Love Me Jeong {Jeon Jungkook Fanfiction}

(10)

~ 15:00; Living room ~

"No!" I run away from the two nagging mothers to my mother. "Mom, save me."

"Ray, come on," Yujin tries to persuade me, but I get out of her grip. "Just one Friday night. We aren't asking you to give us your life."

"But I don't want you to give my Friday night as well."

"Can you stop being a party pooper?" I shake my head to Soya. "At least give us the reason why you don't wanna go?"

"Is this school? No, I don't think so," Both the girl sighs before looking at each other. "I am going to go now."

"Ray," I look at them with confused eyes but a tensed body. Yujin's serious voice always gives me chills. "We didn't want this."

"But you left us no choice," Soya's deep trouble voice.

Shit.

Both of them run to me and pick me up to my room. "No! It's not even Friday today," I scream, but they are always holding me by my upper body and legs. "Mom!" I look over my mother, who is preparing dinner. "Mom! I'm being kidnapped in front of you!"

"Enjoy, girls," My jaw drops down at her response. "Anyone snack?"

"No, Mrs. Jeong," I look up at Soya. She never says that. Mrs.? What? "We'll be having an important meeting, so do not disturb, please."

"Mom?" My mother nods and resumes to prepare for the dinner. Yujin let go of my feet to open the door of my room. Before they push me in, I try to run. By the way, my luck sucks better than any hoe. Soya pulls me back on the place. "Girls, c'mon," Soya pushes me inside and closes the door. "Please?"

"Reason to not go to the club?"

I scratch my head while looking at them. Who will tell them I'm traumatized by the word club itself. Not really, though. I just got in the habit of not going to the club. "I'm busy."

"With what?" Yujin asks me. Such a good question. I don't know the answer to this.

"Uhm... With... Lord of the rings," Me, my luck and my excuse sucks!

"What?" Soya's confused expression says it all.

"Yeah! Dude, I'm left at this cliffhanger," My lies, please Jesus bless them. I have watched all of them already.

"Friday is like two days away. You'll finish that by then," I shake my head, denying the truth. "Really? How many eps per day?"

"...One?" I cringe at my answer only. Who does that? Jesus, bless them as well.

"Please tell the truth."

"Okay, fine! I'm on the period," I try to convince them. "So, what's the point of going there and not enjoying?" Both of them nod, understanding my pain. "See, isn't it embarrassing to tell?"

"No," Both of them say at the same time. Before things could go any worse, I accepted my defeat. "By the way, when was your first day?" My eyes shake in fear. Today is my last day, and they'll definitely kidnap me with the help of my OWN parents to go to the club here.

"Today," I say confidently.

Both of them sigh with a pout. The door of my room opens on its own. "Girls, sorry to disturb. But I baked these cookies, so take them. Also, Ray, here. You have your last day today, so last chocolate, okay?" My mother leaves me in deep, deep... deep trouble.

"L-last?" I turn to my friends, who have their arms crossed. "I-I don't know what... Okay fine! I don't wanna go to the club because of Jungkook... And Taehyung." I let it out because of frustration.

"Why?"

"Because... Well, I don't want to go with them," The girls roll their eyes at me. "What?"

"Sungwoon wants his lovely girlfriend to join us. Taehyung wasn't joining us, but because of Taehee, he is coming, and he can't leave Jungkook alone. So, bottom line, they are joining us because of Sungwoon," Soya explains the situation as if I care about it at all.

"And if you will not go, then Sungwoon will think because of him you are backing off. And you know he is such a sensitive guy," A small sigh leaves my lips as my eyes close on their own. "Please, c'mon, it's been so long since we all went to the club."

"Fine, fine!" Both the girls hug me tightly out of excitement. "Ouch, I am still on my period," They back off and apologize. "Friday, 8, right?"

"YES!"

~ 23:00; Room ~

I look at the window, waiting for him as usual. I admit that I hate him from the bottom of my heart, but I also love him with the same heart. It's complicated. "Where is he?" I sit up, feeling the rush of pain, but it didn't bother me. What is hurting me is his absence. "Fine, do whatever you want," I lay back and pull the blanket over my head.

Suddenly the window opens, making me sit up out of excitement. "Did I scare you?"

"Y-yes," I stutter, trying to hide my excitement. "Why are you here?"

"To look after you, duh," He locks the door before coming to me. "It is your last day," I look down from him. "Do you need something?"

"No," I apathetically answer him, to not make anything obvious.

If anyone asks me why I am doing this. Loving Jungkook secretly, waiting for him impatiently, wanting to see him, wanting to have his presence around me. But still pushing him away. Then, I'll just say I don't know why but after someone hurt me. I never got this close to them after it. I would loathe them a lot, but him. I can't do it to him. "Aren't you busy?"

"Uhm... No," He sadly answers. "I think I might go if you don't need anything," I nod, looking down. "Uhm, bye?" He stands us to walk to the window.

Stop him, dumbass.

"Jungkook!" My lips, for the first time, follow my heart's order. He immediately turns to me with a wide smile. "I... I need something."

"What?" He smiles as he approaches me. "Tell me," I press my lips together before shifting to the other side of the bed. I pat the empty side of the bed, signaling him to sit down. "What happened?"

"Can you like... cuddle me?" My inaudible voice reaches his ear to make his smile go wide as possible. "For 5-10 minutes only. I just feel a little pain, that's why. Nothing else," Jungkook softly chuckles before he lays on the empty side. I slide under the covers into his arms. Jungkook pulls me close, keeping our bodies stuck to each other, leaving no space.

"I will cuddle you till you fall asleep," I smile internally, but out I just hum and place my head near his chest, feeling the same and safe feeling. Jungkook puts my left leg over his to make me comfortable. "Still hurting?" I shake my head in his embrace. Jungkook caresses my hair with one hand and my left thigh with the other. "Ray."

"Yes?"

"After college starts... will you still ignore me?" Jungkook asks with minimal hope in his voice. I look up to see his face really close up. Just by looking into his beautiful eyes, my eyes start to tear up. "Please, don't avoid me anymore. I already lived three months without you. And it was unbearable."

"Jungkook," One of the tears drips down from my right eye. "I don't know how to cope with being away from you, and you're not letting me cope up with it as well. Why don't you move on and let me move on as well?" Jungkook blinks his eyes, letting one of his tears fall out. I softly wipe it, feeling his warm and soft skin. Jungkook's grip gets tighter on my waist as if he doesn't want me to leave. Jungkook kisses my forehead before saying,

"I can't move on because I am madly in love with you."

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