THE DEVIL WEARS HUMAN SKIN, breathes silent fire so hot it's black, like ashes and concrete foils. burning around him is a world made of smoke and cancerous liquor smiles. TEETH WHITE 𝐄𝐍𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇 TO MAKE THE STARS AND MOON JEALOUS WITH THEIR SHINE―neptune is made of poisonous hearts and toxic blue clouds, i promise, it's nothing, really, the ground is tumbling like a seesaw under your hands; your nails scrape across the eroding ground. splitting open in a flurry of golden cracks and ashy plants. IT'S ALL A BIT ROTTEN AND GREEN, BUT THAT'S OUR FAVORITE COLOR―bright like 𝘳𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 and 𝘵𝘰𝘹𝘪𝘯𝘴 𝐬𝐨 𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐨𝐱 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧 '𝐞𝐦. I'M A 𝙈𝙄𝙎𝙎𝙁𝙄𝙏, all wrong, you see. dressed in their night with the sun over my paper-laced tongue. lick away the dread from my throat so it's nameless forever. once it spills from my liver and whatever is buried next to my small intestine―things get a little chaotic around here, just so you know. Fare Warnings, as i'm told, Are Proper Procedure. THE DEVIL ROUND HERE DON'T TAKE TOO KINDLY TO FAILURE. WE'RE ALL SCARED SHITLESS OF HIM I'LL HAVE YOU KNOW.OH 𝘿𝘼𝙍𝙇𝙄𝙉𝙂, 𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙢𝙚 in dreams and the follies of youth, would you? i'm not all that special, but i'll love you never ever and for all of my death. my hearts black with soil and maggots that burrow under my nails and in my teeth―there's some sort of monster out here. I DON'T LIKE IT VERY MUCH, DOESN'T GO TOO WELL WITH THE BUBBLING DEEP DOWN IN MY GUT▬my lizard brain if you will. out here, or down here―more appropriately━━━━if you will. will you though? It's a little weird to think about, how I'm dreaming, or if this is Hell or Gehenna or wherever anything bad goes I hope that whatever unholy being is ready for my self loathin. 𝐢 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐢'𝐦 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬. 𝙃𝘼𝙑𝙀𝙉'𝙏 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝙍𝙀𝘼𝙇𝙄𝙕𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙏?? 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙒𝙊𝙍𝙇𝘿 𝙄𝙎 𝘿𝙔𝙀𝘿 𝙎𝙊𝙈𝙀 𝘽𝙄𝙏𝙏𝙀𝙍 𝙎𝙄𝙇𝙑𝙀𝙍 𝘽𝙀𝙏𝙒𝙀𝙀𝙉 𝙈𝙔 𝙏𝙚𝙚𝙩𝙝. i've followed your instructions verbatim? That Should Be Enough.
I'M NEVER ENOUGH THOUGH, AM I?
do you ever wonder what it's like to burn? to sing in a sea of fire so warm it hurts; sweetie i wanna live on the stars ( but they hate me and my stupid teeth, so i'll stick 'em in your mouth instead SUFFER ). by gods the world is swimming all wrong and we'll colonize places so far away from home that you can't breathe before we head underwater━━━━whatever lives down there must be MISERABLE, IT'S SO LONELY. did you know that we'd die and then they'd live with our skeletons and you'd laugh, 'cuz you've never really liked me, but that's fine (to some degree at least, no need to be hostile)━━━━whatever, whatever. the worlds burning 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐰𝐚𝐲 so when i fall you will too. so sweet dreams, may you be alone for forever, love of my life, my enemy from forever ago.
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I'VE always been so 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘭𝘺, Father»
i just wanna dance, DARLIN'!
YOU ARE READING
cigarette smoke.
RandomGOD GIRL || drowning in the abyss that is you. POETRY, 𝙟𝙪𝙙𝙚!