REPENTANCE(BXB)

Chapter 4

It's been one month now. Every day is worse than before. You might be wondering what happened after that night. Well, the rape is frequent thing that Xavier does to me. I am only fed with water and bread, nothing else.

I can't sleep properly. As soon I close my eyes, Xavier appears in my dream and beats me relentlessly. To make matter worse, I am pregnant. It's very common for male werewolves to get pregnant if their mate is a male.

I thought the abuse will stop but I was damn wrong.

I am thinking about what will happen to my child. I don't think Xavier will do anything to harm mu pup. It is innocent.

I was so much engrossed in my thoughts that I didn't hear the door open and Xav-Alpha appeared.

"Wake up runt."

"..."

He is holding a plate of real food. I have spent almost 4 years without real food. I might have forgotten what it tastes like.

"Eat" he commanded.

I nodded and started eating so fast, choking in between. I looked up to him, he was thinking something and I knew it was not good.

Suddenly our eyes met and I immediately looked down.

"Listen to me mutt" he started speaking "if you ever try to hurt the baby, I will personally kill you." I nodded frantically.

"y-yes alpha"

"And you will lose your right on the baby after its birth. Understood?" my eyes widened in shock but I still complied.

"U-understood"

"Good" with that he left.

6 months later

6 months passed. I gave birth to twin boys. Their names are Sebastian and Xander. Today's my last day with them. I sang fireflies for them until they fell asleep. I smiled looking at them and kissed their foreheads. They look a lot like Xavier, but I will always love them. It's not their fault that they are born under such circumstances.

The door of the cell opened and their stood Xavier in all his glory. The time has come for them to go.

"I am taking them to meet their mother." Cedric growled at him not liking what he just spoke.

SLAP SLAP SLAP

I whimpered in pain.

"Lower your voice mutt" growled Xavier using his alpha tone. I lowered my head in submission.

"P-please l-let me s-see them o-one l-last t-time"

"You got two days be grateful runt." Tears welled up in my eyes, my mother instincts doesn't want me to be away from my children even for a second. I don't know how I will survive without them. I know Xavier will not let them know about their real mother.

"From today onwards, I will be their dad and Lisa will be their mother." Lisa is Xavier's soon to be wife. Lisa is a nice person, I hope she will take care of my children well. The only person who is a threat is Sophia.

"Y-Yes A-Alpha"

"Hmm" I looked up. He stared me up and down menacingly.

"Let's have some fun. What do you think? After all I spared you for six months."

I froze. I shook my head negatively. "n-no alpha. I-I can't. p-please."

"You don't have any choice Samuel."

He unbuckled his belt and neared me. He threw me with full force against the concrete.

He fucked me senselessly 7-8 times without any preparation. He moaned in delight but I cried in pain.

Xavier I will never forgive you for this. Never. No one deserves a punishment like this.

He finished and straightened his clothes and looked at me with a cold expression. "Be happy. This is the last time. I will get married tomorrow and you will be of no use from tomorrow onwards."

Each word stabbed me like a sword. I am praying for my death but no, moon goddess doesn't show any mercy to me.

"Yes Alpha"

"So time for official rejection Runt" I stiffened. No!! It will be very painful.

"I Xavier David Richardson, Alpha of the Omnipresent Pack reject you Samuel Jackson as my mate and Luna. I also banish you from this pack. You will be thrown away today. Pack your things, if you have any." He smirked and left.

I stayed there lifeless. My head hurts from rejection. Cedric groaned in pain.

"Guards, throw this mutt out of the pack border." I heard him ordering to prison guards.

Three guards entered the cell and dragged me out. I started struggling. They hit my head with a bat and I fell unconscious.

Few hours later

I woke up screaming in pain and looked into my surroundings. It was all green. I forgot how a forest looked like after spending 4.5 years in that hell. I limped my way further into the woods. I find a beautiful lake and settled myself there. I washed myself for God knows how long. I saw plum trees and plucked 20 plums and ate all of them. I don't know how I will continue to survive as a rogue. I have only two pairs of clothing with few dollars.

I need to get away from here first.