The First Greenie (Newt X Reader)

Chapter 15: I Know

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-Minho P.O.V.-

I know.

Once I left her room, I was heartbroken.

How could someone so perfect, so beautiful, do that to herself.

When Newt had asked her why she wore a hoodie all the time it made me realize there was something going on with her. She was obviously lying when she replied to Newt.

Once I saw her arm, I started crying. My memory isn't the best and I don't remember anything from before that shuck box from only a few days ago, but I do know I don't cry much. But when I saw the fresh cuts from probably today, if not a few days ago, I just couldn't help it but start to cry.

Like I mentioned, I've only been here a couple days, but I've grown to love y/n, as a friend of course.

Once my tears dried and my breathing calmed, I went back over to the boys, Alby and Newt.

Once I sat down again, I just listened to their conversation.

After a while I just zoned out, falling into my own thoughts.

Why does she do this to herself?

Do the other boys know?

Then I remembered a part of the conversation from before. About how y/n was the first one in the maze and how she was alone for a month before Alby got here. She had said that she saw some scary clunk during that first month. I wonder what she saw.

"Hey, where's y/n?" Newt asked, pulling me out of my thoughts.

"She was tired, so she went to bed." I replied looking down at my feet.

"What did you tow talk about?" he asked.

"Did they talk, or did they have sex?" Alby joked.

I shot him a disgusted look and answered "We did not, not that it's any of your business. We just talked about something random. Ok?" I said, getting a little defensive.

"Ok, alright. No need to get all mad about it. Anyways, I think I'm going to follow y/n's example and go to my room. I'm tired." Newt said.

Alby agreed so we all went to our own rooms and went to sleep. Although, I couldn't sleep knowing what I know now, I don't think the guys know. And I think she wants to keep it that way.

I just want to help her stop. So, I'm going to try.

That was the last thought I had before falling asleep for the night.

-Time skip, 1 week later-

-Y/n P.O.V.-

It's been a week since Minho found out about my wrists. I haven't done it since, but I have had the urge.

Currently it's about 2 in the morning and I'm awake overthinking. It's been a bad past couple days. The boys were gone for all of it, so I was alone in the glade.

Today, when I came out of my room they were already gone and when they came back, they had supper and went to bed. I didn't really get the chance to talk to any of them.

So, I was alone with my thoughts at 2am. I didn't even notice until now, but there were tear rushing down my face as I sat in my bed silently.

I couldn't take it anymore. I got up and walked to my shared bathroom. The way is living spaces work is we all have our own rooms, but we share a bathroom with one other person. I share with Minho and Alby and Newt share one as well.