Crush :原来我很爱你

Chapter 23 : Who killed who 1

　　(1)
　　The next day, Li Lulu took Sang Wuyan's hand in the hospital while Huang He went to pay the fee and said: "I haven't told you that I and Huang He are going to get married in the second half of the year. I want to be a beautiful bride, so I decided to do it. Surgical."
　　"It seems that your love IQ is not very high."
　　"At least taller than you." Li Lulu despised her.
　　"All operations are risky, and Huang He said that after two or three days after the operation, the bandage cannot be removed and nothing can be seen. What if there are sequelae in the future?" Sang Wuyan still disagreed.
　　"There is no risk, this kind of minor operation is like a tooth extraction."
　　"Dental extractions are also used to extract dead people." Sang Wuyan said.
　　"You really can't spit out ivory." Li Lulu pinched her.
　　Before being pushed by the nurse, Li Lulu suddenly said, "Sang Wuyan, let's make a bet."
　　"What bet?"
　　"If I didn't make a glorious sacrifice, how about you go and talk to Su Nianqin ?"
　　"Then I will lose. Just an operation that is bigger than Sesame. If you don't want to win me, no one's doctor will agree."
　　"That's not necessarily true. Someone can choke to death by drinking water. Didn't you just say that you can also pull a tooth to death?"
　　"Bah, baah." Sang Wuyan was angry.
　　"It's time to talk."
　　"What are you talking about?"
　　"It's okay to talk about anything, and calmly talk about your respective moods. Even if you two are not prepared to reconcile with each other from the bottom of your heart, talking like this is good for letting go of that relationship."
　　"Did you do it to me in psychological counseling?" Sang Wuyan smiled.
　　After the operation, Li Lulu was picked up by Huang He.
　　"She can't see her eyes these few days, so take good care of her, otherwise you will only ask." Sang Wuyan asked.
　　The Yellow River stood at attention: "Guaranteed to complete the task."
　　"Sang Wuyan." Li Lulu stretched out her hands and shook her in the air, calling her.
　　"Why?"
　　"Remember, you promised me."
　　When she got home, she remembered Li Lulu's face wrapped in white bandages, her hands stretched out and called Huang He helpless, and she felt a little painful. Thinking about it this way, I thought of Su Nianqu again. Li Lulu felt uncomfortable if she couldn't see herself for just a few days, what about Su Nianqin ?
　　Her writing hand suddenly stopped and went back to the bedroom to look through things. After a long time, she found a blindfold that she had never used before, and blindfolded her eyes.
　　The blindfold was not particularly tight, and a little light came in vaguely from under the nose.
　　"What are you doing?" Cheng Yin asked.
　　"Try it and not see what it feels like."
　　She fumbled back from the bedroom to the living room. At first she walked against the wall and walked to the middle of the living room, but she couldn't figure out the distance. She was afraid that she would knock on the stool. The second step is taken after one thing. Only then did she understand how necessary it is to have a stick to find the way.
　　So she took a feather duster as a blind stick and went to the kitchen. This time it was much easier, she was a little smug.
　　Cheng Yin said: "You remind me of an adapted famous aphorism."
　　"what?"
　　"It's not difficult to be blind for an hour, it's difficult to be blind for a lifetime."
　　As soon as Cheng Yin finished speaking, Sang Wuyan's forehead hit the corner of the kitchen cabinet door, and she almost shed tears in pain.
　　"This is what you took and didn't close the door just now. It has nothing to do with me." Cheng Yin explained.
　　"I know!" She rubbed her head painfully.
　　"You finally know how much trouble your previous habits have caused others."
　　Sang Wuyan pulled off his blindfold in dismay, and Li Lulu called after a while.
　　"Sang Wuyan, go find him quickly." Li Lulu said, "otherwise I will break your relationship with you."
　　In the evening, Sang Wuyan went to a nearby supermarket to buy daily necessities. When she came back, she passed by a small stall selling wontons. She knows that the city management on this street is very powerful, and usually the vendors don't dare to show them until after seven o'clock. Some time ago, leaders from the province came to inspect, and they cracked down on it for a while. Now that the wind has passed, it has begun to resurge.
