Crush :原来我很爱你

Chapter 20

She returned to City B to find a job on the radio station, making money while taking the postgraduate entrance examination, and the work unit allowed Sang's mother to retire one year in advance to cultivate at home.
　　The funeral was still grand under the enthusiasm of Sang's father's unit leader. Wuyan cried and fainted on his father's body several times, but Sang's mother was always calm.
　　At that time, Cheng Yin reminded Wuyan worriedly: "You have to be optimistic about Auntie."
　　Sure enough, after father Sang was buried, mother Sang went to her father's office every day to lock herself in and talk to herself, or took the long-distance bus to the place where they were educated youths and weeping. When the time came, she returned home calmly as usual. Wu Yan cooks, looking happily.
　　She has been applying for night shifts on the radio. The usually fierce director likes to stab people, but he is almost responsive to her. She had to get off work a little closer every day. After she went back, she continued to review the postgraduate entrance examinations with light bulbs.
　　A colleague asked: "Why do you like night shifts so much."
　　Sang Wuyan smiled and said, "There is something at home during the day."
　　During the day, Sang Wuyan always followed her mother every step of the way, and hurried back before his mother was about to return, making it look like she had just returned from buying vegetables or had just arrived home. She begged the leaders of her father's school in every possible way to help her mother keep the office.
　　The two lived in this way for a year. If Cheng Yin had not been there, Sang Wuyan felt that she would go crazy first.
　　Sang Wuyan was admitted as a graduate student at Papa Sang's school as he wished.
　　A year later, even a few days after her father's death, Mama Sang suddenly said, "Yan, did your father be buried yesterday?"
　　Sang Wuyan was surprised and replied: "Yes."
　　Everything returned to normal again, but Mama Sang's memory suddenly missed a year. She knew it was a psychogenic selective amnesia, just like a shy person who forgets his lines when he is extremely nervous.
　　Sang's mother is sad sometimes, and most of the time she spends time with those friends in the senior college. She often said: "Yan, you don't have to worry about your mother, wherever you love to go back and forth. Mom doesn't need anyone to take care of it at all. It's very comfortable to be alone."
　　Sang Wuyan understood the meaning of her words, but her mother didn't know, she seemed to be unable to go back.
　　I don't know if the last sentence she said to Su Nianqin was a curse or a prophecy. He did it, and never appeared in front of her again.
　　Su Nianqin is not a person who likes to be eye-catching, but Sang Wuyan can still get a few words about him from various media. For example, Su Huaishan was discharged from the hospital after a dangerous period; for example, Su Nianqin returned to Su's family and started contacting the family business; and... today it was announced that he would no longer write songs.
　　She looked at the newspaper and noticed that it turned out that one and two words were just taken from Qin.
　　Today.
　　Yi Jin.
　　It means that there is no such person in this world anymore.
　　After so long, the pain of losing her father has gradually disappeared. At that time, she only felt extremely regretful about her father's sudden death. She was full of grief, self-blame, and annoyance. She finally blamed her father's death on Su Nianqin's head. That's why she said so decisively to him. Words come.
　　She smiled, but nothing matters anymore.
　　It doesn't matter who he loves, there are some things and things, once in a lifetime, and if you miss it, you can never look back.
　　In a twinkling of an eye, she also studied time.
　　Wei Hao and Xu Qian finally got married after a long-distance love race that started from high school. Those high school classmates were all envied by the news.
　　Sang Wuyan agreed to be a bridesmaid, and the best man was a male colleague from Wei Hao's company. Li Lulu was also there on the day of the wedding. She was admitted to M Normal University as a graduate student the year she graduated and became Sang Wuyan's senior sister.
　　Sang Wuyan got into the main wedding car as a bridesmaid.
　　Xu Qian sat in the car and suddenly said, "Sang Wuyan, I always think you are luckier than me. My family is not good, and I have to sell everything to get it out, so I am very jealous of you."
　　"What does the bride say about this?"
　　"It was Wei Hao who made me understand that people can't think like this. Everyone has their own life and happiness, and can't always compare their shortcomings with others. I don't want to apologize to you at all about Wei Hao's affairs. Because he is My happiness, anyone is selfish at this moment. I caught it, so I am happy now. You have to cheer."
　　Sang Wuyan nodded and smiled at her.
　　At the end of the ceremony, when the bride threw the bouquet, Xu Qian blinked at her, and then smashed the flower on her face. Many unmarried young men laughed and shouted that the bride was partial.
　　Xu Qian said: "I'm partial. Isn't it just to give you a chance, not only can you grab the flowers, you can also grab the bridesmaid and become the wife of the village."
　　Mother Sang was also having a banquet at the time. I don't know if she was inspired by Xu Qian, or if she really reached this age, she began to worry about her daughter's personal problems.
　　"What did you think of Xiao Xiao who came to the house last time?" Mama Sang asked.
　　Seeing Sang Wuyan burying her head in eating and not answering, she continued to say: "A good person, polite, and a suitable size."
　　"Who is Xiao Xiao?" Sang Wuyan wondered.
　　"Your dad's former student, why didn't he forget it, he called the little junior sister when he saw you!" Sang's mother reminded.
　　Sang Wuyan thought for a long time, but still didn't remember what this person looked like.
　　A few days later, Mama Sang asked again: "Are there any boys in your class who can talk to each other?"
　　"Yes. People are very nice. They are also helping me find paper materials."
　　"How are people?"
　　"Mom, you are here again. Everyone is married."
　　Sang Wuyan reluctantly turned the pages of the Gossip Weekly in her hand, but she didn't expect to see Su Nianqin's photo. The photo is very small. He is wearing a black suit and can't see his face clearly. The main idea of ​​the article is to comment on the golden bachelors who are the most coveted by women of the year.
　　In just three years, he has successfully taken over all the family business from his father Su Huaishan.