𝐊𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐎'𝐒 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑 || 𝐡𝐚𝐢𝐤𝐲𝐮𝐮

𝟐𝟎✮𝐔𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐂𝐡𝐞𝐞𝐫✮

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tw: overthinking, self-harm (verbal and physical)

please read at your own risk!

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AFTER EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED EARLIER,

Hanaki decided to clear up your schedule for the day and let you rest. She thought that having the peace of mind for once could help you organize your thoughts. She knew everything was again messy for you, all the plans, all the things you've thought of, all the emotions, everything was all over the place.

That's why you're here, eating a bowl of instant ramen with Hanaki since both of you couldn't cook even if your life depended on it. Well, Hanaki mostly, you already knew the basics and you were great at baking as well.

As you slurped your noodles, you glanced at your television that was on a random channel, premiering a new anime. Hanaki was on her tablet, adjusting your schedule since she did clear it up for today. Luckily, most of the things you had to do today was just training with the teams so she didn't really had to make to much adjustments.

After that talk with Hanaki, while she was clearing your schedule, you took a shower and changed into a hoodie and grey sweatpants, your glasses on top of your slightly wet hair. Hanaki also showered and changed after you since she has some of her clothes already here for times she wants to sleep over instead of going home. She was wearing simple dolphin shorts and a spaghetti strap tank top, her black and gray hair messily clamped with a big clip.

Hanaki would always stay here whenever you were feeling like this, confused, stressed, sad, bothered, or anything that's other than happy and tired because an incident from a year ago made her fear leaving you alone when you have these emotions. She needed to make sure you wouldn't end up like that again.

Oh, how wrong she is.

"I already read the manga of that one, still not finished though." Hanaki randomly says before slurping her noodles and glancing at the anime then going back to her tablet, "Fuck, Shibuya arc..."

You laughed at what she muttered knowing perfectly what manga she was talking about. Hanaki has a secret love for manga and anime, a bitch for both shounen and romance. You were witness to her simping over more than a hundred characters because they look 'hot'. and that she's 'more than willing to be fucked senseless by these fine, hot, men with big dicks'.

Honestly, anything she says, whether vulgar or not, has become accustomed to you due to her dirty, unfiltered mouth that would always blurt out vulgar things at any random times, except for when she's in professional/manager mode though.

After finishing your ramen, you took your bowl as well as Hanaki's empty one and headed to the sink to start cleaning them. Finishing, you dried your hands with the towel beside you and wiped away the remaining soap on the sink before heading to Hanaki.

Ending up in the living room, you saw Hanaki already fixing her things and getting ready to leave. She was already placing her clothes and shoes from before in one of your small duffel bags she borrowed.

"You're leaving?" You asked as you watched her fold her clothes. Hanaki just hummed before placing the last of her clothes in the bag and zipping it close, "We have a busy day tomorrow. And I know you need some time alone so you could think."

It was true. Hanaki knew how you tend to arranged your thoughts, you prefer being alone and in silence so you could think clearly. However, that was what Hanaki was afraid of, leaving you alone to think.