You Left | l.h.

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I decided on not telling Calum about anything that happened prom night, granted that was all going well until he got fed up with not knowing where i disappeared to and why.

I didn't exactly mind telling him but I knew 1. he'd flip and end up fighting Derek 2. would lecture me about spending time with Luke and how bad it is for me (which is correct).

"You want the full story?" He nodded.

"I went outside to get some fresh air, Derek had been drinking and followed me out. He was getting very touchy and pushy and he raised his hand like he was going to hit me so Luke stepped in and stopped it, I thought he was taking me home but he took me back to his moms."

"I don't even know what to say, first of all, I want to kill Derek, second of all, Luke, really?"

"I'm sorry, it's just-"

"No, I shouldn't even care about that. He protected you, that's all that matters."

I nodded, giving him a quick hug. He went to grab his jacket and keys and I gave him a questioning look, already knowing what he was going to do.

"Calum, don't." I said sternly.

"I'm not going to do what you think."

I still had my doubts but I let him go anyways, not that I could really stop him but I could've tried, I trust him though. If he says he isn't going to go beat up Derek, then I am hoping he isn't.

Besides that, I was correct. Things between Luke and I had returned to how they had been the last couple months and it didn't even hit me that hard because I knew it would happen.

Ashton had been texting me and at first I was skeptical of texting back but I decided, why not? I miss Ashton, he was always a funny and sweet guy and I can tell that he thankfully still is, exactly that.

He asked to hangout this upcoming weekend and I hesitantly agreed to it, what could go wrong? A lot, my mind thought but I easily pushed it away.

From: Lexi
wanna hangout?

To: Lexi
sure x

From: Lexi
I expect an explanation as to why you vanished prom night when I get there xx

Oh great, now I had to retell the night. It wasn't a huge deal but it was frustrating because it wasn't a good night at the beginning and I would like to refrain from that whole night at the moment.

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"Okay, so spill." Lexi said once she has arrived.

"Well, Derek started drinking and we danced for a while but I needed some fresh air. Long story short, he ended up following me outside and he got very touchy and pushy and then went to raise his hand like he was going to slap me but Luke stopped him."

"Then...?"

"Then I thought Luke was taking me home but he ended up taking me back to his moms."

"You use to stay there right?" I slowly nodded.

"What ever happened between you two? Weren't you really good friends?"

I didn't ever know how to respond to this, do I give a simple "yes" or tell the whole story. Once she saw my face she mentioned "I'm sorry, you don't have to talk about it" which isn't something people usually say, so that was a nice surprise.

"It's okay, I think I'm okay to tell it." I sucked in a breath."

"Luke and I were best friends for practically forever. I had, have, a really bad family so as I got older I stayed over there more and more and his mom was okay with that, knowing the situation. She became like my mom. I think I always knew I had feelings for him but I brushed it off since I didn't want to ruin our friendship but look what happened anyways. He randomly dropped me and that was that. He got rude and acts like he hates me one minute then the next he's back to the caring guy he was before. I ended up losing my virginity to him. I don't know what I am to him anymore."

"I'm so sorry, love. You're so strong." She hugged me, maybe I was, maybe I wasn't. I didn't know anymore.

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OK REALLY SHORT CHAP BC IMPORTANT STUFF OK

so first off I put speak 2 back up but I am iffy about starting it bc I need a couple more ideas so someone that is good at ideas pls message me I already have the main idea I just need help with little ones if that makes sense

two I want to do a teacher or business man type fanfic with luke but idk which and Im sorry for always doing luke (he isn't even my fav) but that's what everyone always wants I want to try and do a series with all of them bc I even put my ash ff on hold (also need help with that) ):

LASTLY thank you guys so much for reading and commenting it makes me so happy when you guys tell me I am a good writer bc Im really not chapters take me like 10 minutes max to write but Im just here for fun you know but it's cool you guys enjoy my stuff but yeah love u guys !!