　　The wonton stall has only been set up in the past few days, with only two pots and a few simple tables. The wonton seller is a couple, probably in their fifties, and there is a girl lying on a greasy table doing homework.
Sang Wuyan inadvertently glanced at the woman who was wrapping the wontons under the light of the incandescent lamp, and felt a little familiar, and then looked at it more and recognized her—it was Huang Xiaoyan's mother.
　　Mother Huang also noticed Sang Wuyan's gaze and said with a smile, "Girl, eat wontons."
　　Sang Wuyan stood still: "Auntie, this is Sang Wuyan. Do you remember?"
　　"Are you?" She obviously couldn't remember.
　　"Xiaoyan's elementary school classmate."
　　"Oh, it's you." Mother Huang suddenly realized, "Sit down, sit down."
　　She wiped the stool and said to the child: "Come on, Hong Hong, call sister soon."
　　Hong Hong opened her mouth timidly, then put away her notebook and went to the other side to help her father gather the dishes and chopsticks. Sang Wuyan just remembered that she was the baby back then.
　　"Have you grown this way?" Sang Wuyan said, looking at the red back.
　　"You're a big girl, can she still be a little bit?"
　　Sang Wuyan smiled.
　　Later, Mother Huang brought a bowl of wontons, watched Sang Wuyan eat it, and chatted with her about homework.
　　"If Xiaoyan were here, we might be able to marry." Huang's mother finally sighed.
　　Sang Wuyan put down the spoon and looked at her too old face. After so many years, mothers still have regrets.
　　"Auntie, you still have Honghong. From now on, she will be even more filial to you with Xiaoyan's share."
　　Mother Huang stroked her hair behind her ears, and sighed faintly: "After all, this child was carried, not as good as her own."
　　"Hold it?" Sang Wuyan was surprised.
　　"Yes, a relative in the country took it and said it was thrown at the door of his noodle shop. I was listening to it and wondering if Xiaoyan would be able to do some good deeds."
　　On the way back, Sang Wuyan was worried.
　　When she reached the gate of the community, she closed her eyes again and walked on the road of the community. It's crooked after walking. When she stepped on the turf from the concrete pavement, she almost screamed.
　　"Are you even scared of grass?" Cheng Yin said afterwards.
　　"I was scared to death. I thought I was stepping on something." She patted her chest.
　　"So it's not easy to be blind." Cheng Yin shrugged.
　　When she came home, she pulled out her graduation photo from elementary school. She even forgot what she looked like at the time, so it took a long time to find Huang Xiaoyan in the second row.
　　What she hadn't let go of for so many years, the truth was completely different from what she thought.
　　When Huang Xiaoyan died, Sang Wuyan kept complaining about her parents. How could they treat her like that? She went to plan to have a second child even though she was still alive. Have they thought about Xiaoyan's own feelings, or have they ever thought about treating her and letting her recover?
　　For this reason, Sang Wuyan has never visited her house for more than ten years. At that ten-year graduating elementary school classmate meeting, everyone sighed at the mention of Huang Xiaoyan, and then they pooled money to see her parents.
　　Sang Wuyan did not go either.
　　She has grievances. If it hadn't happened by chance today, she would have complained all her life.
　　However, I never expected the fact to be like this.
　　"So, more communication between people." Cheng Yin said, "Sometimes, don't just look at the problem from your own perspective and standpoint. You should also help others think about it."
　　Sang Wuyan didn't speak.
　　Cheng Yin said: "Like you and Su Nianqin . When you lost your father, his father was on the verge of life and death, and his life was hanging by a thread. On the surface, he was arrogant, but in his bones he was extremely inferior. He left after a ruthless word, how did he feel?."
　　At night, Sang Wuyan dreamed of Huang Xiaoyan.
　　Huang Xiaoyan sighed and said, "I know you hate them for me, now it's finally over."
