Crush :原来我很爱你

Chapter 19

　"I'm so confused and confused, I can't take care of it at all." Su Huaishan only had one son, and he almost never regarded himself as the heir of the Su family. The burden of the entire Su family fell on Yu Weilan's shoulders.
　　"How is he?"
　　"Not good," Yu Xiaolu said. "The quarrel between him and Ms. Sang that day has been a blow to him, and the brother-in-law's affairs have even broken him."
　　"He has always been that kind of person, cold-hearted outside. In fact, he loves Huaishan very much."
　　"It's like I often get awkward with you, but still love you very much?"
　　Yu Weilan patted her sister on the head: "Don't be mean. Where is Nianqin? I'll go see him."
　　Seeing Su Nianqin's sleeping face, Yu Weilan's nose was a bit sore.
　　He has lost a lot of weight, his beard has emerged, his outline is deeper, and he is more haggard.
　　Probably because he didn't eat, the doctor was afraid that he would be weak, so he was taking a drip.
　　Yu Weilan sat on the side of the bed, stroking his face, muttering, "Nian-Qin,remember that the first time I saw you was at your mother's funeral, and my father was the driver of Huaishan, you were so young at that time. He is not as tall as Xiao Lu, and he is so thin. Falling to the ground, I want to help you, but you won't..."
　　(4)
　　When Su Nianqin woke up, it was already when the sky was white. He raised his hand and found a foreign object on his hand. So he violently pulled the needle tube for the infusion, blood rushed out of the wound, but he didn't seem to feel the pain at all.
　　He was about to get out of bed when he suddenly felt that the quilt on the other side was a little heavy, and he heard a person's shallow breathing.
　　"Wuyan?" He was a little bit incredulous with joy in his heart.
　　She seemed very tired and still asleep. He carefully reached out to touch her hair, his fingertips shook--Yu Weilan.
　　Su Nianqu smiled bitterly at the corner of his mouth: Sang Wuyan no longer wanted to have anything to do with him, how could she still imagine that she could suddenly appear in front of him like an angel to save himself.
　　Su Nianqu didn't dare to move, for fear of disturbing Yu Weilan's good sleep, she could only maintain the original posture.
　　But she was still shocked and straightened the hair that was hanging down in front of her eyes. She raised her head and said, "Nian qin." She was a little embarrassed when she saw Su Nian qin who was awake.
　　Su Nianqin lifted the quilt and got up from the bed. He was lying down well, so he slept all night and his clothes were wrinkled. He said, "How is he?" He was afraid that the man would be dead as soon as he woke up.
　　"At least it hasn't deteriorated. Xiaolu said you are anxious."
　　Su Nianqin turned away and concealed his worries.
　　Yu Weilan approached him and sorted out the wrinkles on his clothes and the raised collar.
　　"You have grown taller." Yu Weilan's hands are soft like a mother.
　　"Yeah." Su Nianqin was suddenly quiet.
　　"I used to forget to turn the collar." Yu Weilan smiled.
　　"Who made me not see the mirror."
　　"The mirror is superfluous to you. People who don't look good often play around in front of the mirror."
　　"I haven't seen myself, I don't know how it looks."
　　"Sometimes people can also be a mirror. Didn't you hear you passing by, the girl next to you would suck in air-conditioning?"
　　"Or I'm too ugly."
　　"If you are ugly, Xiao Lu will never go out with you."
　　"She is so snobbish?" Su Nianqin tilted her head.
　　"Of course. She always likes eye-catching." Yu Weilan smiled, "I have heard your songs and they are all very good. But the output is too small."
　　"I don't spend a lot of money, and my mother left the house, so I don't need to work hard day and night to make money."
　　"But you will need a senior citizen and many children in the future. They won't save as much as you. In addition, creation also needs inspiration."
　　"Then I will go to a school for the blind in the future, let the principal pay my salary and buy me five social insurances and one housing fund."
　　"Can consider it."
　　Yu Xiaolu was about to bring her things in, and when she saw the two people being alone, she quietly walked out again. She originally thought that Su Nianqin would be furious after he woke up because of the sedative he had forcibly injected yesterday. It seemed that Yu Weilan calmed him down.
　　"Nianqin," Yu Weilan's hand stopped on his shoulder, "you haven't spoken to me so peacefully in a long time."
