Crush :原来我很爱你

Chapter 15: My Woman 1

　　"If he can't find a matching liver, he won't survive this winter."
　　Su Nianqin was dull alone on the sofa, thinking of what Doctor Xu said. It seems that all love and hatred will suddenly become weak before death.
　　The cruelty of that man even made him think that he was an orphan without a father, no mother, and no surname before he was seven years old.
　　Until his mother found him in tears.
　　My mother just said: "You were separated from us when you were very young. Mom has been looking for you for many years."
　　He didn't understand until he understood how human feelings were warm and cold, but that man deliberately abandoned him.
　　The mother explained embarrassingly: "At that time, it was just your father who had a hard time supporting the family. In addition, the family conditions were too poor, so I might not be able to support you."
　　Su Nianqin sneered.
　　He knew how a blind man was worthy of being his Su Huaishan's son.
　　If it weren't for Su Huaishan's bloodline at the end, this man probably wouldn't even look at him with straight eyes.
　　But now, he is dying.
　　He hadn't hated this so-called father enough, how could he die.
　　Su Nianqin didn't turn on the light, and was alone in the dark.
　　It was late at night, and Wuyan hadn't come back yet.
　　Except for special visits on the radio to work overtime, she rarely returns late.
　　The two things are intertwined and confused.
　　Although Su Nianqin tried her best to maintain an upright posture, he had never felt so nervous in his heart.
　　Yu Xiaolu said Wuyan seemed to know something.
　　He could not find the right time to tell Wuyan, and it could even be said that he didn't dare to tell Wuyan.
　　How to tell her?
　　To say, "Actually, I kept hiding something from you." Or, "The family was not rich at the time. Seeing that I was blind, I was afraid that it would be a burden and shame, so I was thrown away." Or, "After my mother died, my father again have been married three times. The current wife is still a friend of my age."
　　The disability of his eyes has made him feel inferior enough in front of Wuyan.
　　That day, he and Yu Xiaolu passed the airport expressway and came back.
　　"Huh? Isn't that Miss Sang?" Xiaolu asked, "The person along the way seems to be her mother."
　　So, he couldn't wait to make a call without fear.
　　The other end said coldly: "I'll call you later."
　　Then, he waited for two hours and couldn't do anything.
　　He finally made up his mind to call her, but no one answered.
　　Later, Xiaolu said that Wuyan would prepare to meet someone by herself, and then added: "It's not really her mother this afternoon. The old  asked to see you, right?"
　　Hearing this, he seemed to feel a little happy.
　　Unexpectedly, Wu Yan didn't mention a word later, and finally couldn't help asking her, but she said, "It's Cheng Yin."
　　Wuyan would deliberately act like a baby in front of him and cover up the past when she lied.
　　At that time, his heart was a little empty.
　　Suddenly, he heard Wuyan taking out the key outside the door.
　　He stood up suddenly, but felt wrong again, and hurriedly sat down.
　　"Where have you been?" he asked at the beginning.
　　"I see Cheng Yin."
　　"Why are you asking Xiaolu about me?" He said the second sentence, describing it as even more annoyed.
　　Su Nianqin found out for the first time that it turned out that the wicked were like him first, but he didn't know if those wicked people were as guilty as he was.
　　Wu Yan did not reply back to him abnormally, quietly.
　　"I won't tell you because I have my reasons. If you want to know why don't you ask me directly?" He was afraid of Wuyan asking him, so he had to pretend to be nonchalant and deliberately angry.
　　"I..." She suddenly felt wronged.
　　She stood at the door, squatted down and hugged her knees, and buried her head deeply, like an ostrich. All her usual sharp teeth, boldness and weirdness were gone.
　　Su Nianqin noticed that something was wrong, and stood up: "Wuyan?" His tone remained stiff.
　　She ignored him.
　　"Wuyan." He began to worry, and when he walked, he touched Wuyan's head first.
　　Then sat on the carpet with her.
　　Sorry, I am a selfish man. Su Nianqin apologized in his heart, but when he said it, he turned into: "You are not allowed to go home so late in the future."