　　(2)
　　It is very easy to find Su Nianqin. After get off work in the afternoon, she just had the mentality to give it a try, but she actually didn't change the number, and the phone was connected as soon as she dialed.
　　Three times, "Hello", a refreshing female voice.
　　"Hello." Sang Wuyan said with a guilty conscience, "I...My surname is Sang, I'm looking for Su Nianqin ."
　　"Miss Sang, Mr. Su is in a meeting, what do you want?"
　　"I want to see him. Is it convenient?"
　　Xiao Qin has a very good memory, and it suddenly occurred to her that she had met this woman surnamed Sang downstairs that day. She was obviously Su Nianqin's very important personal friend. She glanced at Su Nianqin inside, she was very busy. So she made a rare decision and agreed without authorization: "No problem, but it is estimated that you will have to wait a while after you come."
　　Xiao Qin reported the hotel and room number and hung up the phone.
　　"Miss Qin, Mr. Su asks you to find the minutes of yesterday's meeting." Manager Zhao of the branch pointed his head and said.
　　Xiao Qin hurriedly went to the study to find it.
　　Thirty minutes later, someone rang the doorbell.
　　Xiao Qin went to open the door, and it really was Sang Wuyan. Xiao Qin looked at the living room of the small meeting and said, "Miss Sang, please wait a moment. I'll call Mr. Su."
　　Sang Wuyan looked at the situation, the discussion inside was intense, Su Nianqin frowned and frowned intently listening to the speech of a man.
　　She hurriedly grabbed her and said: "You are busy, I'm not in a hurry, I will talk about it when things are done."
　　No matter what Xiao Qin thinks, Su Nianqin is famously focused on doing things, and hates being interrupted by others. No one can't figure out which nerve he will suddenly become angry if he interrupts him now.
　　"Then you go to the study and wait, I'll make tea for you."
　　The hotel suites are very large, with a living room, a small reception room, a study room, a bedroom, and a guest room. She was a little afraid to think about the price of a day. When she came, she was afraid of making mistakes.
　　Sang Wuyan was a little nervous waiting there, she habitually took off the watch and fiddled with it in her hand.
　　Li Lulu has concluded before that there are many ways to find out if an old lover is single. For example, you can ask: "Long time no see, when would you invite us to have a wedding wine?" If he is still single, he will usually say: "Where and where, there is no goal yet." This will match the number.
　　Sang Wuyan rubbed her forehead, how could she look like an underground party joint.
　　But how can Su Nianqin use the behavior of normal people to infer that he does not eat this set regardless of whether he has a target or not. From the slightest, he sneered, "Miss Sang, don't worry, the wedding invitation must be delivered."
　　She leaned on the sofa in the study, turned her eyes back across the living room and saw Su Nianqin sitting in the innermost part of the conference room. The heating is sufficient, so he only wears a black shirt, and he is particularly handsome with his indifferent look that has not changed all the time among a group of people.
　　Su Nianqin pinched a cigarette in the ashtray and said: "The market share of new products cannot be completely pinned on the advertisements issued by the head office. You know that the company is one year..."
　　The conversation was endless, and Xiao Qin quickly took notes.
　　After the matter was settled, everyone wanted to stretch out for a long time, but because of Su Nianqin's face that didn't smile for many years, they all held back. Manager Zhao is a straightforward person. He dared to say, "It's all hard work, it's better to let President Su invite everyone to dinner." Except for Su Nianqin , who has the highest position, the rest are rare to work with the boss for a long time. Little clerk in the sales department.
　　"Well, you choose any place." Su Nianqin rarely agreed.
　　Everyone cheered, especially the ladies present.
　　Su Nianqin asked Xiao Qin to get his suit jacket, and Xiao Qin suddenly remembered: "Mr. Su, a lady named Sang is still waiting for you in the study."
　　Su Nianqu's actions took a sudden, "What did you say?"
　　Everyone was a little surprised to see Su Nianqin's sudden change.
　　"She didn't come to say hello, she probably didn't leave." Xiao Qin quickly ran to the study to see.
　　Thank goodness.
