Next morning,she heard sidharth talking to elders about setting up business in canada becomes astonish and heart broken. He cannot leave her for two years when she doesn't know how to breath even a second without him. She felt her poor heart ache unable to control authoritatively demands him to stay back it disappointed everyone aa they expected her to support his decision.
"Maine keh diya na aap kahin nahi jayenge !!" her voice held dominance while elders told her to think about his success rather than getting selfish irking her to death gritting teeth and clenching palms instantly ran upstairs followed by anxious sidharth cannot leave her broken.
"Babe please ... listen to me" pleaded from another side of room as shehnaaz locked herself inside balcony shedding lonely tears cause fear of losing him is heaving and suffocating her chest.
"Mera jaana zaroori hai warna business kaun set up karega, canada se bohut ache offer aye hai, I don't want to keep myself limited" she doesn't want him to leave her alone, cannot breath a second without him.
"Open the door please mujhse baat karna bacha" she cried more resting head against wooden door opposite to sidharth whose helplessly sitting in another end of her room pleading to open, let him in, need to accomplish certain goal in his life cannot restrict himself to pakistan when success almost knocked at his door like always wants her support.
"I am not your bacha ... aap gande hain ... mujhe chod kar jaane ki baat kaise karsakte hain ... kehne ko bestfriend hoon lekin mujhse pehle sabko pata hai ke aap ne kya plan kiya hai ... mujhse puchna toh durr baat karna bhi zaroori nahi samajha ... ab mein aapke liye important nahi rahe 💔" felt unbearable sharp ache on his chest it's like someone brutally slashed a knife, left him to die, if she thinks it's easy for him then she is mistaken spoke to elders just to permission and suggestion since they know what's right and wrong.
He planned to speak after talking to elders, unfortunately she over heard due to which everything messed up, situation became worse, now she is creating distance between them. He doesn't want to hurt shehnaaz his little innocent soul whose precious to him more than anybody in this world. Tears of agony stream down from their lonely eyes both unknowingly lean opposite to each other miserably against wooden door as if they can feel each other's warmth love, presence and protection.
"Sidharthhhhh" loudly cried shattering his heart into millions of pieces "kya huwa bacha ... please babe open this door and let me in tere kehne par nahi jaunga yahin rahunga tere paas hamesha" cannot stand her shedding tears.
She doesn't want to be selfish by becoming hindrance on his path of success won't be able to forgive herself due to which reluctantly opens door if he can forget about his dreams and stay back in pakistan why can't she do it for him taking a deep breath stood infront of him weeping like a child.
"Tere kehne par jaunga shehnaaz, your happiness means the world to me" it came straight out of his pure and lovingly heart.
"Your happiness means the world to me too isliye meri taraf se aapko jaane ki ijazat hai lekin waada karein chahe kuch bhi hojaye mujhe call karainge milne bhi ayenge infact text bhi karainge ?" she can't speak yet asks for promise due to which sidharth anixously pulls her into his warm protective embrace.
"I promise babe, thank you so much ab mera khwaab yahan se bahir business setup karne ka bhi pura hojayega" she giggles on witnessing his joyful smile it made her feel delighted although deep down her poor heart clench to death.
"Kya aap mujhe yaad nahi karainge ?" it came out as whisper "kaisa sawaal hai shehnaaz tujhe kya lagta hai mere liye tujhe chod kar jaana asaan hai, nahi hai bilkul bhi nahi cause your my bestfriend, teri gande adat hai, I don't know how to survive without you lekin kab tak bade hogaye hain, apne future kai liye we have to make important decisions and I want your complete support" nodded feeling thousands of needles piercing through her fragile heart, never realised they have grown up need to make decisions for their future. It didn't click due to her limitless love, he cupped her face and kissed top of head.
"I will always support you" she mumbled.
"Canada jakar bhool nahi na jayenge, promise karein hamare beech kuch nahi badalne dainge infact kisi ko kabhi nahi ane dainge" she doesn't know why lot of thoughts are restricting her from letting him go such as loneliness, constant fear of someone taking her place and losing importance in his life.
"Don't worry, mera pyaara bacha, I promise kabhi kisi ko hamare beech nahi ane dunga shehnaaz will always be my best-friend" she chuckled, any which ways horrific tears, didn't stop rolling, upsetting sidharth.
"Kyun emotional horahe hai, kis baat ka darr hai shehnaaz ?" he asked pulling her closer she innocently shook head.
"Aapko khone ka darr hai" she tightly clutched his shoulder and intensely look into his dark orbs sinking him inside deep ocean.
"Main kahin nahi jaraha kyunke sidharth apne bestfriend ke dil mein rehta hai samajhe ghaadi" pinching little nose even though feels awful can't imagine to function without her gulping down lump on his throat weakly smiles.
"Hmmm, kab jarahe hain ?" she questioned.
"Doh din baad subah 8:00 am ki flight hai tere kehne par cancel kardun ?" she denied no matter what going to make sure her love succeeds in almost every joinery of life "Nahi, kal saath mil kar shopping karainge phir packing, what's say after lunch ?" he nodded.
"Kya mujhe apne haath ki coffee pilayegi ?" he asked.
"Done, only if you join me ?" they went inside kitchen holding hand, speaking over everything from how to manage work to conversations on phone.
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