　　Wuyan still ignored him.
　　Wuyan made no sound, like a hermit crab crawling into the fortress.
　　Su Nianqin was at a loss at the side.
　　I don't know if she is crying, Su Nianqin dare not think about it, but the more I don't think about it, the more painful my heart is.
　　He paused: "Tomorrow I will take you back to Su's house." These words almost exhausted all his courage.
　　But Wuyan suddenly raised her head without thinking, "No!"
　　Su Nianqin was shocked.
　　"Why?"
　　"Why? You ask me why?" Sang Wuyan jumped up, "Su Nianqin, who are you? Why do you care where I go? Why do you want me to go to your house?"
　　"What do you think you are !" Su Nianqin was furious.
　　"A bed-warming tool that has no right to know you!" Sang Wuyan was unwilling to show weakness, "You said you grew up in an orphanage, I really stupidly thought you were an orphan, sorrowing for you and sorry for you, you were watching the theater next to me. Isn't it? Very interesting, isn't it? You think you are rich, pretending not to let me know, it's funny, isn't it? What stinky money, what Su's family, I'm not rare!"
　　Su Nianqin closed his eyes, "If you don't want to go." She stood up and said coldly.
　　"Su Nianqin!" Sang Wuyan was even more angry, "Can you not be so overbearing!"
　　"It's you who ask people, and you who don't go. How can you say that I'm overbearing?" Su Nianqu turned his back to her, and his tone returned to the ridiculous flavor he used to talk with.
　　"You!" Sang Wuyan couldn't say to him, stomped her feet after being extremely angry, and slammed the door out.
　　Why does Su Nianqin want this way?
　　She was already distressed enough, it was obviously Su Nianqin was wrong, he hadn't explained and comforted him, and he had to lose his temper at himself. She wasn't really angry with him, she just felt a little uncomfortable, why didn't he tell her this. That's why I was a little bit temperamental to him, I only hope that he can coax him gently, and even make a soft word. But why is he always that way.
　　When Sang Wuyan thought of this, she wanted to shout again.
　　"Su Nianqin, you idiot! Idiot!"
　　He never considers other people's feelings when speaking, and he looks like the best in the world.
　　Do not ask others for their opinions when doing things, and never use sentence patterns like "good?", "okay?", "how do you think?" The instructions are given directly and cannot be changed.
　　She ran away in a hurry and forgot to bring her handbag, purse, and keys. After running out, she couldn't go back so shamelessly, so she had to walk for more than an hour to return to Cheng Yin.
　　She fumbled for the key from under the blanket at the door.
　　"You were thrown out by Young Master Su?" Cheng Yin asked.
　　"Cheng Yin, you don't want me to get rid of it." Sang Wuyan lay on the sofa in large print, like a defeated kitten.
　　"Remember what I told you before, if you decide to love, you have to love to the end, otherwise both people will be hurt."
　　"He hurt me first."
　　"What happened to him?"
　　"I haven't even argued with him yet, so he asked me first, his tone so bad."
　　"As far as I know, he has always had this problem, and you didn't mind before."
　　"I......"
　　"That's because you used to look at it from the standpoint of a strong man. You think you have an advantage over his disability, so you don't mind. But now Su Nianqin suddenly turned from an orphan to a rich young man. You have low self-esteem. Low self-esteem makes people sensitive. This is what you often say."
　　"Is that so?"
　　"Why not. Maybe he will call you in a while."
　　"My phone is also in my handbag." Sang Wuyan sighed.
　　"That's great, let your ears be clean." Cheng Yin blew his bangs, "Just to punish Su Nianqin who dared to be angry with our Sang family lady, and let him worry enough tonight. Let's just pay a visit together again. Buddha, curse him for being unable to eat, swallow, sleep at night, get stuck in eating, choke to death when drinking, and drown in bath, how about?"
　　"He will really worry about it." Sang Wuyan felt softhearted when he heard Cheng Yin say that.
　　"Then you should contact him yourself." Cheng Yin said, preparing to throw the phone at her.
