i lost myself.

33

Chapter 33.

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It was finally the day back to school, from a semi long spring break. Leslie stayed at Jahseh's with his little brother, Aiden.

They all three ate breakfast in the little dinning room at a house Jahseh and Aiden call him. Leslie started to feel that way too. She never really had a home. She never really felt like a place was her home.

She felt sad, alone, and scared. Sad, because of her parents, and for Jahseh and Aiden. She seen the photos on the wall, and none of them held a picture of a father figure. It was only Cleo, Aiden and Jahseh. Alone, well, because her parent's had passed away, and lastly scared, why scared?

She's afraid, afraid of something. Afraid that the fate that seems to surface is near. Death.

Not death of her, but death of others. People that are close to her. She's scared of that.

But, there's one more thing..

One more thing that's been hiding, a thing she hid so well, and tried to make it stop. But it just won't..

What is that feeling? What is it. Why isn't she feeling it?

The fire that balls up deep inside of her, is it anger?

It has to be.. Right?

Anger.. Anger.. Anger..

She's angry. Why is she?

It's because.. She's anger because..

Her parents had left her all alone, without nothing but herself.. And some others of course..

But what if they happened to pass as well.. What would happen to her then?

She'd definitely be at her breaking point.. There's no telling. She would indeed..

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Leslie and Jahseh pulled into the schools parking lot. Jahseh pulled into a parking space, he normally parks at.

He stopped the car, and grabbed his keys before shoving them into his black jeans. He grabbed both of their bags from the back, and exited the car, with Leslie following.

"You know I can carry myself?" She asked smiling at her boyfriend.

"Yes, but I don't care" he smiles at her.

She playfully rolled her eyes, while walking towards him. He grabbed her hand, that's small compared to his, and they both made it towards the front doors of the school.

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"Hello Miss Evans and Mr Onfroy, need a pass?" The principals secretary asked from behind the desk.

"Yes please" Leslie said, smiling.

She grabbed a black pen from her little pencil cup, and grabbed a late slip. She grabbed two papers and wrote slips for both.

"Here you go! Have a goos say you too" she smiles widely, showing her pearly teeth.

"You too, Mrs. Williams"

They exited the office, hand in hand. Jahseh walked her to her first class. When they made it, they stopped in front of the door of her class. He hand her, her handbag and gave her a quick peck on her plum pink lips.

"See you later, Les"

"See ya, Jah. I love you" she said before watching him leave.

She let out a silent sigh, and spun around. She lightly knocked on the door waiting for someone to answer. After a few minutes the teacher had opened the door.