　　"I feel much better."
　　"He will definitely get through it, because you are there, so you don't have to blame yourself for not loving yourself. No one is blaming you."
　　"I didn't fulfill my responsibility as a son. I didn't realize it until I saw his heart stop beating."
　　Yu Weilan called his name softly, "In fact, we both think he is more important. You love him more than me, and so do I."
　　"Yeah." Su Nianqin nodded.
　　"When your father gets better, go to Miss Sang to come back and confess your mistake to her."
　　"I'm not wrong. From their family's point of view, it was originally tired..."
　　In the middle of the conversation, Yu Weilan stopped: "Remember, Nianqin,never belittle yourself." Then Yu Weilan gently hugged Su Nian qin. Although her movements were very gentle, Su Nianqin was a little surprised, and she didn't know where to put her hands.
　　"Nianqin, this was originally a hug that your stepmother wanted to give you, but it was ten years late." Yu Weilan closed her eyes and smiled, with a particularly calm smile on her face.
　　Su Nianqin froze for a moment before putting his hand around her.
　　"I won't call your mother." Su Nianqu said embarrassedly.
　　"I don't want to be that old either."
　　Su Nianqin turned his back to the window, and the morning sun came in through the curtains behind him, and the humidifier sprayed water mist one after another, making rhythmic noises.
　　Although Yu Weilan in her arms was haggard, she had a relieved expression.
　　Sang Wuyan, who was poking at the door, looked at the two people embracing each other in the room. She had seen this woman, the woman holding hands with Yu Xiaolu in the picture that Su Nianqu had torn to pieces.
　　Sang Wuyan raised her head and knocked on the door.
　　Yu Weilan left Su Nianqin's arms and looked towards the door through Su Nianqin's shoulders. She had seen Sang Wuyan from a distance, so she said: "Miss Sang?"
　　Su Nianqu heard these three words and turned back slowly with a shock.
　　"I..." Sang Wuyan was at a loss, "I... received a call from Xiao Lu."
　　Yu Weilan patted Su Nianqu on the back: "You guys have a good talk, I'll go out and have a look." Then they stayed alone in the ward.
　　"Didn't you say that you were tired of me, why did you come back?" Su Nianqin sneered.
　　"Xiao Lu said you don't eat or drink, and don't listen to anyone's words, so she told me to come and have a look."
　　"Oh? Then you are really capable. How do you know that I am determined to listen to you?"
　　"I..." Sang Wuyan bit his lip and couldn't think of anything to refute him for a long time.
　　She was very confused.
　　Yes, she is so self-righteous. Thinking that she was so different to Su Nianqin, she was the only princess who could conquer him.
　　She had never seen Su Nianqin talk to her with that gentle expression. He didn't even bother to study what sweet words were murmured in their mouths.
　　She thought he loved her, she always thought so, so she could endure his neuroticism again and again. She thought that only she would redeem Su Nianqin in pain. She had just left for a few days, and someone replaced her to comfort him.
　　The two stood at one end of the room, silent for a long time.
　　"Have you finished seeing the situation ?" Su Nianqin asked lightly.
　　"Uh?"
　　"After seeing it, you can leave." He said.
　　Sang Wuyan was taken aback for a moment, and then she couldn't help but laugh at herself. In vain, she ran over to save a man who didn't consider himself to be the case, and then went in to insult herself.
　　"What are you laughing at?" Su Nianqin was annoyed.
　　"Nothing." She shook her head, turned and left quickly.
　　On the first floor, she ran into an intern carrying something at the elevator entrance.
　　The plate was overturned, and seven or eight pills scattered all over the floor.
　　"Hey—how did you walk!" the young intern complained while picking up things. When she looked up, she found that Sang Wuyan's face was full of tears.
　　"Don't cry, I don't mean to scold you. It's because I'm not good, I didn't see you when I walked." He explained hurriedly.
　　Sang Wuyan slowly squatted on the ground, buried her head and burst into tears.
　　(5)
　　At this time, the phone rang.
　　Before she picked it up and saw the call, she still had a little hope in her heart, faintly looking forward to Su Nianqin's attack.