　　"No! I haven't finished my anger yet." Sang Wuyan quickly hid her head under the pillow.
　　(2)
　　But after all, her anger was not as good as Su Nianqin.
　　That night, Su Nianqin was going to chase out the door, but when he arrived at the entrance, he slammed in a hurry, tripped on the ground and broke the vase on the shoe cabinet.
　　The glass shattered to the ground, the water splashed on the floor, and his arm cut the skin as soon as he rubbed it.
　　Yu Xiaolu ran down to help him when she heard the sound, but she was angering Su Nianqu: "Don't worry about me!"
　　He turned back from the hallway to turn on the piano, and suddenly played the "Radesky March" violently, regardless of whether it was one or two in the morning.
　　The neighbourhoods were so loudly lit by him.
　　Had it not been for Yu Xiaolu and the security guards of the property to compensate one by one, I am afraid they would all go to the police.
　　After the situation subsided, Yu Xiaolu stared at Su Nianqin's back in front of the piano and said, "Actually, I envy Miss Sang."
　　"Nianqin you, me, and my sister grew up together. You have always treated everyone so proudly and coldly. I always thought it was your nature. Only when I saw Miss Sang I knew that No! She can make you irritated. , Joy, frustration, just a smile can subvert your emotions. I even..." Yu Xiaolu touched her forehead and smiled helplessly, "I even envy her for making you such a big fire."
　　Su Nianqin paused, and said lightly: "I'm tired."
　　"Don't you need to go out and find her?"
　　"Need not."
　　He went back to the room and closed the door.
　　Su Nianqin is a typical dead duck with a hard beak. I stood at the door for less than half a while. I took the phone, but I heard the ringtone echoing in the living room. He searched for the bell, and found Sang Wuyan's handbag, cell phone, keys, wallet, ID card...everything was inside.
　　Su Nianqin's expression suddenly changed.
　　"Nianqin, what's the matter?" Yu Xiaolu heard the phone ring early upstairs.
　　"I must go find her."
　　Volvo drove out of the complex.
　　"Are you sure she can walk to Cheng Yin at such a distance?" Yu Xiaolu turned the steering wheel while visiting the sidewalks on both sides.
　　Su Nianqin didn't speak, with his elbow propped on the window and his chin, and he was searching for a place where Sang Wuyan could go.
　　Yu Xiaolu glanced at him and said, "Nianqin, don't worry. Public security in this area is not bad."
　　"I didn't take good care of her." Su Nianqin said after a while.
　　"You said that no one in this world needs someone to take care of."
　　"It's no different."
　　"Then she didn't take care of you. If she knew you would be so anxious, you shouldn't be so headstrong. It's already early morning." Yu Xiaolu looked at her watch.
　　"Xiao Lu," Su Nianqin turned his head and said, "I'm sorry to trouble you. I can get out of the car and look for her alone."
　　"Nianqin, you know I didn't mean that." Yu Xiaolu sighed.
　　The car stopped at the red light at the intersection.
　　"what?"
　　"What?" Su Nianqim lowered his arm and turned to ask.
　　"That person has a back image of Miss Sang."
　　The girl was crossing the road with a tired look. Turning to the side, she was indeed Sang Wuyan.
　　"It's her." As soon as the red light stopped, Yu Xiaolu pulled the gear.
　　"Don't call her." Su Nianqin said suddenly, "just follow her behind."
　　Therefore, Sang Wuyan was in front and the car was in the back, keeping a distance of about one hundred meters between the two. The car was in a low gear, and it took 20 minutes to follow Sang Wuyan back to her previous residence. Then watched her upstairs.
　　"The lights are on." Yu Xiaolu said.
　　Su Nianqin found that the wound on his arm was aching when he was taking a bath. The vase was originally on the piano stand. I don't know who would put it on the shoe cabinet without knowing it. Then I thought about who else besides Sang Wuyan, it is her nature to put things in disorder.
　　He didn't want to go back to old himself, Su Nianqin was depressed, everything was almost as he expected.
