i lost myself.

30

Chapter 30

"Happy birth-"

"day.."

"Jahseh?!" Leslie said, in surprised.

"W-what are you doing here?" She asked, letting curiosity spread through.

"I can to talk, I'm tired of you not knowing the truth of what happened.." Jahseh said, looking towards Liam and clenching his jaw.

Leslie rolled her eyes, "What truth? I know what I saw Jahseh." She said, slurring her words.

"I don't need to know anything, the photo proves everything"

"No it doesn't, Les!" Jahseh said, being hurt by her saying his name and not Jah.

"Yes it does, you cheated and THATS WHAT!" Leslie said, getting angry.

"That's not that Leslie, I didn't cheat!" He said, getting frustrated  and getting sad, because of her not believe him.

"Then what was the picture?" She asked, slurring more.

"Apart of your little ex best friends plan-" He paused, looking at Leslie's face, or at least trying to. The room was filled with darkness, the only thing that was giving it light, was the moonshine that came through the window above the desk. 

"Kaylen planned to make someone have a party, and knowing how Stoke is, she paid Jared to do it, so he'd invite us." 

"With that going as planned, she paid the bar tender to give me a drug, so she can take the picture to make it look like I cheated. But I didn't les!"

"I gave you a fucking promise, i wouldn't break it!"

"I love you Les, more then my fucking self"

Leslie looked at him, and saw the moonlight covering his face. Leslie slowly started sobering up, she didn't believe anything he said, but she wanted too. 

She loved Jahseh, but she didn't know if what he all said, was true. 

"If you did, you wouldn't of cheated.." She said, feeling warm liquids form in her eyes.

"If she drugged you, then how do you know this?" Liam asked, with a stern voice.

"the girl who spreads rumors all throughout the school did" He said, clenching his jaw looking at Liam.

The room filled with silence, until Leslie laughed. 

"Gossip girl? Oh yeah I definitely believe you" She snicked.

"She doesn't tell her identity, so why would she tell a cheater like you?" 

"She felt bad..and told me the truth..I don't fucking know" Jahseh said, leaning against the door frame with his arms crossed.

"Those casts you have, we're another plan.."

"To get rid of you completely" He said, looking at her and watching her expression fall. Her eyes widen, Liam's head snapped towards her direction. He knew that would flash a memory, he didn't want her to remember until tomorrow. Liam seen the tears that was forming, and started to get frustrated. 

"I think you need to leave, you done enough." Liam said, sounding extremely cold.

"Who even are you?" Jahseh asked, exchanging the coldness and getting off the door frame. 

"Its none of your fucking business, now if I were you I'd get the hell out" He said, his eyes pierced like they were going to pierce Jahseh's skin. 

Jahseh laughed, "I asked who are you?"

"No, I should ask who are the hell are you?" Liam asked, sounding more cold.

"Jahseh, Leslie's boyfriend." 

"boyfriend?" is what spreaded through Liam's face. Jealously hit hard for the man. He liked Leslie, since the day they met.

Jahseh chuckled at Liam's sudden change, he ran his fingers through his hair and became stern and serious.

"Don't think I didn't see you trying to kiss my girl.." He said, softly so he could only hear.

Liam's body tensed, Leslie watched his expression, thoughts ran through her mind, forcing feelings to go all over the place.

"I'd be a better boyfriend for her.." Liam said.

"What did you fucking say, nigga" Jahseh said, starting to get close. 

"Jahseh Leave!" Leslie yelled, getting tired of this shit, making them surprise.

Jahseh stepped back towards the door, and looked at Leslie before leaving.

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Time skip (cause i'm lazy)

The half drunken bottles laid up besides the bed, the unopened snacks we're surrounded them, while the wrappers of snacks they ate, laid on the floor around them. Leslie and Liam we're passed out on her bed. Leslie being on the correct side to sleep, because of her injuries and Liam with his head by the feet area and his legs hanging off the bed. 

The two were extremely tired, from the drinking, and smoking and the unexpected guest that showed up. Liv finally showed up, from her shopping she had done for Leslie. 

She parked her car, and seen a car she doesn't recognized. She shrugged it off and took the key out of the ignition, she grabbed the bags, and the cake and went out. She shut the door with her butt and locked her car with her keys, with her free hand. She made her way towards the door, she looked her the house key, and put it into the knob, slowly realizing that its unlocked.

"Uhm..why the hell is my front door unlocked?" She mumbled.

She sighed, and made her way towards the island. She sat the bags down, and put the cake in the fridge. She went back to the front door and closed it, and locking it, until she ran up the stairs. 

She walked a bit, until she stopped infront of the guest room, she knocked softly, and got no awnser. Liv grabbed the knob and opened it a tab bit, to see the snacks, and the bottles that we're around the bed, and a tired Leslie and Liam. 

"fuck.." she thought.

She shut the door, and face palmed.

"How did i fucking not remember he'd be here!" 

"Oh no..oh fucking no"

"I just make things worse! I know I did" She said.

Liv made her way to her bedroom lazily. Shopping was sure tired, especially since she shopped for more then 4 hours. She plopped on her bed and took her shoes off. Liv got up, and went into her dresser, where she unpacked her clothes. She grabbed a pair of pink pajamas and threw them on, going into her bathroom that was connected to her bedroom, to grab the extra toothbrush she packed. She grabbed the tub of toothpaste and put a good amount on it and screwed the cap on, brushing her teeth lazily. 

After she finished brushing and using the bathroom, she shut the light off and made her way to her bed, that was calling her name. She plopped back down and the world slowly turned back, and made her body feel relax.

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1058 words! 

Sorry for a very late chapter- anyways I hope you all enjoyed this chapter until the next one!

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