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Chapter 6

Im currently at Jahs house, chillin on his bed. I know what your think...who tf you think i is...anyways we just came back from eating. Yesterday we did my room...this is what it looks like.

this is what it looks like

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Anyways...now that I think about it...Jahseh honestly reminds me...of eli... I get lost in my thoughts just looked at the ceiling..

"Les.."

I snapped back in reality when I heard my name being yelled. "LESLIE!" "W-what...?" I said quietly.

"You good?" I nodded slowly without saying anything. "I-i think I'm going to head out, see you..Jah" I said grabbing my stuff. I walked out into the living room and went out.

I keep getting flashbacks of eli..

I got into my car and closed the door, I laid my head of the back of the seat and let out a long sigh..eli...

I felt a tear fall down from my glossy eyes, I turned the car on and drove off.

Eli and I we're just hanging out in my room talking about random things that we loved, I'd watch his attitude change and the way that he just smiles. I loved hanging out with eli..I could even see myself being with him..

I snapped back in reality when I stopped at a red light. I felt even more tears fall down. I wiped them off and drove back to my Aunts house safely.

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At the house

I parked the car and got out. I felt bad for Leaving jah like that..I enter the house and didn't say anything, I went straight up to the my bedroom and closed the door. I set my stuff down and laid on my bed face first.

That's when, everything just let out. W-why did you leave me like t-this...

Then before I knew it, I had falling asleep.

Morning

I woke up from my face feeling weird from me crying last night, I got up and went to my closet to grab some clothes, today I didn't feel like doing anything.

I grabbed a random hoodie and my undergarments and sweats, I went into my bathroom and sat my clothes down. I turned the water how I liked it and peeled my clothes off.

I got in and let the water hit me while I closed my eyes, thinking of all the good memories I had with Eli.

The first day we met...

Was when we we're in 6th grade. It was lunch time..I was sitting alone at a table sitting sadly. I just moved there...he came over and sat beside me...I was shy at first..

But believing me or not...that day was a new start of a friendship.. I still can't forget that day...at the party..

I was so scared...of a blink of an eye....h-h-he was gone...

I started crying, this time...I dropped to my knees...in the shower...

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Liv's POV

I was just chilling in my room, scrolling through Instagram, until I heard a loud sound, it sounded like it was coming from...Leslies bathroom.

I got up from my bed and ran to her room and until her bathroom. I saw her in the bathroom crying..."L-leslie..." I said..

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I was currently making something for leslie..It was just Leslie and I in the house...after she took a shower she got changed..I tucked her in her bed. I hate seeing this side of her..

She deserves so much more..I finished the food and walked back up to her room.

"I made you food..." I said giving her it. "Thanks...liv, b-but i'm not hungry..."

I gave her a look "I don't care you. Need to eat, Don't make me shove this down your throat, Girl"

She forcefully laughed. "Fine...I-I'll eat"

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"Good" I put the food by her nightstand and walked out.

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Leslie's POV

I grabbed the plate and ate, After I got done, I got up and walked to the bathroom and shoved two fingers down my throat, and puked into the toilet..

I'm sorry liv...jah...e-eli...i got up slowly and wiped my mouth..I brushed my teeth and looked in the mirror..

I grabbed my Depression pills...and popped some in my mouth not caring how many..

I went back to my bed and laid down..I heard my phone go off and ignored it.

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Liv's POV

I went to check up on Les, she was sound asleep. I sighed and looked at where the plate, it was empty. I quietly grabbed it and walked out.

I went downstairs and cleaned the plate. My phone started ringing. I grabbed it and answered it.

"Hello?"

"Liv?"

"Oh..Hey Jahseh what's up"

"Is Les there?" He said sounding worried.

"Yeah...what's up?'

"She kinda started acting weird yesterday..she zooned out...and when I yelled her name...she just left....i-is she Aight....?"

"....Les...is kinda going through something...its not my part to say...I'm sure one day she'll tell you...I'm sure she feels bad for leaving you like that.. "

I heard him sigh..."Okay...Could you tell her to give me a call or text..whenever she's ready to talk"

"Yes...I have to go...see you later"

He said bye and I hanged up. I want to tell Jahseh about Leslie's past...Maybe he can help her.

She said she's never dating anyone...I get what she's saying...she doesn't wanna go through this again..

I-I-I just want my Best Friend back...the goofy,sweet side of Her

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Sorry it's Short...and Sorry for it being late, Lowkey had writers block for this Chapter...but its Out..hope u enjoy ~

Bye

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