Strange Feelings [BakuDeku]

Chapter 7

Today we're going to the trip with our whole class. After the incident with Deku yesterday I successfully avoided him until school was over and I finally had peace there, packing my stuffs. As for sleep, well maybe around 30 minutes?

So yeah I was pretty pissed off at everything and everyone. "Shut the fuck up, you talk too much Shitty hair." I growled with my teeth clenched, the aura around me was dark and it was spreading a fuck-off-or-die vibe. I got a few glances from those extras who called themselves my friends but ignored it.

We were now standing infront of the bus, our luggage packed away and ready to enter. "So you may remember who your roommate is going to be, I want you all to sit besides that person while driving, keep your volumes down and don't be annoying." That fucking bastard. Aizawa-Sensei was already sitting in the bus when everyone else started entering. I was one of the first one and straightly took a seat in the back, on the window side and looking outside. Ignoring everything and everyone around.

That worked well until a green haired buy sat down besides me give me an unsure smile. "What the fuck you smiling at?! Don't fucking talk or look at me!" I whisper yelled towards Deku without removing my eyes from the outside. He flinched at my reaction and looked down on his hands, kind of sad? Frustrated? Why the fuck those this shit make him sad?! I frowned and closed my eyes while the bus started trailing off.

Before I could realize I fell asleep with my body leaning slightly against the cool  window. "DEKU!" My hands were stretched out towards a boy with green hair who was falling, tears running down his cheeks but keeping a smile. I couldn't move neither could I scream any more.

I shut my eyes wide open and looked around me in hectic and fear, my body was tensed up. As soon as my eyes fell on the green haired boy I relaxed and let out a small sight. My hands were sweating just like the rest of my body. The green haired boy gave me short glance filled with confusion as he saw me. He now fully looked at me and opened his mouth to talk but I had already put my hand on his mouth giving him a death glare.

"Khhan lefme tfak" His voice came out muffled as I didn't remove my hands. My eyes wandered up from my hand to meet his beautiful green eyes, filled with life and joy. I felt myself sinking into those eyes and getting relaxed second by second. "Shut up, nerd." My voice was harsh and stern. I removed my hand his mouth and leaned back, looking around if anyone from our class has seen the event.

Fortunately everyone was talking to their neighbors and not paying attention to their surroundings. With a sigh of relief I started looking out of the window again. He must've realized that I had a nightmare again. My eyebrows formed into a frown. I fucking hate it, it pisses me off. I have no control over it and it's annoying!

I felt my eyes closing every single second and no matter how hard I tried I couldn't resist anymore. My eyes fell shut and I fell towards something that felt like a shoulder? I felt the person tense up but that was also everything that I could feel before I fell into deep darkness.

"...an...cchan...kacchan!" Slowly my eyes opened and I had to blink a few times to realize where I was. My heart started racing as I noticed that I was still leaning against Deku. That explains my nice sleep, without any dreams... I sat up straight and gave him a short death glare which meant something like Tell anyone and you won't see tomorrow. He just responded with a nod and looked around. "I-I woke you up because Aizawa-Sensei mentioned we'd arrive in a few minutes and I had realized you wouldn't want anyone to see you like that so I was first wondering if I should really..." He kept mumbling and talking while I just ignored it. I was just staring at him. My heart started racing again as I kept staring.

Fuck he's cute. I flicked his forehead with my fingers and looked away. "Tch, stop mumbling so much, nerd." I wasn't paying attention to him or anything else anymore as my thoughts were going crazy for him. I couldn't bare it any more second and I'd go crazy. Can we fucking arrive finally?