　　Xiao Qin let out a long sigh, she was still there. If she were to leave like this, she felt that Su Nianqin might fire her on the spot. But at this moment, the woman actually took off her shoes and curled up on the sofa to fall asleep.
　　Su Nianqin walked in afterwards.
　　"Uh-she is asleep." Xiao Qin explained.
　　Su Nianqin nodded, taking his steps extremely lightly. He suppressed the anger that wanted to get angry at Xiao Qin, lowered his voice and said, "You take them first, find a place to eat, and call me when you are settled."
　　Xiao Qin didn't dare to instigate any more, and quietly left with a group of suspicious people.
　　Su Nianqin stayed there for a long time, and he heard Sang Wuyan's breathing softly, shallow and soft, the same as before. He touched the front of the sofa and called tentatively: "Wuyan."
　　She did not respond.
　　Su Nianqin touched his watch. It was already eight o'clock in the evening. She is still so sleepy, she can fall asleep even lying in her clothes. But he couldn't bear to wake Wuyan, not because he was afraid of delaying her good sleep, but because he was afraid that once Wuyan woke up, he wouldn't be able to have her so quietly and couldn't share her breath.
　　But curled up on the sofa like this, the whole body will hurt for a long time.
　　So he leaned down and hugged Wuyan. She was of that light and small body, and she only needed to be swept lightly and held in his arms.
　　She was so familiar with his embrace, she shrank into his arms like a kitten, and couldn't help but murmur two words vaguely: "Nian-Qin."
　　At that moment Su Nianqin felt a kind of warmth rushing from the limbs to the heart, and an empty heart was immediately filled.
　　He suddenly recalled the night three years ago, holding her in that dark and narrow corridor. Su Nianqin slowly moved back to the bedroom and put her on the bed to make her sleep more comfortable. Filled with dismay when he let go, he touched her hair. She actually grew her hair long, changing her previous hairy image, a little gentle and mature.
　　Su Nianqin almost indulged at the sweet smell in her hair.
　　He wanted to touch her. He hadn't seen her for three years, and he didn't know if it had changed. When he was thinking like this, his hands were already moving, hair, ears, cheeks, forehead, eyes, nose, and then his fingers touched her lips.
　　He trembles and stays there, and then he wants to kiss her, he wants to kiss her. This desire almost tore his heart apart, and his breathing began to chaotic.
　　He supported her chin, determined the position of her lips, and then dropped his head. Just touching her soft lips, Sang Wuyan in the dream turned her head away and changed her sleeping position like itchy, causing Su Nianqin to think she was about to wake up and hurriedly sat upright.
　　After calming down for a while, she found that she was just acting unintentionally, and there was no sign of waking up at all. As before, as long as the sky collapsed after sleeping, she couldn't wake up. Su Nianqin started to feel a little happy, thinking: I used to do this when stealing a kiss. The thief feels very good, no wonder she used to attack him twice in a row.
　　So Su Nianqin lowered his face again and continued the gentle kiss that was just now, gently sucking on her lips, his apple moved, and he began to untie her coat like a demon.
　　Suddenly, he stopped moving quickly, pulled away quickly, and then retreated back to the living room.
　　Su Nianqin , what are you doing? He asked himself, can't find a woman to vent your desires? He asked himself a little angrily.
　　He lit a cigarette and took a few puffs, then went to the bathroom to wash his face. Since Sang Wuyan didn't want to be with him, he shouldn't do this to her either.
　　Su Nianqin took off the watch and flushed his face with water. After calming down a bit, he called Xiao Qin and asked them where to eat. He didn't want to disturb her dreams, and of course he didn't dare to be alone with her, otherwise he couldn't guarantee that he could still have such self-control in the remaining few hours.
　　When he left, Su Nianqin thought, wait until she wakes up to talk about everything.
　　(3)
　　Sang Wuyan woke up and found herself sleeping on a completely unfamiliar bed. She rolled over and almost rolled off. The whole suite was empty, and she walked around barefoot before finding her shoes in front of the sofa in the study.
