The Blue Eyed Gilbert

Chaper 21

Mel's POV
While me and James walk down the street to my house, we start to talk about our future together.

"Mel? You know that if you turn me we could be together forever?"

"I know James. It's just that... I compelled your love for me."

"Well uncompel me then we can see for a week if we can still be together and if we can, turn me." I nod and uncompel him.

"I love you James."

"I love you too Mel." He leans in to kiss me when I'm suddenly thrown off of him. I look up to see Stefan there looking pissed.

"What do you want Stefan?" I growl at him.

"Stay away from James."

"Yo dude. I can look after myself. Besides I love her and she loves me." I hear James say from behind Stefan.

"You idiot. She doesn't love you. She doesn't feel love or happiness."

"Fuck off." James says walking around Stefan towards me. He helps me up and puts an arm protectively around my waist. I smile up at him and he smiles back.

"So you still have your humanity off?" Stefan asks.

"Yes Stefan. Now if you don't mind, me and James are going now." I say and start to walk away when I hear Stefan whisper,

"We will help you Mel. I don't care what I have to do."

"Leave me alone Stefan. I don't want or need you help." I whisper with sadness in my voice so it seems like I am letting my humanity back in. Stefan sighs and runs off somewhere. I huff in annoyance and carry on walking.

"What did he mean when he said about you not feeling love?" James asks.

"Ignore him babe. He just wants you to avoid me."

"Why?"

"Because I'm a bad person. I do things that I shouldn't do." I say with a sad tone.

"Like what?" He pushes.

"Just leave it James." I say with a little anger. Why does he want to know?

"No I won't leave it."

"Why?"

"Because I have a right to know!" He shouts at me. I laugh maniacally.

"Why do you think that you have a right to do anything in my life?" I growl at him.

"Because I'm your boyfriend and I deserve to know."

"No you don't. Now please leave me alone." I say and walk away. He starts to follow after me so I compel him saying,

"You will forget who I am and the impact I had on your life. I don't want you to remember anything we did together. You will go to the grill and get drunk for fun and meet someone new. You'll live a happy life with a human girl or boy... I won't judge. We will meet in the future and become friends on my term." He nods and walks away. A tear drips down my face but I wipe it away only to have more tears run down. I drop to the floor and scream out pulling on my hair rocking back and forwards. After about an hour, I run to the Salvatore House and go to the cellar. I grab 5 blood bags and run upstairs to the living room. I drop the blood bags on to the couch and grab the strongest bourbon there. I drink one blood bag then drank some bourbon. I drank the rest of the blood bags and then drank half the bourbon. I go over to the TV turning it on, putting on the music channel. The song playing is 'Heartbeat Song' by Kelly Clarkson. I start singing along to it while dancing. I carry on drinking the bourbon until it's all gone. I grab another bottle of bourbon while dancing. Where is everyone? Are they on a vacation? I sigh and take off my jacket along with my jeans. I only have my vest-top and shorts on. I get my phone and send a text to everyone in my contacts and say, 'party at the Salvatore's.... Everyone is invited.' I click send and within 10 minutes the house is full of people. Music blasting and everyone drinking alcohol. I jump on the table and shout over everyone,
"Tonight is a celebration night! Everyone will get drunk and have fun no matter what!" Everyone cheers and I carry on dancing on the table with a bottle of bourbon in my hand taking big gulps. I hear the door open and I look over seeing Damon, Stefan and Elena. I laugh out loud and carry on dancing.
"Everyone look who crashes the party! The party poopers!" I shout. Everyone boos and goes back to what they're doing. Damon comes over and takes me off the table and up to his room.
"What are you doing, Mel?" He growls.
"What does it look like Damon? I'm having fun! I'm the fun twin! Come on! Have fun with me!" I say back seductively walking over to Damon. I go to kiss him but he pushes me back.
"As tempting as that offer is... No. I'm not having any fun til you have your humanity back on." He is so stupid. I laugh and decide to tease him.
"Well you'll be waiting a long time for that." I say walking out and back to the party. How did he not notice that I haven't got my humanity off? I jump back on the table and grab a bottle of bourbon off someone and start dancing!
"Get down from there Melanie!" I hear Elena say. I growl and rush at her pinning her up against the wall. I want it to look like I have my humanity off for a bit longer. I start choking her as she gasps for air.
"I may not be able to compel you but I won't hesitate in turning you into a vampire or killing you so I suggest you back off." I growl at her. She gulps and nods. I loosen my grip and out the corner of my eye I can see Stefan watching me curiously. I smirk and bash Elena's head off the wall knocking her unconscious. I walk off leaving Stefan to aid Elena. Everything is about Elena. Elena this... Elena that... Why can't you be more like Elena? Elena achieves a lot of things why can't you be the same? That is all I practically heard from everyone. I was the shadow forgotten twin. I need to move away from here. I run home and pack all my bags. I hear someone at the door and I turn around to see Jeremy there.
"What are you doing?" He asks me.
"I'm leaving. I'm moving away and I won't be back for a while." I look at his hand and I see a stake.
"Jeremy why do you have a stake in your hand?" I asks warily. He chuckles and moves towards me.
"I'm going to kill you. You're a monster. You don't deserve to live." He charges at me but I run out the way. He goes crashing into the wall. I take that as my opportunity to quickly pack my bags and run. I get in my car and start driving as fast as I could. I'm so glad that I have a Ferrari now instead of that crap as excuse as a car. I sigh and shake my head trying to remove the tears that are threatening to fall. My own brother hates me. I'm pretty sure everyone hates me in Mystic Falls. I feel a scorching pain in my head and try to ignore it but it only gets worse. I use my witch powers and cast a spell on me to get rid of the pain. I'm not letting anything stop me. No originals. No Salvatore's. No family. No friendship. I'm going to Texas and that is where I'm going to start a new life. I want a new life. I want to start fresh. Live life to the fullest and where is better than Texas? At least I have a few friends there that lived here but moved but we kept in contact. I hear my phone ringing and I read the person. Jeremy. I feel the same tears coming and I turn off my phone so I don't have anyone else trying to figure out where I am. I'm not returning to Mystic Falls anytime soon. Goodbye old life.... Hello new life. Get ready Texas! I'm on my way and I'm staying!