Moonlight

Twenty Four

Beyoncé 

When you are mad at your boyfriend is it okay to go on the trip they offer you and your baby? You don't know. There is only one way to find out and that is by going on the trip and answering the question for yourself. How do you learn if you don't get experience? 

Shawn came a second time to my door after he packed his bags, I had my stuff ready so did Blue I stayed in my comfortable outfit I already had on. If we went straight to a fancy place I could change in the bathroom or their car. I was kind of excited to be out of my house and get out of the city for the day.

"Alright did everyone go to the bathroom? Do you have your snacks?", Gloria asked.

"Blue and I are ready", I said.

"You know me I am ready", Shawn said.

"We are off let me play the first song of the trip before y'all play your music. One song yea it is old I don't judge your music so do the same.", Gloria said.

"Go ahead I will hear anything", I said.

"You raised me on the music so I am not  gonna turn down my childhood music", Shawn added.

"Okay then is settled", she played the song.

The song of choice was The Promise- When In Rome, I saw it on the radio dashboard. I didn't know this song but hearing it for the first time it was amazing I loved it.  The lyrics were just beautiful as expected it was a promise to work it out one way or another. Shawn really liked the song as well he was so into it.

"Sometimes if I shout. It's not what's intended. These words just come out. With no cross to bear." Shawn sang. Gloria and I looked at him surprise he knew the lyrics and he looked at me. 

"I'm sorry but I'm just thinking of the right words to say (I promise you) I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be (I promise you) But if you wait around a while I'll make you fall for me (I promise you)" Shawn continued not taking his eyes off me. 

Either I was sucked into this on purpose or he meant it. I just wanted it to be manipulation my gut was telling me he meant it it. I mean he offended me but he didn't hurt me completely, I also forgave fast enough. I will leave it as strike one another strike and he is gone I don't want to have dog watcher over me.

"And if I had to walk the world I'd make you fall for me I promise you, I promise you I will. I will, I will" He reached his hand out to me in the backseat. I extended my hand to him and he kissed it.

"You done made my song cheesy lil boy.", Gloria joked.

"The sing is good ma you can't blame me", Shawn responded.

"Well the song is good your voice not so much you didn't slaughter it."

"He sounded good he did it justice." I defended him

"Of course bey your in la la land with Shawn wait till the reality hits you he can't sing", she said.

"I know that, I can sing." I laughed.

"Oh yeah I found some of your music. That was before I met you I just remembered that, oh man I done made it weird." Gloria said.

I have nothing against people finding my music it is something I am still want to do. The passion is on me but I am not ready to start music again. I need Kelly in my life and we need to get that third member.

"Play something ma I haven't looked it up. I know you have music but I wanted to ask for tour permission first. Can we play some of your music?"

"Go ahead play Say My Name it is a favorite."