The Secrets We Keep.(5SOS Love/Vampire Fanfic)

Chapter 59 : Freedom

Final Song - Stephen Swartz - Survivor

Emmelines P.O.V

"Luke"?

"Yeah Em"

"Why do you love me, I mean.........why me......I don't understand it, I can be so repulsive, violent.........I don't get why your always there for me"

"Em what kind of a question is that........you know why"

"Luke I want it to come from you.......I want you to tell me........we could die tomorrow and I'll never have heard you tell me"

"Em......I love you......because your you......I can't explain it anymore than that......I love you because of the person you are........."

"Would you of ever turned me"?

"No......not unless you wanted to be turned......."

"Luke.......what if the baby is Michaels.......what if you aren't the father"

"We stay together no matter what Em, Michael is good at heart.......and will love that baby even if it isn't his..........we are all one family now.....and family means....helping each other, respecting each other and living together caring for each other..........that baby is gonna have four dads.......there to keep them safe......to teach them how to ride a bike or how to swim.......what does matter is that we get to safety......so it can grow up away from all of this shit"

"No where is safe anymore........vampires are everywhere.......and Pascal will be looking for us.......and if he finds us again he will definitely kill us all even Michael"

"We just have to try........we can't give up"Luke finished.

I am not going to lie, the honest truth......I was terrified.

I knew Pascal would find us again........we all did, but we had to make the most of the time we have until he does.

At this point he'd want Michael killed.

Which made everything more terrifying.

No one was safe, no one will forget all about this, this time of darkness and peril.

We are all gonna die someday.....whether we like it or not.

It is what we do with the time we are given that lives on..........

I tried to let this give me some comfort.....but they are only words....crafted together to make you feel glad to be alive....and not fear death.

I do not fear death......nor do I fear life.....but tonight I have betrayed them, all the slayers in that place, I have betrayed every single one of them, if the newborns attack them I don't think that I could live with myself.

As we drive on to a better place....I hope that Jo saves them, I hope that she'll come back to me.

I have wondered what it would be like if this had all been a bad dream and once I wake up my world would be back to normal..........but I know that this is real, it is unbelievable, but yes this is the now....this is my reality.

This is my life now, I will act strong, tough, be ready for any fight, hiding the truth that inside I feel vulnerable, I feel like I am falling into pieces.I do not tell the truth.....I will not tell the truth.....we are fragile, we have hearts but so we can look powerful we hide all of that, and have them locked away in our thoughts.

So no one will ever know the secrets we keep.........