After a while.....I gave up.....my body just decided to stop all determination I had oto keep moving.
Another friend dead.....Alyssa died to young......whatever shithead that hit into us was long gone.
That was smart of him.....I couldn't tell you what I do to him after he'd killed Alyssa.
Giving up was one thing I never thought I would ever do......but, even the strongest of us have our weaknesses.
These are the secrets we keep.
Slayers.......killing machines to most.We use this to disguise whatever emotion we truly have.
That's why some say we are cold hearted and as bad as the vampires we slayed.The truth is in the way we are trained we are told to show peace in all ways we can........we never cry....we never shout....we never hurt another Slayer......we never hit another human.
But the truth is that Slayers are humans too.
And I think tonight I've finally understood truly why I have so much hate toward all evil.I can't admit that I am just as normal as any other human.So what I know how to fight back.....so what I'm a "trained" assassin.......in the end I am mortal.....and none of these are ever going to change the fact that every life I save....another dies.I finally understood that I really wasn't this badass girl who could kill a grown man in a minute.........I was only barely out of my teenage years.....I am nearly 17 years without parents........4 years a slayer.
I am not a super human.I am not a god.
I am just...a human.
This bothered me but it is the truth and with that thought in my mind I found myself loosing all feeling in my body and falling into the grass below me.
My mind on the only thing I could think about
Luke
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The Secrets We Keep.(5SOS Love/Vampire Fanfic)
FanfictionMy name ? . Emmeline Watson....originally...a care kid ...just turned 20.......teens started going missing 5 years ago all across the world. When I was 16 I was told the truth about the monsters that lived everywhere around me. I was sent to a secr...
