i lost myself.

12: Part 2

Chapter 12: Part 2

(A/N: Don't play the song yet!)
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"Jahseh, I'll...."

I got up and looked at him in the eyes, "Jahseh, I'll.."

"I'll try my hardest! To let Eli go.. because I feel the same..but Eli.."

"I'll try my hardest to be happy.. because I know that's what you want.."

I turned around and looked at livvy," I'm sorry for making you feel like this.. I don't want you to feel that way anymore..thanks for sticking around when I was at my worst..I love you livvy" I said.

She smiled and came walking to me, she hugged me tightly and said, "I love you too les".

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And with that, all four of us was hanging out in the living room watching movies and just hanging out.

I'm still shocked that jah confessed, I'm going to try my hardest to be happy.. because I don't want livvy to have to see me in that state anymore.

The movie finally finished, I was asleep on Jahseh's lap. Everyone else was still up.

Stoke let liv sleep in his guest room, Jahseh didn't wanna wake me so he stayed with me.

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I woke up and I was laying on him. I got up slowly so I wouldn't wake him up.

I went into the bathroom and did my business. I turned on the faucet and washes my hands, after I did that I put some cold water onto my face to wake me up a little.

Tomorrow is when everyone goes back to school, I'm kinda ready for it.

I turned the water off and went outside the bathroom. Nobody was up still so I went outside to get some fresh air.

I closed the door behind me, I looked at the right and it revealed Stoke sitting there.

He heard me and looked at me, oh morning.

Morning stoke. I sat down right next to him. We sat there in silence for a few.

How'd you sleep? He asked.

Better than usual.. I said.

Are you ready to go back to school? I asked.

He shrugged, I guess I don't know.

I nodded and looked down.

We should get breakfast for these lazy asses.

Yes, im starving.

He went inside to grab his car keys, and we went to IHOP.

We arrived to Ihop and went inside to order food.

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We got our food and went back to Stokes place.

We arrived and went inside. IT'S TIME TO WAKE UP FUCKERS Stoke yelled.

We sat the food on the table and sat down. They both got up and walked to the table.

Liv sat next to Stoke and jahseh sat next to me.

I still can't believe these fuckers eat steak in the mornings, what the hell. said liv

Ayo don't come for me like that, I said.

We all shut the hell up and ate.

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After that trippie came to Stokes place and picked us up. We went to the park to chill.