you don't understand you never will.

Your a mess.

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-𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚊 𝚖𝚎𝚜𝚜
Lucy opened the door slightly and headed in. The room was a mess so unlike Harry it had takeaway boxes scattered all around the room and smelled like a pig sty. They're Harry was layed in his bed back to the door with the blankets suffocating him. Lucy didn't say anything but pulled up the side of the cover next to him and got into bed. She began to stoke his hair she didnt want to say anything as she didn't want to pressure him to speak. Harry enjoyed it he had someone with him for once abit of company. He slowly turned to face her. He had bright red puffy eyes and pale skin he looked like he'd been crying for years on end. Lucy couldn't help but feel sorry for the poor guy he was really in the worst state. Lucy layed down next to him and Harry put his head on her chest while she played with his hair he began to slowly cry into her chest.
"Harry don't worry it's okay I promise you"
"Luc ive l'ost everything everyone what am I meant to do"
"You haven't Harry I promise we're all here for you"
"I can't do it Luc"
"You can I'm gonna help you I swear"
"Thankyou Lucy"
The two layed their in silence for a while enjoying each other's company
"Harry do you want me to fetch you anything"
"Just a glass of water please" mumbled Harry moving away from Lucy so she could get up.
She got up and headed to the kitchen where freezy and now Lux were sat their.
"So how is he?" Said freezy whilst the both immediately Looked up from their phones.
"Lads hes not okay I've never seen him like this"
"Your lucky he's let you in he's not let anyone in at all"
"Oh my god really" said Lucy picking up a bottle of water from the fridge
"He won't speak to any of us Lucy try and help him"
"I'll do my best" said Lucy whilst heading back into Harry's bedroom.

"Here you go Harry" said Lucy placing the water bottle on his bedside.
"Thanks" mumbled Harry form under the covers
"Harry I'm gonna leave you to sleep you look exhausted"
"No stay please"
"Are you sure"
"Please Lucy"
Lucy got back into his bed and he cuddled into her slowly drifting to sleep. Lucy then drifted to sleep herself.

They woke up the next day.Shit Lucy had spent the night she reached for her phone forgetting that she never told simon about it.
25 miss calls from si :)
11 miss calls from t :)

Harry had began to wake up still laying on Lucy's chest
"Morning"
"Morning how are you feeling"
"Abit better thanks for staying"
"I couldn't really leave you now get up and showered I'll clean your room we're getting Harry lewis back"
"Luc no i don't feel like it"
"Please come on atleast shower"
"Fine okay I'll shower now"
Harry went into the bathroom whilst Lucy started cleaning his room getting a bin bag and filling it with the rubbish. Empty vodka bottles takeaways tissues everything. She emptied his bin to find all photos of him and molly ripped up and burned. Clearing his floor she reached under his bed to find a bag. She pulled it out reluctantly to see cocaine powder in the bottom. She was shocked she knew Harry
Smoked weed but not coke just as she was observing it Harry came through shocked that she'd found it.
"Oh nelly"
"Harry is this what I think it is"
He just stood their no words were able to come out of his mouth but instead tears were streaming down his face.
"I uh really can't cope Lucy"
Lucy pulled him into a hug despite him still being wet
"Are you not mad at me?"
"Why would I"
"You've just found coke in my room"
"It's fine I understand but please just promise me you'll stop okay it's just gonna make it worse"
"I promise I'll stop"
"Good now I'm just gonna flush them okay and nobody needs to know"
"Thanks Lucy"
"Don't worry about if now get changed and ready we're going out in 30 mins I'm just popping home for a shower and that"
"Alright are you coming back here"
"Yeah see you soon" siad Lucy letting herself out of the flat and into her own to be greeted by a shouting simon.
"What the fuck Lucy you had me and talia terrified for you"
"Simon calm down I was at Harry's I didn't mean to sleep there"
"How come you was there"
"Freezy messaged me asking if I could speak to him seen as he's not been okay so I went and he's not doing good at all"
"I know me and Freya weren't even allowed in his room when we went " said talia pouring herself a cup of coffee
"He let me in his room and their was vodka everywhere he ended up falling asleep and asking me to stay so I did"
"Do you think he'll be okay"
"I'm taking him out for a walk today I'm going to try and get wreotoshsw back"

Lucy got into her shower and changed and ready for the day.

She picked up her bag and went to Harry's flat.