i. you'll fall;
we all do
eventuallyii. golden moon.
iii. like how all the stars go away
&
fade into ash &
dust
and
all that sparkly shit
in betweeniv. teeth like
diamonds
& lips like
ambrosia;
chit chat of wedding dresses and homicidev. and you'll understand,
darling.vi. i think it's
kind of silly
how sad
you got to be―
―and i think it's sad
how miserable we
really are
under all our
GOLDEN-LIPS-&-COLD-TEETH-SMILE.
like it's all some
slicked back nightmarevii. we've got sunshine
in our mouths and
poison on our
tonguesviii. beware
beware
for i
am
here
(and i
will never
dis-a-ppear).ix. color me
in ink
& paint
so i can be every
pretty little thing
you've
painted in that
room of yours
the one
i love so―do you think you'll
let me in
if i knocked?
one, two, three, four
(won't you please
open the door?)x. we
are something
you
could only
dream of.xi. you've got something
in your
mouth
and it looks
like
spite.xii. take breathe &
let it
go!
past the hills
(to /&/ fro)xiii. your mouth
is so bitter
and sweet
like cherry
wine.xiv.
Q: '¿como estas? / horrendous, right?"
R: 'no bueno / quite horrible, actually."xv. i've damned all the stars
to watching your glow.xvi. darling, i can see you behind me in that
silly
2x4 mirror.xvii. it's (it is)
your (n. possessive / YOU'RE - you are)
funeral (ˈfyo͞on(ə)rəl/n.
the ceremonies honoring a dead person, typically involving burial or cremation.)
DARLING [ ie. | term of endearment ]xviii. it's a beautiful,
bitter,
ugly,
look on you. i've always said
you look
awful
in green.xix. babe i'm going away now, forever —
— maybe
xx. honey-dipped horizons
smell like sulfur and
taste like
arsenic.xxi. we'll rule the world
( you + i )!!xxii. all the lonelies and
all the lovelies
in this god-awful
hellhole of
ours.xxiii.
and all of the night
could not love you
as much
as i do.xxiv. oh.
xxv. i'll fuck myself over
if you make the guilt turn to
nothing,
please,
if you'd only be so kind.xxvi. bloody knuckles
& black eyes
& teeth that bite like ice
& sulfur.xxvii. my skin'll turn
black
like volcano ash sputtered
over
salted soil
if i stay with you,
lovexxviii.
the grass is greener
anyplace when you hate
the fucking sun―
(and the stars all
look black on the ground, anyway.)xxix. i made a wish
on dandelion
fuzz.xxx. oh babe, you're gone.
YOU ARE READING
cigarette smoke.
RandomGOD GIRL || drowning in the abyss that is you. POETRY, 𝙟𝙪𝙙𝙚!