　　It turned out to be Sang's mother. She wiped away the tears, walked to the chair waiting at the door, took a long breath and waited for her voice to return to normal before calling her mother.
　　"Wuyan, are you here?" Mother Sang asked with concern.
　　"Just arrived."
　　"How is his father?"
　　"Don't worry about it, and take care of my dad. There are quite a lot of people in my family." Sang Wuyan relaxed his mother and hung up the phone.
　　"It was really his luck that you didn't slap him at the time." Cheng Yin sighed.
　　"I haven't slapped anyone, I can't do it," Sang Wuyan said.
　　"It's okay, you will become proficient with more practice in the future."
　　At night, when she went to eat Sichuan food alone, she unexpectedly met Nie Xi at the door.
　　"This restaurant tastes the most authentic. I used to eat it a lot. I thought of coming in and eating a few dishes when I passed the road today. I didn't expect to meet you again." Nie Xi smiled.
　　"I live in the neighborhood opposite." Sang Wuyan pointed.
　　"Didn't you go back to your hometown?"
　　"Well. Something else, I rushed back."
　　"Did you find out about Su Nianqin and Yu Weilan?" Nie Xi asked when they sat together, seeing Sang Wuyan burying their heads in the meal, looking uncertain.
　　"Eh? Yu Weilan?"
　　"Yu Xiaolu's sister." Nie Xi added.
　　Hearing this sentence, Sang Wuyan remembered that Yu Xiaolu had said that she grew up with Su Nianquan, and there is another relationship. She is also the younger sister of Su Nianquan's stepmother.
　　Stepmother's sister? Yu Xiaolu's sister?
　　"His stepmother?" Sang Wuyan asked.
　　"Yeah, it almost became a scandal on the front page of City A. Yu Weilan is the daughter of a descendant of the Yu family. She has a bad family background. But she got along with the young master of the Su family. Although they didn't talk about marriage, they Getting close together, a discerning person can tell at a glance that Su Nianqin likes her. Unfortunately, Yu Weilan actually came to marry Su Huaishan."
　　Sang Wuyan was shocked, so surprised that he couldn't speak.
　　"how do you know?"
　　"I and Yu Weilan are classmates. At that time, she gave up her studies and married into a wealthy family. It was a sensation in the whole school."
　　She thought that the love between them was indestructible, but now it seems to be really passionate. She plays this role every time and does this stupid thing every time.
　　She walked into the supermarket blankly to buy things, and Xu Guannao's "Liang Jianyan" was in the supermarket.
　　Peach leaves compound peach leaves, with unlimited spring breeze.
　　Wang's children went to ferry,
　　Tao Ye smiled and spoke diligently.
　　Two happy things, feeling alone,
　　But crossing has no bitterness and sweetness.
　　Lingering.
　　Thousands of years later, there will be Wuyi Lane, Duyedu, and Liang Jianyan.
　　Merry.
　　There are clouds on the paper, there is love in poetry, meaning in painting, and fried in heart.
　　Stumbling.
　　Over the years, there are tiles on the roof, nests under the eaves, new clay and old titles.
　　She stood in front of the shelf, and she couldn't help crying as she listened, and finally realized that she was not his peach leaf.
　　Sang Wuyan bought several cans of beer in the supermarket while crying. The cashier secretly glanced at her with a weird look, and she didn't mind at all.
　　She sat on the rooftop on the top floor and took a sip after another.
　　The mobile phone vibrated in the handbag, and even the whole bag was muffled. After digging in the handbag for a long time, she found the mobile phone. When she looked at the screen, it was Yu Xiaolu.
　　Sang Wuyan squinted her eyes and smiled bitterly. Without answering, she put her phone on the beer stool.
　　After a while, the phone started shaking again. She picked it up to see that Yu Xiaolu was calling, then put it back and let it continue to move. Finally, the phone vibrated to the side of the table, clashed and fell to the ground, rolling under the stool.
　　She stopped answering it.
　　Sang Wuyan stared at the night sky blankly, thinking about Nie Xi's last words repeatedly in his mind.
　　"Has anyone told you that your laugh is very similar to Yu Weilan?"
　　She finally understood Su Nianqin's weirdness. It turned out that it was not just because he was abandoned by his father like an orphan, and then fell outside for seven years, or because of his visual impairment or the death of his mother in the early years, it was also caused by Yu Weilan.
