My person

22

I roll over in my bed, not being able to sleep any longer. The clock reads 5 o'clock, which is way too early. I sigh and decide to get out of bed. Maybe I can get some morning work out in between. To relieve some stress and that way I can clear my head. I quickly change in the room, not even bothering going into the bathroom knowing that Mal is sleeping. I change into some shorts, which ends right above my knees. I put on a shirt and wear a sweatshirt over it, since I'm not allowed to wear a binder right now.

Because I had been wearing it for a long time, which was not a good idea. It left bruises all over my back, front and sides. Literally everywhere where the binder could reach. It were all blue bruises and some parts were even cut open. Dawn said that in process to let those cuts heal, I'm not allowed to wear a binder for a week. So my plan is to wear as much hoodies and sweatshirts as I can.

I put on my headphones and connect them to my phone, while walking to the gym here in the hotel. I start with some jogging as a warming up and after that, I only did weight exercises. I'm trying to build some muscles at the top. My legs are pretty much beautifully toned because of all the running and shit, but I kind of want nice biceps and six-pack. I do have to work for it.

I was lifting some weights, grunting in the progress, when Mal came into the gym. She was dressed in work out clothes, which means she came to do the same thing as me.

"You are up early", she says as she sees me.

"Couldn't sleep", I grunt, lifting those stupid weights one last time before letting them drop onto the floor. "Here, I brought you water".

Mal sticks out a bottle of water to me. I smile gratefully as I take it and take a big gulp of it, letting the cold water slide down my throat. I did forget to bring my own water, so I'm kind of excited to see Mal.

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah yeah. Just came to clear my head".

"You do realise you've been here for 2 hours? Breakfast starts in an hour", Mal says while she starts to stretch. She bends down, trying to reach the ground with her fingertips. My breathe gets caught in the back of my throat. Her ass is all out right in front of me. It kinds of makes me think how it would be if she bends down like that for me. I choke on my water, ashamed of myself that I would think something like that. But I still can feel my boxers start to feel tighter.

Mal looks at me to make sure I'm okay. I quickly hide my crotch with my hands, but trying to not making it subtle. "Right right. I'm going to shower", I mumble and run out of the gym, to our room.

On my way I pass Alex, Megan, Kelley, Krashlynn and Preath. I blush furiously, seeing them look at my boner. I hide it and walk past them, mumbling an apology. I can hear Megan and Kelley laugh. I quickly open the door with my keycard and slam the door behind me. I walk into the bathroom and start undressing while I let the douche warm up. I step under the water, letting it wash away my sweat.

My penis is still hard. I cannot get the thought of Mal bending down like that out of my head. And now I'm starting to think about other things too. Like how hot her game face and angry face is. And how hot it looks when sweat drips off of her. I imagine how it would be if she lays like that under me. Buckling up her hips into me. Moaning my name. Feeling good because of me. Making her scream my name while she cums.

My aching length twitches as I wrap my fingers around it and begin to pump from base to tip.

It only takes a few swift strokes before I am groaning loudly. Pre-cum is already leaking out from the tip, and using my thumb, I rub it over my shaft and lubricated it, causing slick, wet noises to echo as I pump my fist harder and faster, wishing that it is Mal's fist doing this to me. Not wanting to end this too quickly, I force myself to using slow, deliberate movements.

My erection throbs when, begging for release. The thought of Mal's glossy lips wrapped around my cock sends me into ecstasy. It is too much for me to take. I increase my strokes until I am using both my hands as I get closer and closer to the edge.

The throbbing swells inside of me. My hips jolt and my grip tightens as my climax explodes. My shaft ripples and my entire body turns to jelly as thick spurts of cum splashes onto the wall.

When I am done, I wash my body quickly and jump out of the shower. I put on some sweatpants, a shirt and a hoodie. On my way out to breakfast, I put on my baseball cap and then walk to the dining room. The persons I passed before I went to shower are already sitting here, chatting with each other. When they see me they start smirking, well mostly Kelley, Megan, Tobin and Ashlynn while Christen, Alex and Ali are smiling softly at me. I blush furiously and turn my back to them, already feeling embarrassed enough. I take some food and sit next to Christen on the table.

"Are you okay?", she asks softly and rubs my back motherly. I nod, "I'm better than yesterday. It still hurts too". She nods understanding and then goes back to talking to Ali.

"Soooo Y/nn", Megan starts talking and I can see her smirking so I know where this is going. "What did you do to get that excited?".

I just shrug, "doesn't matter. I took care of it. Isn't that enough?", I smirk back, having some fun in teasing her back. She blushes which makes the rest of us laugh.

Christen pushes me away from her in disgust, "ew Y/n. We didn't need to know that". She pushes me against Tobin, who is sitting on the other side of me. She just ruffles my hair and laughs, clearly amused by this.

"You do make me curious as to how you ended up like that", Megan smirks as she leans her head on her hand, keeping her arm supported by the table. I blush furiously, nobody really knowing about my crush on Mal. I didn't really know I liked her like this, until I started to get all these feelings around of her and now I get a boner because of her. It is really annoying. "It is none of your business", I mumble and sink into my chair from embarrassment.

"It kind of is, if it concerns a certain friend of mine", Kelley smirks as she is clearly enjoying all of this. "Leave her alone", Ali says from the other side of the room, trying to get the big babies to settle down. I flinch hearing that stupid pronoun. I know I'm not out to her and those other two adults, who act like big babies, on this table and that's why she used it, but it still kind of hurts. Christen rubs her thumb over my knee and gives me a small smile, trying to calm me down. She knows I'm going to keep thinking about it and that I'm going to get into that headspace where I will work myself up to a panic attack.

I just take a deep breathe, trying to calm myself down. I see Ash giving me a small smile. I know it must be hard for her to keep a secret from Ali. That's why I wanted to talk to her about it. I think I would be fine if Ali knew. I mean she looks like someone who could be trusted with something like this. She doesn't look like she is going to spill all my secrets to the others and I trust and like her. She is like a big sister to me, just like Ash. Although that means that they are participating in incest if they are both my sisters.

I finish my breakfast, while our other teammates are starting to fill the room. When we all had breakfast, we went to the bus to leave to go train.