　　He is not worthy of her.
　　Waking up by the bell in the morning, Su Nianqin fumbled for a long time before picking it up.
　　"Wuyan, I remember you are defending today..."
　　Su Nianqin heard the voice on the other end of the phone and suddenly sat up from under the quilt.
　　"Wuyan?" Mama Sang asked.
　　"No... Auntie... Yes..." For the first time in his life, Su Nianqin felt a bit stuttered.
　　Mother Sang was shocked when she heard the male voice.
　　"Mr. Su?" Mother Sang sorted out her thoughts.
　　"It's me. Auntie." He tried his best to answer in a tone that wasn't just waking up from sleep.
　"Excuse me. What about Wu Yan?"
　　"She left the phone with me yesterday. It's probably at school now." Su Nianqin emphasized the word yesterday, covering it up for Sang Wuyan.
　　"Oh." Mother Sang seemed to be greatly relieved.
　　"Mr. Su."
　　"Auntie, please tell me." Mother Sang was extraordinarily polite, making Su Nianqin feel that his future is not good.
　　"You know, because of some of your reasons, Wuyan's father and I do not approve of your relationship. I don't know whether you understand the feeling of being a parent. I have personally been to City A. Wuyan had a big fight with me. Although. Her temper is spoiled by us, but she has never spoken to me like this. She is my daughter, she stubbornly wants to be with you, and she does not hesitate to fall out with me. Now we have no choice but to follow her. she."
　　Su Nianqin's expression gradually condensed, and he didn't even know these things.
　　"Wuyan has been the treasure of our family since I was a child. It is the meat that fell from my body. Her father and I have worked for most of our lives, just to let her not suffer hardship, not be tired, and find a suitable person to live her life. Now she is doing it for you. Sacrificed everything we arranged for her, so I hope you treat her well."
　　"I understand."
　　Su Nianqin put down the phone and was silent for a long time.
　　(3)
　　In Sang Wuyan's world, the biggest worry is nothing more than too hot in summer, too cold in winter, and mother nagging. If there is an ideal point, the world is not peaceful enough.
　　But this was only before Su Nianqin broke into her field of vision.
　　Cheng Yin's words were convincing, but except for one thing: She said that Su Nianqin would be worried, but now after three days, the man still doesn't want to repent, and he didn't show up in front of her in any form.
　　Sang Wuyan was very angry.
　　She went to the office and suddenly saw Wu Wei holding a book, "The Border Town".
　　Ye Li teased: "My god, Wu said that you have such a literary quality that you actually read masterpieces."
　　Wu Wei shook his head: "Tsk tusk tusk"
　　Ye Li stabbed Sang Wuyan: "Look at him too much. Sang Wuyan, come on." She knew that Sang Wuyan could take care of him. But she didn't expect Sang Wuyan to please say to Wu Wei, "Angel, can you borrow my book for a few days?"
　　"What are you doing?" Wu Wei concealed his book love nervously.
　　"Let me see."
　　Actually, she is not watching. She suddenly remembered the last time Su Nianqin went to order the Braille version of this book, but it was gone. The types of braille books are pitiful. She wanted her to read it for him and then record it.
　　Recording something is very simple in this kind of place, especially with Wu Wei's help.
　　But the book is too long.
　　Wu Wei asked: "You don't want to volunteer somewhere. For the blind?"
　　This sentence reminded Sang Wuyan that the original recording could be used by many people. So she strengthened her determination and even found some children's books. This incident almost consumed all her free time, and even weakened her resentment and miss for Su Nianqin.
　　She was standing in the recording studio when Nie Xi came in.
　　"For someone who is determined to be an anchor, your voice is very important. Don't overuse it." Nie Xi left after speaking, leaving a glass of water.
　　The fourth day, the fifth day...
　　Su Nianqin still didn't appear, and Sang Wuyan was almost crazy. Neither party wants to compromise with each other first.
　　Wu Wei diligently asked Sang Wuyan to go to the movies.
