.

"Where are we going" he asked impatiently
"Fucking hell your so impatient we're going to the sidemen house I've got some stuff to pick up" I said turning right into the drive
"Jesus christ" he said looking at the place
"We're here!" I shouted opening the door and leading Noah to the kitchen where jj and josh were.
"Lads this is my little brother Noah" I said fiddling with my keys
"Ayo what's good" said jj pulling Noah into a handshake
"Yeah yeah I'm good I'm good"
I left jj and Noah speaking while josh took me to the garage where the hoodies were so I could pick.
"Josh sidemen clothing is becoming a big brand" I laughed looking at the stock
"It's mad I know take as many as you want" and with that I picked a few different hoodies and some leggings until jj came walking in.
"Josh can Noah have a few hoodies?" Said jj as Noah trailed behind him
"Yeah mate take as many as you want" he replied
"No way" said Noah picking two hoodies before looking at the purple Lamborghini that was parked up
"Who's cars that fuck me it's gorgeous" he said in amazement.
"Stunning isn't she" laughed jj
"Yeah who's is it"
"Mine aha" laughed jj
"It's so nice!!"
"Come on ill take you for a spin" said jj grabbing his keys and walking towards it
"Jj it's alright" I said I felt a bit bad
"Nah nah come on Noah we'll be like 5 mins" said jj as he opened the door and Noah and him drove off.
I headed upstairs because Harry told me he was in the spare room with josh.
"Hellooo" I said opening the door
"Luc!" Shouted josh
"You alright josh" I smiled sitting next to him
"Where's dinho"
"Oh he's in the shower did an egg forfeit thing where's Noah?"
"Jj's took him for a spin"

"Josh I uh if Noah comes back let him stay with you for a while and tell Harry I'll be 10 mins" I said rushing
"Yeah no that's fine" he smiled
Before I ran out of the fort and got into my car driving towards the cafe.

I reluctantly arrived stepping in ordering my matcha I could see owen in the corner of my eye but I was somehow praying he wasn't their.
I then made eye contact with him his eyes then pointing to the chair opposite him.
I breathed in deeply before sitting down.
"I already bought you a latte" he smirked his voice still as terrifying as ever.
"Well then you don't know me well I like matcha" I replied picking up my cup with sarcasm
"Owen whatever you want to say say it now it's over that's if I'll call the police and press if you come anywhere near me again"

I'm sorry guys I have covid and it's my birthday next week my heads all over the place this is a shocking chapter I'm going to try and get another out .