i lost myself.

8

Chapter 8

"LESLIE!" As she said running in leslie's bathroom, she grabbed her out the bathtub and holded her in her arms. She looked like she hasn't eaten in days...and haven't drunk anything...and cold from laying in the water...for 2 hours...at most..

She grabbed her phone and dialed 911 panicking. "This is 911, what is your emergency?" "M-m-my...b-b-bestfriend..has fainted in the bathtub..s-she looks...p-please...- HELP HER!" Liv cried..

Her fear of losing her best friend...she listened to the girl on the other phone..and waiting for the ambulance to arrive..

She can't process..what's happening..
Right now..she felt hopeless...she felt..upset that she should of had opened the door sooner..to check on her best friend...that this is all her fault..

She probably..could lose her friend any second..maybe worse..

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They finally arrived and took leslie straight to the hospital, liv rode in the back with her..and called Michael, his aunt,her mom,jahseh,stokeley..

They put her on the bed and immediately hooked her up to so many things..to give her the nutrients..and put a breathing tube..and hooked her up to an INV.

Liv sat in the waiting room, crying her eyeballs out..and waiting for the others to arrived..she kept thinking about seeing her body in the bathtub..under the water...her skin was blue...she knew this wasn't the first time.

Awhile ago when she lost eli, she tried to overdose..she doesn't know if she tried to take her life or what.. She sighed and held her head in her hands..

"Liv?" She heard familiar voice. She looked up. Her makeup was messed up..and her eyes were red as hell. "M-michael..." She said getting up to hug her. He tried his best to comfort her.

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Hour or two

The doctor came into the waiting room. "I have good news everyone." Everyone looked straight to him. "She's gonna be fine, we gave her the water and protein she needs."
Everyone was happy to hear the news. "She's sleeping, one person at a time is allowed in, she's in room 13" he said leaving.

"...Go ahead Liv" Michael said.

Liv looked back. "Huh?, U go first..your her cousin.." He shook his head. "I'm sure she'd want too see you first...so go" she finally gave in, and walked to room 13.

The door was closed. She carefully opened the door, she closed it quietly and walked up to her. She was laying peacefully..in the hospital bed, with stuff hooked up to her.

She walked to one of the chairs beside her bed, and held her hand. "...h-hey Les.." She finally spoke up.

"Never...do this shit again..i-i-i" she said biting her lip so she doesn't cry. "I thought..I was gonna lose my best friend, bro.." She looked down. "I'll will always be here for you..no matter what..if u need someone to talk to you..or whatever i-im here!"

"You..are not going through this shit alone..eli would want me to be beside you..and I will..I keep that promise for life..I love you so much les..You are my bestfriend.." She let go of her hand..she got up from the chair and walked straight to the door. "Goodnight les.." She said before walking out.

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2 hours later

Jahseh..decided he'd stay with Leslie..Tomorrow liv will drop off some clothes and food for them. They nurses gave him a mattress of one of the hospital beds to lay on, and a couple of extra blankets and Pillows. He set them right next to her bed. He was currently laying down.

He did not have any clue what's going on with Leslie..She hasn't talked to him for a couple of days..he just has to wait until she's comfortable to tell him anything.

And he's okay with that..

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Morning (Lazy sorry lol)

It was finally the morning. Jahseh got up from the bed. He went into the bathroom and did his business, after he flushed and wash his hands, he opened the door and saw a pair of pretty brown eyes looking at him. "Oh..your awake" "j-jahseh..?"

"Hmm..?"
"W-where am I..?"
"Your in the hospital..you were taking a bath..and passed out from not eating..and nearly drowned.."
"Fuck...i-is liv okay?"

Jahseh nodded and went to sit beside her. "She's supposed to be bring clothes for you..and food for us.."

"Y-y-you stayed here..?" He nodded..

It went quiet for awhile..until Leslie finally spoken up. "Thanks..Jah"

"For..." He asked confused. "Staying.." "Its nothing..you had me worried.." He said putting his head down..

Silence filled the room. All leslie could think about was liv..what could be going through her head..at the moment.

She felt bad..for not answering anybodys texts or calls..and having her bestfriend..see her..

She doesn't remember that much..

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Liv finally arrived with leslie comfy clothes..and some Ihop.. Guess what they ordered.. Steak

Thats what Janseh and Leslie had in common. They both only ordered steak from Ihop..and literally nothing else. looking at Jahseh, makes Leslie remember Eli.. They both Have the same smile..and lowkey act the same.

One thing she knows..is that she never will Replace eli..

Leslie loved eli So much..everytime shes around him..she'd smile real big.

She also knows..that Eli wants her to move on with her past..and always stay positive..He wants her to have her dream family, Have a husband..and two kids.. A son and a daughter..

She always had a dream..to marry Eli one day..but things change..There's a different future for her..

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Liv said her goodbyes and headed out,   jahseh and Leslie sat on her bed and eat their food, Hanging out with Jahseh makes her feel good, and forgot the past. They talked about the little things in life..and just enjoy their eachothers company.

The night has ended and now they are difting off to sleep.

Whenever Leslie gets her stamina back up, is when shes allowed out. Jahseh has been with her side..and caught some feelings for her..

He knows theirs a past..that she cannot forget..and he's still curious about it..But he knows he has to wait..

And he will.

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Hope u enjoyed! Sorry its late.. Had writers block..on this chapter..

Anyways see ya..