The Blue Eyed Gilbert

Chapter 92

Mel's POV
She's happy. That's all that matters. I breathe out and smile. Everything has to be ok. I look at my new phone that Elena got me. I pick it up and click on to Emma's contact. I start writing a long message to her knowing it's going to be my last. And yes... I am trying suicide when I leave and this time, I'm going to succeed. I breathe out and lie on my hospital bed. The doctor comes in and says,
"Right. You're free to go." And goes to walk out but I stop him.
"Wait! Can you tell me who brought me in?"
"It was your friend, Emma is it? Yeah. Her name was Emma." Emma saved me? Why? I nod and he exits. I stand up and get changed. This is it. I leave the hospital and head towards the Grill. I walk in and sit at the bar. Matt comes over.
"Hey Mel. How are you?" He asks concerned.
"Hey Matty. Can I get a bourbon?" I ask avoiding his question. He nods and gets me my bourbon. I suddenly gasp. Lillian! I run out and head home. I rush in and see Jeremy on the couch with Lillian. His head snaps up and he looks at me smiling. He whispers something to Lillian who then looks at me. She smiles widely.
"Mommy! You're ok!" She squeals.
"Yeah. I'm ok. I have to go do something ok? Stay with uncle Jer." She nods and I make my way upstairs to my room. I lock the door and set up candles all over the room. I sit in the middle and mumble the spell.
"reducam misericordia. Et aperuerit ianuam introibo ad eum trans fretum. Eum reddere !" Which means 'bring back my loved one. Open the door to the other side and let him pass. Bring him back!' I start feeling blood gushing from my nose but carry on.
"Melanie! Stop!" I hear Damon's voice and I open my eyes to see him not there. It's in my head. I keep going and I push and push until....