After Enmu and I returned back home from our lovely date, I changed into my black silky robe and dropped down onto my couch, letting my body rest after all the events from our evening together. I let my mind wander off about how everything is finally back to how it was, and that I no longer have to worry about anything in regards to Enmu. Words cannot describe how relieved I was that we were back together, and after a while of laying around and drowning in my thoughts, a pleased expression spread across my face from the calming feeling of serenity flooding my mind.
"What's that you're thinking about that made you smile like this?~" Enmu spoke out, laying next to me on the couch and placing his hand in mine.
"Oh nothing..~ I'm just glad that we're fine...~" I whispered, averting my gaze onto him and feeling a light blush warm my cheeks up.
Enmu looked at me with a faint smile, clearly hiding his true feelings about everything that happened to us back then. I could tell that he wasn't a hundred percent over it, and I don't blame him. In fact I would probably react much worse if I was on his place... This whole ordeal with Douma was one very massive mistake that only would've done worse to our relationship with Enmu if I didn't come to my senses in time. I still hate myself for letting such a horrible dispute break out between us that day.
"Hey.. If you'd like we can talk things through, if you have something to say..." I unconfidently offered as I gently stroked Enmu's shoulder with my hand, trying to reassure him as best as I could.
"Oh.. No need to, darling.. I'm okay.~"
"Are you sure..? I'd much rather discuss everything straightforwardly.." I stuttered, trying to keep myself calm as I felt a haunting feeling of anxiety creep up inside my chest.
"Don't worry. What happened in the past stays in the past. You don't have to go through the trouble of worrying for me...~" Enmu softly spoke out as he rubbed my hand on his shoulder, gradually standing up and walking over to my kitchen to brew us some tea.
I appreciated his solicitude towards me, but I still felt like this was just his way of escaping our conversation. I could sense that he didn't want to discuss anything that happened with me due to him not being able to let things go so easily. This small talk we just had instantly ruined my good mood, and all of it was my fault yet again. Why did I have to bring this situation up...
"Can't I just stay silent for once..?" I whispered to myself, while Enmu prepared the tea cups for us at my table.
...
"Darling, our tea is ready~" He chimed out, inviting me over to him and pulling out a chair for me.
"Coming..~" I calmly answered with a smile, standing up and gracefully making my way over to Enmu, who patiently waited for me to sit down.
The moment I rested myself in the chair, I was carefully moved closer to the table, and my tea cup was instantly filled up by a warm plant-based liquid. The light scent of green-lavander tea diffused into the air and relaxed me with its fragrance, making me excited to take a sip of the golden drink inside my cup. The second I gulped the herbal beverage, I exhaled and let out a pleasured sigh as the blend between green tea leaves and dried lavender flowers left a charmingly sweet aftertaste on my tongue.
"Thank you for the tea, sweetheart..~" I cooed, watching Enmu smiling at the sight of me enjoying his tendance.
"You're most welcome my dear~ Now then, do you have any plans for the near future?" He struck up a conversation, waiting for my answer in anticipation.
"Actually I do, yes. During my last Kizuki gathering, Master informed us that there's an upcoming battle against all of the Demon Slayer Corps, and he advised us to train for that day so that we would be fully prepared"
"Ah, I've heard about this event too, Lord Muzan apprised Rui and I of these news as well. I was also planning on getting myself ready for such a widescaled battle, would you like to prepare with me perhaps?~" Enmu suggested, flashing his smirk at me in hopes of my approval.
"Certainly...~ I truly hope that we'll get to fight by each other's sides..~" I said, delusionally gazing straight into Enmu's blue eyes, which gleamed from satisfaction.
...
We conversed with each other until sunrise, discussing numerous different topics all in one night. I was genuinely glad that at the end of the day things between us didn't seem so bad. Maybe I just got wound up for nothing, and in truth everything was actually fine... Knowing myself that was probably the exact case, so I didn't put much consideration into it after our good long talk.
"My goodness... I didn't even notice that it was morning already.." I whispered, surprisedly staring outside the kitchen window.
"Yeah, just about time we head to sleep...~" Enmu mused back, reaching his hand out to me and welcoming me to come with him.
"Mm, yeah..~ I feel so worn out since yesterday...~" I yawned, laying my body upon my couch and covering myself with a blanket, opening my arms up for Enmu.
He crawled into my embrace and locked me inside his arms, pressing me close to him and letting me hear his heartbeat. The steady beating inside his chest made me feel at ease, as if I was drowning in an oasis of comfort and warmth. I felt so safe next to him... I would lie if I said that this wasn't one of the greatest feelings in the world, I can't describe just how happy I feel when Enmu is near me.
I'm so glad he's here with me...
I'm so glad that we're okay.
A/N:
Hi
I'm alive. I can't believe that I finally had the guts to continue this fic after so many years. I re-read the whole book again and oh my god, what crack was the fifteen year old me writing this bs on... :') Before I leave for god knows how long again, I'll clear some things out in regards to this book:
1. Am I back to writing? Maybe, I won't promise. I know a lot of you guys who read my book waited far too long for me to update, and I admit that I did you very wrong. The amount of times I delayed my promises to write more is beyond ridiculous, and I don't want to do that again. I won't be surprised if basically all of my audience either quit Wattpad out outgrew the Kny fandom like I did, but I'll say it one more time - thank you for being there from the start and waiting patiently for me to release updates.
2. Am I still in the Kny fandom? Yesnt. As I already mentioned, I outgrew Kny a long time ago. I still like certain characters from this fandom, but unfortunately for this specific book, I must admit that I no longer like Enmu as a character. For the past five years I believe I experienced massive amounts of discomfort while reading this book, simply because I lost any sort of interest for Enmu, especially when it came to reading/editing old smut chapters. Those were the worst. It genuinely sickens me thinking that I wrote all that stuff while still being a horny teenager, and since I now "adulted" and reconsidered my whole opinion on the "smut topic", I can rightfully say that I am not interested in any of those things like I used to before. Not in those amounts at least.
3. What will happen to this book? I'm planning on officially finishing it after chapter 100. I decided to challenge myself and finally give this book an ending after having it untouched for years. I'll be honest with you guys, I still enjoy writing fics for Kny for some reason, even with the fact that I don't pay that much attention to the fandom anymore. It genuinely feels nice to come back after a while and freshen up a chapter and make it into something new. And I really want the people reading this book to come back to it one day and find out that it finally got an update. That's why I'll be trying my best to finish the story and give it a proper end (spoiler, it may or may not be a bad ending :) )
So, to summarise things up - I'm back for a while. Genuinely shocked myself from the sudden urge to update this old crap but oh well, it was hella entertaining in all honesty. I don't know how many people who read this book actively before will see this message, but I'm very grateful to everyone who supported me on my writing journey. Ily guys, hope to see y'all here one day. :)
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