ANGEL|CALIBAN~CAOS

CHAPTER 36|YOU

"You're not mine anymore caliban"
by now our faces were close to each other, his eyes i could feel looking down at me as I looked away, speaking those words aloud, but I'm surprised at what I hear next

"I was always yours, and screw the cosmos or the eldritch terrors, you came back, you belong with me, please" I hear calibans voice crack at the end, and I see tears slowly drop down his face, and I wipe them away

He's not making a point, he's begging me, begging to take him back, for us to be together, for me to stay

We spoke to eachother with a kiss

It was desperate, but beautiful at the same time, it said everything we knew what we couldn't say to eachother; but summed up three important words

I need you

And need I did, I laid down, caliban followed my kiss until I laid straight onto the bed, to which he instead took his shirt off, crawling between my legs to come kiss me again

I crossed my legs around him, deepening the kiss, feeling water drop from my eyes again, at how desperate I had been

"You have no idea, how I felt when I saw you here" I hear him speak between kisses, we parted to take off my dress, and him to take off his pants as well

"I thought it was a joke, or maybe I had gone insane
But you
You're here"

The positions changed as he sat down, and I straddled on top of him, reminding me of our younger time

I thought of the interesting picture this was painting, an angel and a demon of hell laughing with eachother with flowers tucked behind each others ears, silence overcoming us

I was so in love with him then, and I think I was before I'd even met him

I see flashes
It's me, then it's a girl, then it's a crown, a throne

Then there's a boy
Then there's rubble and chaos
And then there's...

I continued to kiss him, my hands roaming his body, he did the same and I wondered if a part of him was checking if I was actually real

Because that's what I was doing

Every memory I had of us before came flooding back, each memory made me more desperate for him than before

At some point my underwear had been taken off, and at some point we got to the head of the bed
And at some point he was on top of me

I was so heated and enamored I couldn't even focus, the events followed quick and slow and I was so soaked up in it, in enjoying myself and being so suffocatingly close to him that the events leading up to this had been forgotten

I had forgotten about sabrina, forgotten I was mortal, and forgotten that I would have to leave again

I gasp lightly as caliban finally sinks into me, putting pressure into my grip on his shoulder as he does

I pull myself into a hug to bare it, and he held me as he did

It was slow and hard, as if we were trying to make this moment last forever, that if it lasted long enough nothing would change, that we could stay together

We held hands through all of it, it wasn't just sex, and as much of a cliche as it sounded

It was love, the raw desperation to be together, like it's what we were made for

Let's just say it ended well

-TIME SKIP, CALIBANS POV-

I watched her peacefully as she slept, we had been together and at some point she fell asleep, I looked at her quietly

She's back?

I shook my head, still in disbelief she was back, but yet here she was, in my arms only a couple minutes ago, her touch, taste was still the same

We belong together
And there was something I needed to do

I walked slowly out the room, trying not to wake her as I made my way to the throne room

Nobody was in there, I was awake in a time that most people slept, except for a few guards of pandemonium

I walked through again, over by a balcony, to see her sitting there,
Waiting for me

I sat down beside her as we stayed silent, I wanted her to speak up first, to shout or scream at me

But she only spoke
"You still love her, right?" Sabrina spoke simply, properly, like a queen

"I do, I never stopped" I reply honestly, because it is honest, I never stopped loving her, I never stopped thinking about her, I thought If I married her I would forget, and move on

But I didn't
"You were married in an alternate timeline, you know that? She left Sabrina for you, and you both became king and queen, she became a devil" I look at Sabrina in confusion

"You died, and she was bleeding out for the green man, due to your idiotic belief you could take over earth
But I have no doubt you were at your happiest together, if she gave up her entire belief for you, I think it was the biggest sacrifice she had to give, and that's next to literally sacrificing herself"

Sabrina turned to me, and for once I notice tear stains across her face
"So be with her, go back and be with her, even if it's for a second, or 1000 years
Be with her"

I move closer to Sabrina, kissing her forehead
"You were born to be a queen, I am glad to have been your king, even if it wasn't meant to be"

She smiles thinly "a queen should be ready to sacrifice anything, Eden proved that well enough, now it's time for me to be the queen" I smiled at her, and with that I went back to the room we were in

A part of me panicked, what if she had disappeared already? Or it was a dream? Or that she would disappear in my sleep?

But when I saw her there, sleeping soundly on the bed, seeing her shoulder rise and fall with every breath

It wouldn't matter how long, as long as we were together