Marvel Imagines and Preferences

TVA- Bucky Barnes

(Y/N)'s POV:

I hate myself. Sometimes I wonder who would care if I jumped. The view from up here is so pretty and I bet the fall would be fun. 

"What is going on in that big brain of yours?" Steve asked as he sat down next to me. "Oh you know, just the end of the world," I said as Steve smiled and then sat down next to me. 

I was sitting on the roof of the Avengers headquarters. I was watching people train on the grass and I was enjoying the alone time but Steve didn't seem to understand why I would want to be here all by myself.

"Are we needed for a mission?" I asked as Steve shook his head. "Nope, I just wanted to check on you since you had been up here for a while," he said as I nodded. "Is there something you want to tell me?" Steve asked as I shook my head. He nodded and then got up and left.

The truth is that I did have something to tell him and the team. I can see the future and I can see how the Avengers die. I saw a half of them disappear when a titan named Thanos attacked. I can then see them go through the trouble of finding the six infinity stones all over again so that they can bring back everyone since it was also half the entire population that went away.

I saw Natasha fall to her death off of Vormir, I saw Tony snap his fingers, and Steve leave. 

I can't tell them that I know this because that might change the future and once the future is changed, I can no longer see it. 

A few years later, once we had finally met Thanos, I was in Wakanda with Steve, Sam, Rhodey, Bruce, and Bucky. 

"How are you, Bucky?" "Not bad for the end of the world," Bucky responded as he then looked at me and smiled. This was the first time I saw him smile. "And you?" Bucky asked as I smiled back. "I'm fine. I just want to get this over with before- Before something worse happens," I said as Steve did his famous brooding face. 

I went with Sam and Bucky and we watched for Thanos army to attack. I then started to get a huge migraine. "WOAH! (Y/N)!" Bucky yelled as he dropped his gun and then caught me before I fell to the ground. "What the hell just happened?" Sam asked as I touched my head to try and make it stop hurting. 

"What's wrong?" Bucky whispered to me as he lifted my head so I was just giving him eye contact. "I don't know," I said as I then saw flashes of images in my head.

I saw Bucky touching up and down my body. His hair was short and his metal arm was clenched onto my ass cheek. I couldn't tell where we were but I could tell that it was him. His dog tags dangled in my face as his hard dick pumped into my body. 

I opened my eyes and Bucky was holding my face and looking at me. "Are you okay?" He asked as I nodded. We went on with the battle and everything went as planned. Except for one thing I wasn't counting on. The true sadness I would feel when Bucky dusted away. 

I never thought of him in the way that is labeled "Crush" but I couldn't help myself but cry and clutch the dust which had once been the man that stood next to me.

I just stood there and waited for myself to turn to dirt. But I didn't. We then all went home. Just like that. 

I cried with Steve and he held me as I confessed the feelings I had JUST discovered for his best friend. Then it hit me. I couldn't see the future anymore. Which meant it had changed. 

What changed? I'm not sure. Will Bucky not come back? Is half of the universe really gone? Did Thanos really just win? 

We then found Thanos and Thor cut off his head. I remembered seeing that. I also remember seeing us spend the next five years in complete misery. I also remember that we then went to New York and got the mind, time, and space stones. Clint and Nat went to Vormir and got the soul stone, Thor went to Asgard and got the reality stone, and Rhodey got the power stone. 

The only issue is that I can't remember if it was Clint or Nat that fell for the stone. So, I decided to go in Natasha's place so I could get the stone with Clint. 

Clint fell to his death for the stone. I went back and Bruce held Nat as she cried. I told her how sorry I was and she understood that he did it for the rest of the world to survive. 

Bruce then used the stones and brought everyone back. We were then attacked again and right after I finally got to see Bucky again, I was then attacked by Thanos. I was fighting alongside Thor and he dropped his hammer. 

This was my moment. I saw that Thor was distracting Thanos so I got up off the floor and picked up the hammer. We fought Thanos together and then when the battle was finally over, I told Tony to give me the stones once he had them. 

He did as he was told and I then gave them to Bucky who put the gauntlet on his metal arm. He snapped away Thanos and his army. His metal army was damaged but everything was still fine. 

We went home and had a funeral for Clint on his farm since he was the only one to die on our mission.

I was sitting with Steve when he then told me that he was going to go back and be with Peggy. "No!" I yelled as I took the stones and Thor's hammer. I then went into the past, leaving him behind with Bucky and Sam. 

I knew that this meant I would never get to see Bucky again but this was a sacrifice I was willing to pay for his happiness. 

I returned the stones and then I felt someone grab onto my arm.

"(Y/N) (L/N), you are under arrest for crimes against the sacred timeline. The Time Variants authority will now deal with you," A lady said as she pulled me into a portal with her. 

"Reset the timeline," She said as I saw a man set down a glowing yellow object.