　　Sang Wuyan refused decisively. As soon as I looked up, I don't know when a leaflet was posted on the wall. A western restaurant buffet just opened near the radio station. Sang Wuyan felt the few change in her trouser pocket and wanted to swallow. It was the money she borrowed from Ye Li.
　　Seeing that Sang Wuyan's eyes couldn't move away anymore, Wu Wei took the opportunity to say, "I heard that this restaurant tastes pretty good. I will invite you to try it in the evening?"
　　Sang Wuyan looked at Wu Wei for a long time, and said with a feeling of smirking, "No, I prefer to eat in the cafeteria." Then he left with a bitter expression.
　　Sang Wuyan muttered: The colorful world outside is so beautiful, Su Nianqin, I will climb the wall if you don't come again.
　　In the afternoon, Ye Li returned to the studio cheerfully like she had found a treasure.
　　They recently worked with Nie Xi in charge of a star series of public service advertisements, which were inserted in the talk show.
　　"Guess who will come this afternoon?" Ye Li slid.
　　"Bruce Lee." In order to take care of Ye Li's emotions, Sang Wuyan said weakly, lying on the table.
　　This did not affect Ye Li's interest in the slightest, her face was full of joy: "It's Yijin."
　　What? ! Sang Wuyan almost choked on her saliva.
　　"Really?" Wang Lan looked up.
　　"Sister Xi said. Because it was a public service advertisement, his agent had agreed to it a long time ago. Previously, it was recorded in other places, and it was only necessary to say a word, but in the morning the agent suddenly called and said that he was willing to come to our recording studio in person. One trip." Ye Li explained eloquently.
　　"You can see him again." Ye Li's eyes beamed.
　　"Don't forget to bring your camera." Wang Lan teased.
　　"He is reserved like a nobleman."
　　Hold his head! Sang Wuyan retorted in her heart.
　　When Su Nianqin and Yu Xiaolu appeared at the entrance of the studio, all the staff almost formed a line to welcome them. Sang Wuyan hid behind the crowd and saw Su Nianqin: his beard was cleanly shaved, his clothes were neat and he was in good spirits. Sang Wuyan became angry, and when the one he loved on TV was gone, wouldn't the men be very upset? How can he live better...
　　Su Nianqin looked like a person, treating people kindly and kindly. "My surname is Su." He was kind enough to report his surname.
　　When Yu Xiaolu saw Sang Wuyan behind, she wanted to pronounce it, but Su Nianqin stopped gently.
　　Now Sang Wuyan understood, where did he come to bear the guilty plea, it was clearly a demonstration!
　　"Sang Wuyan, what are you poking at? Why don't you pour some water on Mr. Su and the others!" the director scolded.
　　"Oh." Sang Wuyan replied lifelessly, not forgetting to take a look at Su Nianqin with the director behind her back.
　　She drew a paper cup, took a cup full of boiling hot water and passed it over, silently thinking in her heart: burn you to death, burn you to death, burn you to death...
　　She handed it to him and said in a manner: "Mr. Su, please drink water."
　　He reached out without hesitation.
　　Sang Wuyan hesitated when she saw his hand. The water was full and hot, even though she felt hot after two layers of paper, his eyes didn't work well, what if it was really hot if it was overturned.
　　She said angrily: "I put it on the table, you have to drink it yourself." Finally, she did not forget to add, "Be careful."
　　The advertisement only needs a short sentence from Su Nianqin, and it is done quickly. Besides, Su Nianqin has always been very efficient. But it still needs to be re-arranged, so Su Nianqin will wait a while outside the recording room.
　　Su Nianqin sat on the chair, everyone was busy with their own affairs, I don't know when they were the only ones left. Sang Wuyan discovered at this moment that the paper bag Su Nianqin had been holding in his hand contained her handbag, which contained all her belongings.
　　Sang Wuyan suddenly felt that her stomach was clamoring after being malnourished for a few days, and there was a big meal beckoning.
　　Su Nianqin had a leisurely look, neither looking towards her, nor intending to talk to her or take the initiative to return her things. He is waiting easily.