Marvel Imagines and Preferences

Whatever it Takes- Natasha Romanoff*

SMUT WARNING AND ANGST WARNING (Sorry for breaking your heart)

(Y/N)'s POV:

I was hanging out in my room going through my IPad because Coulson had sent me some files about some douche bags that he wants me to lock up. I was sitting on my bed and my bedroom door was open a small crack. I had my back leaned up against my wall since my bed sat in the corner. I was so relaxed and calm. The only thing on my mind was going through these files and then hand them back to Coulson after I had determined which ones were truly bad or not. 

I then saw my door open a little more so I look up and see Natasha walk in with a smile. "What are you doing in here all by yourself?" She asked as she walked over to the dresser and pulled out a sweatshirt. "I just wanted some quiet so I could go through these files that Coulson wanted to be done by," I paused to look at the clock that sat on my nightstand. "Yesterday," I said as she laughed and then leaned over the bed and hovered her head over my legs. 

"Well, I'm bored and I don't have anything to do today so I figured we could hang out," She said as she then started to undo the tie on my sweatpants and she slid them down just enough for her to put her mouth to me. "Nat! The door is still open!" I said as she didn't hear nor care because she was busy doing something else. "It's fine, let them walk in," She said as she came up for air. 

I then smirked at her as she went back to work and then I continued to go through the files. This is the gay equivalent to a man getting a blow job. Except I am getting eaten out by Black Widow herself so I think I win. 

"Meeting in the lounge!" Tony called through the intercoms as Nat stopped and then fixed my pants for me as I then set down the IPad and we walked to the lounge together. 

Everyone stared at us as we walked in but I don't care. Nat is right. Let them know. It's about time. "What did you call us here for, Tony? Because this is actually great timing. I have something to share with everyone," I said as I glanced at Nat. She was getting herself a beer and then sat down next to Thor. 

"No one is doing anything tonight right?" Tony asked as I nodded and looked around the room to see everyone else nodding. "Great! I say we have a family game night!" He said as I rolled my eyes. "Really? That's what you want to do with our Sunday night?" I asked as he smiled and nodded while sitting down next to Pepper. 

"Come on, guys! It'll be fun!" Pepper said as I nodded and then sat down next to Nat. "Great! Now, what was it you wanted to share?" Bruce asked as I held Nat's hand in mine. "Nat and I are-" "Gonna go get drinks in the kitchen," Nat cut me off as she then stood up and dragged me to the kitchen. 

"What's wrong?" I asked as she frantically pulled out a few beers from the fridge. "Are you crazy?" She asked as I just stood there in shock. "What? No, why?" I asked as she frowned. "Don't get me wrong. I love you, (Y/N). But, No one can know that we are together because then our missions together will be different. You will be treated differently, I will be treated differently. And so I can't let you do that," She said as I nodded while walking over to her and I caressed her arm to calm her.