ANKAHE ALFAAZ (COMPLETED)

Chapter 18

"kya huwa bache ?"shehnaaz didn't feel sleeping in her room therefore went to her sweetest amma jaan "saman ..  saman thak gaye hoon main yeh naam sunn sunn kar mummy se lekar sidharth tak sab uske liye sochte hain, kisi ko mera khayal tak nahi ata, kya main itne bure hoon, jabse aye hai mera bestie mujhe attention tak daina bhool gaya hai, aakhir kyun, mummy bhi sirf apne pyaare beti saman ki tareef karte hain, uske examples daite hain mana she is perfect from studies to cooking sab kuch ata hai mujhse har chees mein best hai should I become another replica of saman kyunke mujhe anda or chai ke ilawa kuch banane nahi ata ?" she frustratingly uttered everyone praises her they don't even consider to compliment shehnaaz. 

"Muqabla thode hai, behan hai tumhare itna nahi sochte" she sighed "behan hone ka matlab yeh nahin ke sab mujh mein talaash karein meri apne bhi koi personality hai" amma jaan understood her point "samajh sakte hoon bache tumhe khud ko badal ne ki zaroorat nahi, hamare shehnaaz sabse pyaare hai ajao mere paas sojao" she tightly hugs amma jaan who lovingly strokes back until she slipped into deep slumber "chote se chidya meri" kissed head. 

Next morning, shehnaaz woke up with mission to surprise him by confession of her childhood love on his birthday, she quickly went inside room wore his favourite colour black and carried beautiful bouquet "hayee, itne ghabrahat kyun horahe hai kaunsa kisi anjaan ko propose karne jarahe hoon, mera toh bestfriend haina relax kar kuch nahi hoga" taking deep breath to calm down throbbing heart against chest "itne anxiousness kabhi exams ke waqt nahin huwe siyappa main bhi sochaun subah subah saman kahan chale gaye" she was about to open his door until heard saman confessing her love. 

That's when her breath stuck and throat choked to death "saman mohabbat kabhi huwe nahi lekin haan tumhe pasandh karta hoon, I would love to be a part of your life" shooting dagger in core of her heart and brutally squeezing out of chest, can't believe him accepting saman's proposal without thinking about her bouquet slips from her trembling palm and she leaves by holding walls unable to stand or collect broken pieces of her heart. 

It hurts so much more than anybody brutally stabbing knife or choking your breath, she cannot believe her sidharth will marry saman, all her dream are going to be shattered, she will lose him forever unable to stand fell down ... couldn't breath painful and silent tears roll down "kya huwa, sana ?" heard bestfriend zoya who anxiously march in "sidharth mujhe nahin chahte woh saman se mohabbat karte hain, kaise zinda rahunge, saans tak nahi arahe I feel my own blood choked me to death, usne cheen liya mere pyaar ko, can you believe it ab main zinda kaise rahunge, naaz apne sidharth ke bina toh marr jayegi 💔😭" she cried loudly, rubbing her chest, she felt someone is pushing her deep inside ocean where there is no life only darkness. 

"Calm down, shehnaaz please breath" zoya requested "kaise loon saans tu jaante hai bachpan se maine unko chaha hai khud se bhi zayada aise kaise saman ka proposal accept karsakte hain, kya main unke liye sirf dost hoon zoya main khud ko khatum karlunge unko .. bol na woh shehnaaz ke hain"

"Theek hai, relax sambhalo khud ko" zoya assured feeling terrible for naaz since she has witnessed how extreme her love has been for sidharth. They announced elders due to which amma jaan plaster smile worriedly moves upstairs to check over shehnaaz whose completely broken "mana kardein amma jaan nahi dekh sakte apne sidharth ko saman ka hote huwe, jaante haina is duniya mein sidharth ko mujhse acha koi nahi samajhta, unke na ankahe bataun aur aankhaun ko padna sirf main jaante hoon" she cried.

"Bache mohabbat mein zabardasti nahi karte inshallah tumhe bhi naseeb hoge main duaa karunge" she assured "mujhe mera sidharth chahiye aap manaye na sabko hamare rishte ke liye" requested "bache please khudko sambhalo bhool jao aur apne mohabbat ko uske khushi ke kiye jaane doh zabardasti bhaand na theek nahi" she cried more "bhool kaise jaun aaj ke mohabbat nahi hai amma jaan ... bachpan se chahte hoon .... us waqt sai jabse mohabbat ka matlab bhi nahi pata tha, kaise samjhaun is dil ko" 

"shaadi karna chahte hain kya tum saman se hasad (jealous) karoge ?" she asks tightly hugging shehnaaz "nahin, aise nahi hoon lekin kis tarhan apne pyaar ko jaane doon ?" she helplessly, questioned. 

"Tumhe sidharth ko apne dil se nikaal na hoga ... tumhare behan ka shohar bane wala hai aur uske liye feelings rakhna gunnah hoga" she explained. 

"Amma jaan, mujhse nahi hoga 💔" she sobbed " marjaunge daily dono ko saath dekhna mere liye mushkil hai" why doesn't her breath stuck and she dies surely this clenching heart will rest at peace "duaa karein, main subah hone se pehle khatum hojaun" leaving amma jaan broken. 

"Khabar daar upar wala tumhe sehat wale lambe zindagi de meri jaan, aise duaa nahi maangte" scolded "neeche bula rahe hain sab apna muh doh ke chalo uske khushi ke liye hass doh" she denied "mujhse nahi hona, zoya ke saath uske ghar jarahe hoon please sambhal laina mere peeche" she packs few clothes without telling anyone leave from another door of mansion. 

"Amma jaan, shehnaaz kahan hai usne mujhe birthday bhi wish nahi kiya ?" worriedly, asks sidharth "bache woh apne dost ke yahan gaye hai, zubaida kuch dino mein wapis ajayegi" leaving everyone shocked. 

"Yeh kya baat huwe, humse puchna zaroori bhi nahi samajha ?" zubaida ji is utterly disappointed "mujhse permission lekar gaye ab chodo na bache hai" this didn't settle well by sidharth "I will call her aise kaise jasakte hai" picks phone to call her went unanswered "kyun ajeeb behave kar rahe hai aaj tak usne bina birthday wish kiye saans tak nahi le aur aaj bina kiye chale gaye" 

"Na chahte huwe bhi ishq deewana bana daita hai,

Khuda dil toh daita hai,

Lekin dhadkan kisi aur ko bana daita hai" 

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