My person

23

"Gym day!", Y/n yells excitedly as they walks out of the bathroom. They are dressed in some shorts and a grey sweatshirt.

They would probably get too hot, but I don't wanna say something that could ruin their mood. Since the day they talked to Christen, they have been a lot happier. Besides the past couple of days during the incident. It is good to see them like that. They do have their sad moments but besides that everything is good.

I get dressed quickly and take my stuff with me. I follow Y/n to the gym. We are going to work out with the whole team. We've done this before and most of the time it doesn't really end well. With us, the youngsters, and Kelley and Dunn being hyperactive and dancing around, somebody could get hurt.

When we walk into the room, almost everyone is there already. We walk over to Kelley, who is standing in front of the mirror. She is admiring her body.

"I'm so beautiful and hot. Look at me. When I was born God said "so much pureness, so much perfection"."

"No", Y/n states. "When you were born the Devil said "oooh competition"".

We all laugh at that while Kelley pouts, clearly insulted. "That's not true. I am a child of god".

Y/n scoffs and shakes their head. "Kelley, I mean this in the nicest way possible... if you walked into a church you'd probably burn".

Kelley shrieks and slaps Y/n on the shoulder. They just laugh loudly, not fazed by the other girl. She hits Y/n on the head "don't insult your elders", she yells at the younger person.

"Did you just call yourself old?", Y/n laughs even harder, tears in their eyes from laughing hard.

"I did not", Kelley whines. "Stop it! Or I am going to kick you in the dick".

"With your little feet?", Y/n chuckles. Kelley charges at them. They run around screaming. Kelley trying to hurt Y/n while the other one is just running around, laughing hardly.

"Children! Stop!", Carli yells, making us all freeze. We look at her and see her standing next to Jill and Dawn, waiting for us to calm down so that we can start.

We gather around them, waiting for the instructions. After we are told what we have to do, everyone splits up into little groups. I am placed in a group with Christen and Tobin.

We do our work while talking to each other and helping one another. It's cute how the older couple does everything so effortlessly together. They clearly love each other deeply. I hope, one day I can be like that with someone.

I haven't really heard anything from my boyfriend Dansby. It's like he disappeared of the earth. Like one day we were great. We meet up and hang out with each other. We even had sex and the next day, I don't hear anything from him anymore. Makes me think it was all about the sex. Maybe he is just busy? And he will text me soon, saying he is sorry for ignoring me and that he was just busy like I thought.

Suddenly, we hear loud laughing. When I turn around to see what's going on, I see Y/nn on the ground, cupping their crotch. They are clearly in pain.

"You rude gardening tool!", they yell at Kelley. The older girl gasps offended "did you just indirectly call me a hoe?".

We walk towards the group. Everyone is gathered around them, laughing. I help Y/n stand up. "Are you okay?", I ask them softly. They nod, but keeps cupping their thing.

"Cmon, Y/nn. We'll get you some ice", Dawn takes them over from me. They walk away.

"Why would you do that? That could've gone terribly wrong", Christen scolds Kelley as she hits her on the back of the head. She is clearly worried for Y/n.

We continue doing our individual things until our time is up. We all go to shower and get dressed in something casual.

When I walk into my hotelroom, Y/n is already sitting on their bed on their computer. They have already showered and are dressed in something more casual, like me.

"Watcha doing?", I ask and jump onto the bed next to them.

"Research"

I look at their screen and see some tabs open about top surgery. They are looking at doctors and opinions from other people.

"Are you thinking about having top surgery?", I ask them carefully. After their breakdown and after they confessed everything to me, we haven't really talked about it. Not in depth at least. I don't really know how to go about it, and mostly it looks like they don't wanna talk about it, so we just leave it like that.

"Yeah. I think so", they scratch the back of their neck nervously. "I don't... I don't really know. Would you hate me if I do it?".

"Y/nn. Nobody would hate you for trying to be yourself. If you feel comfortable doing top surgery and if you are happier, then you should do it. You have the right to feel like yourself. You can't go through your whole life being someone that's not you", I tell them and pull them in a hug.

"We love you for who you are, Y/nn. Our team, Christen, Tobin, Ashlyn and me. We all love you no matter what, Y/n", I kiss their head comfortably.

"Okay", they sniff and rub their eyes. "I will make an appointment".

We sit the whole time together, cuddle up on her bed. Searching for doctors in the neighbourhood and seeing if they are any good, if they have good reviews. Eventually, they make an appointment by a doctor for the next month.

I'm proud of them