　　Sang Wuyan had a hangover until dawn, and then she forgot how he crawled home and opened the door crooked to sleep on the sofa. In the morning, I got up with a dilapidated headache and looked for the mobile phone. After searching for a long time, I found that the mobile phone was lying under the sun lounger on the roof of the building. The screen turned on and dozens of missed calls were made, most of which belonged to Mama Sang.
　　Sang Wuyan quickly dialed back, with an ominous premonition that he didn't even dare to think about.
　　"Wuyan." Wei Hao actually answered the phone.
　　"Why are you here?"
　　"My mother and I were notified that they came."
　　"What's the notice? How about my mother, how about my dad?" she asked in a trembling voice.
　　Wei Hao paused, and slowly said, "Wuyan, please listen to me."
　　"Where is my dad?" She was anxious, her wrists shaking badly.
　　"Your father passed away in the middle of the night."
　　A short sentence was like a jagged sword, pierced fiercely into Sang Wuyan's heart, and then slowly pulled it out, with blood and her flesh on the blade.
　　When she was in kindergarten, Sang's mother used to be transferred to work outside for a while and had no time to take care of her. Especially when no one combed her hair in the morning, my mother wanted to take her to cut her hair short. Unexpectedly, my father disagrees, saying that the girl has long hair and is cute. So he learned to pigtail his daughter, stupidly, for days.

On another occasion, the school organized students to watch the movie "Mom Loves Me Again". Sang Wuyan liked to hum the song when she saw it, but she was always incomplete, humming it and humming it all over, and was laughed at by her classmates. Dad found out that he would find sheet music to teach her to sing, over and over again. As a result, Mama Sang came back and saw that she shook her head straight: "It's a big deal to say that you two sang. If you have it, don't sing. Others listen and suffer." She sings and sings is all inherited from her father. Later, the song was changed by Sang Wuyan to "Only Dad in the World is Good".
　　How could such a father be willing to leave her so early.
　　"You are talking nonsense!" She shouted into the phone, "Haozi, you are talking nonsense!"
　　She smashed her mobile phone, picked up her handbag and went downstairs. Her eyes were blurred with tears, and she could barely see the road. She waved when she saw a taxi.
　　Right now is the peak time for work, and there are almost no empty cars. The more anxious she was, the more anxious she was. After ten or twenty minutes passed, and gradually calmed down, I remembered that the street I had passed through, and there was a bus to the airport at the opposite crossroad.
　　So she wiped away her tears and walked back, just in time to see Yu Xiaolu abducted from the small building where she lived, and Su Nianqin was behind her with a blind stick.
　　She instinctively wanted to bury her head and walk around. But I didn't want to, Yu Xiaolu had seen her and reminded Su Nianqin.
　　"Isn't this Wuyan?"
　　Sang Wuyan watched Su Nianqin slowly approach, and at that moment her heart began to ache.
　　"It's a coincidence, Su Nianqin," she said.
　　"It's not a coincidence, I came here specifically to find you."
　　"Look for me?" Sang Wuyan sneered, "What about Yu Weilan?"
　　His face suddenly paled.
　　"Su Nianqin, can I ask you a question?"
　　He did not speak, so she continued.
　　"Is Yu Weilan important in this world, or me?" She shook her head and said, "Or, I have to ask, if I and Yu Weilan fall into the river together, we can only save one, who do you save?"
　　In the past, Xu Qian threw this question out for Wei Hao to choose. She only found it ridiculous when she heard it. Never thought that she has become such a ridiculous woman now.
　　"Do you think it makes sense to ask such stupid questions?" He turned his face away.
　　"Does it make sense? It doesn't seem to make sense anymore." She hung up tears and smiled desolately. "My mother is right. No matter how upset you are, you can't find any regret medicine."
　　If she hadn't come back to look for him, maybe father would be fine; if she hadn't been drunk for him, she wouldn't have said the last word to her father.
　　God must punish her in secret, she didn't make a good daughter.
　　For a man who didn't love her and didn't cherish her, she gave up her father's love so easily.
　　Sang Wuyan looked at his face and suddenly felt unfamiliar. After all, he said lightly: "Nianqin, I hate you so much now, really. And I don't want to see you again in my life."