i lost myself.

15

Chapter 15: 

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5:30 AM

I woke up from my alarm beeping at me to wake up. I groaned and immediately turned it off. I got up and yawned, i went straight to my closet to pick out my clothes for today.  

I grabbed nothing special, after i got done picking out my clothes i went into my bathroom and got ready for the day. I brushed my teeth, I brushed my hair and changed. 

I looked into my mirror and smiled a little, after I finished doing all that i exited out of my bathroom and grabbed everything i needed for school. After that i exited out of my bedroom and walked down the stairs. I saw Michael and Liv sitting on the couch waiting for me.

"Look who's up" Michael said. 

I rolled my eyes. "So why are u still here?" i asked confused.

"Oh, he said that he'll be driving us to school.." liv said.

"Hell yes, i don't got to drive, i call shot gun!" i said running out of the house. They both walked out of the house. Michael locked the front door. He unlocked the car and we all got into the car. We all buckled up and he started to drive our way to our school. 

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We finally arrived to our school, he parked the car and we all grabbed our bags and headed to where we meet Jahseh and Stoke at. We finally made our way there.

"Morning yall" I said smiling while walking towards jah and giving him a hug.

"Morning" Stoke said. He was not really good with mornings, grumpy sometimes. 

The bell rung meaning that class was about to start. Everyone let jah and I alone. We walked hand in hand inside of the school walking to the lockers.

I put my stuff in my locker and grabbed everything i needed out. "Hey do you want me to walk you to class?" Jah asked. 

"No..i should be fine.." i said looking at him and smiling. I shut my locker and gave jah a small peck on the cheek. "I'll see you in a bit". 

He smiled and hugged me, "Alright..bye". I turned around and started walking to my first period class.

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Emma's POV

I was walking back from the girls bathroom, until i saw Leslie and Jahseh walking inside the school hand in hand. I gasped when i saw it. Emily will not like this i thought. I rushed my way to Emily. "Emily,Emily" i said. She turned around, "What Emma" she said. "WHAT?!" she said screaming. "I saw Leslie and Jahseh holding hands..." i said. Her eyes widen. "WHAT?!" she said screaming. I tried to calm her down but it wasn't working..at all.

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Lunch time

it was finally lunch time. I exited the class and headed to my locker. I put everything away and closed the locker before heading to the cafeteria. I finally made my way to the cafeteria, nobody was at our table so i went and got my food first. After i got my lunch i made my way to our table. I sat down and got my phone out and scrolled thru Instagram. 

After waiting for a few seconds, they rest of the gang finally came. Jahseh was on the right side of me. Liv sat on the left side. Infront of Jahseh was Stoke and infront of Liv was Michael. We all finally ate and talked about random things. 

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End of Lunch time 

The bell rang and everyone exited out of the lunch room. I said bye to everyone and made my way to my locker. I put my combination in and grabbed everything i needed for the next class.

I walked to my next class and sat down at the back of the class, I grabbed my book and pen and started drawing. Before class started I saw someone standing in front of me. I looked up and saw that it was someone I absolutely hate. Emily.

I rolled my eyes, "what the hell do you want now" I said. She smirked and said "I want you to stay away from what's mine.. "

I got up from my desk and and smirked, "he was never yours to begin with, and I don't think he'd wanna be with some whore like you.." I said smiling.

She Scoffed and angrily left and went and sat down at her desk. I chuckled and sat down in my seat. I countined to draw until the bell rung and the teacher walked in and got teaching.

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End of the school day

The bell rung finally, I got up from my desk and headed out if the room. I'm so happy that today is finally over with. I went straight to my locker,  I put my combination in and opened it. I grabbed everything out and closed it. After I did all that I headed outside to wait for everyone.

After a few seconds they all finally cane outside. I got up and started walking towards them. I smiled and walked towards Jahseh and hugged him.

I don't know why, but everytime I feel upset or mad being around jahseh always seems to make me feel a lot better..

I gave him a small pec on his cheek and hold his hand, we all walked to Michaels car. Liv and Michael got into the car.

"See you tomorrow? " Jahseh asked.

I nodded my head and hugged him once more. We stayed like that for a few moments until Stoke spoke up.

"Lovebirds y'all see each other tomorrow come on now damn" Stoke said scoffing.

I heard liv and Michael chuckle.

"He's right y'all, it's not like y'all can face time either" Liv said laughing.

"Yeah, and we gotta go to.. Mom is coming back from work and were supposed to go to dinner because it's ur moms last day here.. "

I almost forgot that.. I've been so busy about school and jah that I haven't even had time to hang out with mom.. I sighed and said okay..

I kissed jahseh for the last time today and said hugged Stoke and him before getting in the car.

I watched them both walk to Jahseh's car. I sighed and buckled up.

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Time skip (to home)

We finally arrived to the house. We got out of the car and grabbed our bags and headed to the house. We entered and went into our bedrooms.

I walked up the stairs and opened my bedroom door and walked in. The dinner was not until 7 pm so we had a few hours. I decided to take a shower and put some sweats until then and that's what I did.

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I finished my shower and got changed. I laid on my bed and grabbed my computer turning it on. To kill some time I'm going to watch my favorite movie. Wall-E

I turned the movie on and started getting comfy and watched the movie. After a few hours of watching it I fell asleep.

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I'm sorry it took a while I had writers block once again.. But anyways I hope everyone had an amazing 4th of July and a weekend! I see you all in the next chapter! Byee

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