　　People are all gone? She just woke up and was a little confused. Does that mean that so many people just saw her ugly sleep, she subconsciously wiped the corners of her mouth, and there were traces of saliva. Fortunately, Su Nianqin couldn't see her eyes, otherwise she would be embarrassed in front of her old lover, and she would drool in sleep. She sighed.
　　Sang Wuyan went to the bathroom to wash her face. When she turned off the light, she found her watch next to the faucet and put her watch in the pocket of her coat.
　　She was a little depressed. She took so much courage to talk to Su Nianqin , but the man just slipped away and didn't wake her up when he left. Wait for him, he is so hungry that his chest is stuck to his back, who knows when he will come back after spending the night out.
　　Sang Wuyan sighed, closed the door and left.
　　Su Nianqin has been absent-mindedly eating.
　　Xiao Qin asked: "Miss Sang has gone back?"
　　"When I left, I was still asleep and didn't call her. I'll bring her something to eat later."
　　Xiao Qin looked at him strangely when he heard Su Nianqin's words: The boss changed his sex today and was suddenly very considerate.
　　But when Xiao Qin accompanied Su Nianqin back to the room with the steaming delicacy, Sang Wuyan had already left quietly. Su Nianqin's eyes were drooping, and he began to become lifeless again.
　　"Where is my watch?" Su Nianqin asked in the bathroom.
　　"Did you wear it just now?"
　　"No." Su Nianqin's voice was slightly higher, which was an alarm for another fire.
　　Table, table, table. Xiao Qin searched everywhere, Su Nianqu wears a watch on his wrist every day.
　　"I just put it on the washstand."
　　She was bemoaning in her heart, why Miss Yu didn't let her buy a few more watches and put them for self-defense.
　　At the moment when Su Nianqin was about to have an attack, Xiao Qin found it on the coffee table in the study.
　　"Here—" She hurried to Su Nianqu.
　　The moment Su Nianjun got the watch, his expression was dreadful, and an even greater anger rose in his eyebrows.
　　He finally understood why Sang Wuyan was here. Returning his things, from now on want to owe nothing to him.
　　Early the next morning, Sang Wuyan went to school for class. When the strap of the watch was loosened a lot, she realized that the watch was not worn by her. In other words, it was the piece she had previously given to Su Nianqin . She was stupid on the spot.
　　Take things wrong by mistake.
　　Because she didn't expect Su Nianqin to use it all the time, and what she didn't know was that Su Nianqin angrily threw it away, and then desperately went back to find it. The surface was broken, and it took a lot of work to find someone to fix it. As a result, the pointer was very inaccurate, but the man still reluctant to change it.
　　He cherished everything she left behind.
　　Nian Qin. The obsession he was given throughout his life.
　　After learning about it, Cheng Yin said bitterly: "It's over, I went there, lost my man and broke down, but I didn't say anything to him, but I changed a bad watch and returned. The most valuable baby in our family was just given by you. Spoiled."
　　"F**k you." Sang Wuyan kicked her.
　　"What's wrong with me? To be honest, I was beaten." Cheng Yin smiled.
　　"Just hit you to relieve your breath."
　　While having a fight with Cheng Yin, the phone rang, and she was smiling while answering the phone. She didn't even have time to watch the call: "Hey—"
　　Listening to the laughter over there, Su Nianqin frowned unhappily: Didn't she just take a watch and go back, is she so happy?
　　"Hello—" Sang Wuyan paused and repeated.
　　"It's me." He simply uttered two words.
　　This is the voice on the phone that has been missing for three years.
　　She couldn't help but let out a cry because she was so surprised.
　　"I'm Su Nianqin ." He thought her "Ah" was because she didn't know who he was, so he reported his name even more displeased.
　　"Oh, hello." She suddenly knotted her tongue, only thinking of these three words.
　　Of course she knew that he was Su Nianqin , and she could recognize it even when she turned into ashes.
　　"I heard from the secretary, you came here yesterday." He said high up, deliberately pretending to hug her and kiss her while she was asleep yesterday, as if it had nothing to do with him.