My person

14

I quietly walk around the room, trying not to wake up my teammate. I woke up fifteen minutes ago and decided to get ready for the gym. I got changed into some shorts, T-shirt and a sweatshirt. Mallory is still a sleep. I don't want to wake her up, since it's still early and I know she likes her sleep.

I close the door and walk to the gym in the hotel here.  Mal and I walked around the hotel a couple of days ago, just exploring, when we discovered a gymroom downstairs. I decide to make use of it.

When I walk in, nobody's here. Which doesn't really surprise me. It's 5.30 am, so still early. All my teammates are probably still asleep, just like Mal. And other people in this hotel, who are here om vacation, don't wake up this early. I mean it's vacation. You sleep as long as you can.

I decide to lift some weight. I put on my Bluetooth headphones and put on some music. Famous last words ~ my chemical romance blast through the speakers. I start with my right arm and after doing some lifts I switch to my left arm.

When I am running on the treadmill, I see two of my teammates walk in. I slow down the treadmill and stop completely, a little bit out of breath. I look at the time and see that it is 7 am already. I've been here for an hour and half? I didn't even realise it has was that long. The time flew by.

"Hey guys", I smile at Ali and Ashlyn who just walked in hand in hand.

"Goodmorning, Y/nn", Ali greets me as she gives me a hug. I embrace her with one arm only, since I am wet from sweating.

"Morning dude", Ashlyn says as she bumps her fist against mine. "How are you?".

"Good. You?"

"Great. Have you been here a long time?", They both take a place on the treadmills. Probably not wanted to get their condition worse.

"Yeah an hour and half. So I am going to get upstairs and check on Mal", they smile at me as I walk out of the room. I take the elevator up and walk into my room.

"Goodmorning", I smile brightly at the girl who is sitting on her bed. She grumbles something in reply. She is on her phone all the lights are out. I open the curtains, letting the sun shine into our room.

"Y/nn", Mal whines as she covers her eyes with her hand. "Close it! Too much sun".

"You're going to be fine. I am going to shower", I tell the girl as I take my stuff and walk into the bathroom.

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Hanging out with the youngsters is fun. All the pranks, the singing and dancing. Seeing Mal having fun fills my heart with joy and love.

Sometimes Kelley is here. And she and sonnett are not a good match. They are crazy together. Doing freaky dares, annoying our other teammates. Kelley is just weird. Funny but weird.

I sneeze, because of the feather Emily is pushing in my nose. I hit her hand and push Emily away, sneezing again.

Nobody says "bless you". No. Kelley is silent and gives me a picture of herself.

"What's this for?", I ask confused as to why the older woman would give me a picture of herself instead of saying bless you.

"I'm blessing you", Kelley says seriously. Everyone looks confused as to where and why she would have a picture of herself with her. Then they burst into laughing.

Crazy woman.

"Do you guys want to go eat something?", I aak them. Everyone stops what they are doing and look at me, making me blush. "I am hungry".

"Me too", Mallory says as she looks up from her phone. She was showing Rose something on her phone. Probably a picture from a dog.

"You are always hungry", Kelley chuckles at the younger girl.

"Yeah but so is Y/nn", Mallory smirks at me, exposing me.

"This is why you guys are the perfect match", Emily says as she wraps her arm around my neck. "Why don't you just date?".

I know she is just joking around, but I can't help but think serious about this question. Mallory doesn't want me. I have too many problems. And she probably just doesn't like me or want me. Nobody wants me. My roommate made sure that I know that.

I push the negative thoughts away and decide to joke around too, to test the waters. "Can't. She's dating Dansby remember".

"I will happily dump him for you", Mal smirks at me. My cheeks burn up. I blush furiously as the others laugh at me.

"How are you two actually?", Lindsey asks seriously. She is sitting on the couch next to Emily.

"Good", Mal smiles brightly. "Almost a month together".

My stomach ties into knots from hearing that but I smile on the outside. Showing nobody that I am hurt because of that.

I am a freak remember.

She doesn't want me.

She doesn't like me.

Nobody does and nobody will.

Even though Chloe had a weird way of showing it, she was right. She still is. I am a freak. At least, she tells the truth right to my face, making me know my place and that is not here.

Right then my phone buzzes in my pocket. I take it out and look at it, searching who would send me a message.

First I answer my parents their messages, telling them I am fine and I will see them soon. Then I open the new message. It's from an unknown number.

I open it and look at what they send me. My eyes go wide when I see what it is.

"Somebody send you a dickpic?!".