i lost myself.

24: Drugged

Chapter 24

(A/N: A long chapterrr have fun <3)

Do not listen to the song yet!

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A lil recap:

Jahseh and Leslie go to her residents and packs stuff for school tomorrow. They pick up Stokeley from school and head to his house to chill before it was time to go the studio to record a new song. They watch Naruto until it was time to go, they head to the studio and Stoke feels something is up with Les. Les said shes fine and just needs some fresh air. After they finish, they grab something to eat and head back to Stokes place-- the next morning they get ready for school and head there, Les forgot something so she went to go to her car in the schools parking lot and Ryder shows up. He later tells Leslie that he was the one who killed Eli, because he wants her and nobody to have her, he threatens that the same fate will happen to Jah or Liv if she told anyone..

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Chapter 24

I can't believe him.. (Part 4)

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He smirked and walked away, bumping into me. I stood there in fear, I honestly felt quite sick to my stomach. I stared at the parking lot, below my feet. "I can't stay knowing what really happened that day.." I thought to myself.

"No, Les. You need to stay, exams are coming real soon and I need to know what to study for.." I thought.

(TW: Vomit, if u have a trigger of vomit then yeah-)

I took a deep breath and stood up straight, spinning on my heel and walking away from my car towards the entrance of the school, I tried everything to not think about what happened earlier, but that didn't happen. That's all I could think about, and it made me feel sick to my stomach. Someone like that made me feel sick to my stomach, and being very obsessed with me.. I sighed and entered the building, trying to push the thoughts in the back of my head. I looked and saw Olivia standing by our lockers, getting or putting whatever in her locker. When I slowly was approaching her, I felt warm liquids coming up, forcing me to run towards the bathroom.

I sprinted into one of the stalls, that was closer to me and vomited into the toilet, warm liquids came out from my eye, falling slowly down my cheeks. I've always hated when I vomited, it's the worst feeling ever. When I got done I wiped my mouth and leaned against the stall. My thoughts when back to that chit chat with Ryder. He makes me feel sick. Why is he so obsessed with me, there's nothing to be obsessed with me. He only faked being best friends with Eli, because he thought that it would make him closer to me, but once he realised it wasn't..he had no other choice to...kill him...

"Leslie?!" I heard a familiar voice, that sounded worried.

My eyes are blurry, from tears falling down. I don't understand, why does this always happen to me, I thought.

I felt more liquids coming up from my throat, making me bend over and puke into the toilet, someone came from behind me and held my hair and patted my back, softly.

"Les, you feeling alright??" Liv asked.

I sat there, with my eyes blurry and my mouth tasting like threw up, I was stanking very bad, to where I couldn't speak at all.