ANKAHE ALFAAZ (COMPLETED)

Chapter 81

Naaz woke up completely alarmed and horrified immensely sobbing trembling in agitation, to get rid of his disgusting touches, quickly rushed to bathroom on her way accidentally stumbled because her ankle slightly twisted yet shehnaaz  manages to pick herself up and reach there by limping in affliction. 

Desperately, wanna remove his touches which are constantly reminding her of him there arguments, his motives of destroying and tarnishing her soul as well as existence, her love and pure relationship with sidharth. He tried forcing him self on her even though she kept pleading him for mercy. 

He claimed to love her right ?

Then, why didn't he let her go ... god forbid .. what if sidharth hadn't reach on time ... what if zoya hadn't informed him ... she would have been dead 💔😩 

Yes, it's her fault should have mentioned his behaviour, obsession, shameless talks and motives to ruin their marriage but she was scared to inform him. He would have killed zahid then and there for confessing love. He'd have gone to any extent for teaching him lesson, therefore, refrained from telling assuming his reaction in advance due to which almost destroyed herself.

Determined to punish herself for being stubborn and dragging them to a point where her brain is completely blocked, heart aching words are triggering as an electric shock, unable to think or behave accordingly, she feels difficult to shut eyes fall asleep even though sleeping pills are prescribed by psychiatrist. 

It doesn't work for more than three to four hours, once again, jolts up her mind doesn't sleep constantly pulls her to where she lost herself worse his harsh evil words keep haunting and echoing due to which loses her calm and panic to an extent where she can't stand her loved ones, near, concluding that holding her would grease them, none deserves to be tainted, she's at fault right that's why bearing consequences of sharing contact number at first place. 

That's why, parents teach us to be extremely careful also during childhood she used to wonder why zubaida ji used to interrogate about her friends, company wait until she reach back home from school or neighbourhood. 

At times, demanded her to narrate what she had done entire day, instructions to be extra careful like staying away from strangers. It never made sense, until now, everything feels important. 

Being a stupid person, blinding trusted him and shared number worse fought numerous time with her husband, created a scene and yelled at him for being over possessive and protective little did she know her love's assumptions will  eventually be right.

 He had been true all this while she had not been less than a certified ghaadi, madly fought everyone for doubting a monster right. It's a tragedy for her so meeting their affectionate gaze seems unforgivable crime.

Every scar on her body feels disgusting, heartless bastard enforced himself on her marked every inch as his by forcefully claiming his right and vanishing her sidharth's possession. 

It doesn't feel less than a humiliating slap especially when she stands infront of mirror trying to convince herself that she still solely belongs to sidharth ... that's when reality hits harder than knife. 

Ruthlessly aches and breaks shehnaaz poor babe uncontrollably sobs hating herself for taking situation for granted and letting him cross boundaries.

"I hate myself, aakhir aap ne mujhe khatum kyun nahin kiya marr jaane daite, usne sirf mujhe haath nahi lagaya, meri rooh ko jala ke khaak (ashes) kardiya, main pehle jaise nahi rahe, usne mujhe ganda kardiya, aapko mere hifazzat .. (protection) karne chahiye thi phir kyun nahi kare" complaining almighty her loud voice caught sidharth's attention which caused him to march inside.

"What the fuck babe ?" rushing inside, didn't care about his clothes pulled his jaan into passionate hug "sidharth aap pucho na khuda se kis baat ki sazah di aakhir mere hifazat kyun nahi kare" weeping by crushing her face on his neck, delicately caressed her back, letting her sob and catch breath. 

Recognising their proximity detached herself by pushing him away "aap mere qareeb kyun aye jaaye yahan se dikhaye nahi de raha,main apne jism par lage gandagi ko saaf kar rahe hoon, aap kyun khud ko kharab kar rahe ho" harshly, scratching herself unable to endure grabs her hand and sealed her lips before she resists his touch or speaks shit about herself. 

Enough of her being stubborn and pushing him away, cannot stand useless .. comments she has been continuously insulting herself just because a cheap psychotic person tried to shake their relationship. 

He didn't even succeed, thankfully, zoya informed him (forever grateful) there life would have been a mess and god knows how shehnaaz would have dealt. 

He slammed her against wall by locking hands and insanely sucking her sexy lips nibbling and crushing her due to which moans aloud letting him in. He is desperately, tasting and torturing shehnaaz for being stubborn, doesn't even permit her to touch even though tried unlocking herself. 

"I love you shehnaaz, let me remove or replace his disgusting touches kasam se ek baar phirse pehle ki tarhan khoobsurat mehsoos karegi" he assured by squeezing her bottom and using another hand to admire her pretty face. She cried hugging him "you should stay away from me" whispered, irking him. 

"I won't tujhe pata hai and I know you want me to remove his touches" kept mouth shut, didn't even utter a single word, trailing down soft wet kisses he pulls dupatta from her neck, revealing several scratches, his heart clenched. 

"I love you mera bacha" whispered, planting sloppy kisses until collar hone .. nervously fisted his T-shirt and arched head back, moaning in pleasure that's pure magic of love .. his eternal and limitless love. 

"Your so beautiful, meri jaan" unzipping kurte, compliments lovingly couldn't help peacefully blushes ... his efforts are working ... she's desiring for his love "fuck, every time you drive me insane" kissing nipples hidden inside the most hottest pair of bra "I love you" she confessed, he delightfully continued. 

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