There are times you fall in love with someone not knowing whether or not the person feels the same for you. But if it's a childhood love you are somewhere confident that the person will love you back some day. What if that some day comes but that yo...
He keeps calling and texting shehnaaz whose in a miserable condition doesn't wanna speak to anyone therefore requested zoya to leave her alone. She want to consume in as much as darkness possible. She cannot believe her dream of living a happily married life has been ruthlessly crushed and destroyed. She is going to lose sidharth forever infact witness him become an important part of her sister's life. How is she going to accept their marriage or tolerate their love blossoming under same roof. How is she going to witness their love when it is impossible for her to breath in their presence. It's like someone is giving her a lifetime punishment for being one sided lover so freaking heart wrenching.
"Jo kabhi khatam na hogi
Aisi Mohabbat Ki Hai tumse"
Wish she wouldn't have fallen in love with him.
Wish saman never came into their life.
Destiny turned her world upside down everything destroyed from her love to friendship nothing will be as beautiful as her childhood memories, they were extremely pure and innocent, she doesn't want to cry anymore, it's pointless crying over something who never belonged to her shutting eyes, slipped in a deep slumber while sidharth couldn't understand her changed behaviour its bothering him too much need to discuss soon.
"Yaar aunty ka call araha kabse intezaar kar rahe hain baat karle" zoya dialled her phone she reluctantly answered.
"hello, kya baat hai ... kyun phone kar rahe hain ?" sounds frustrated.
"I am so disappointed shehnaaz, wapis ghar ao driver ko bola hai thode dair mein pohanch jayega" scolded "mujhe nahi ana" whispers "tumhare behan ka nikkah hai we are struggling in getting everything arrange kabhi toh ache responsible betiyaun ki tarhan behave kiya karo, bache nahi rahe tum" naaz couldn't react phone slips from her cold trembling palm got disconnected.
"Sana ... bol na kya huwa ... tu theek haina ?" zoya panics, to view her dead state "paani lekar ate hoon" she made her drink "main jarahe hoon" "kahan jarahe hai batana ?" anxiously, questioned "apne pyaar ko ... pyaar ko apne behan ko daine" almost chocked on her saliva "babe" zoya cries "mere sare khwaab toot kar bhikar gaye, mera dil marr raha hai main apna sab us ache responsible aur perfect ladke ko daine wale hoon joh meri behan hai" naaz continues "ek min .. woh toh mera kabhi tha hi nahi 💔" she cried.
"Tu bohut strong hai yaar apna pyaar kisi aur ko daina apne mein ek bohut bade baat hai" she proudly uttered kissing head "main chalun saath ?" she asks for moral support "nahi yaar ab khud ko sambhaal na hai ... akele har jagah main support nahi na maang sakte" zoya, agreed.
It's her own battle, she needs to fight alone without any support already her extreme dependance on sidharth for everything has crushed her soul "meri ladaye hai akele ladne ki adat daalne hai chahe phir kitne akele na par jaun" driver took her back to mansion, every corner is beautifully decorated, as if announcing the world how brutally her family, her sidharth has broken her delicate heart full of love and joyful dreams.
"Oye kahan thi apne bestfriend ko birthday tak wish nahi kiya, how mean of you shehnaaz ?" she didn't react, he cupped her face "kya huwa babe, upset lag rahe hai, is something bothering you ?" she yanks away "kuch nahi, zoya meri bestfriend usko zaroorat thi meri isliye uske paas thi" rudely, spoke.
"Mujhe bhi zaroorat thi apne dost ki" he replied "aapke paas saman haina ab shaadi bhi hone wale hai, I don't think you need me anymore, advance mein shaadi mubarak, hopefully aap saman ko khush rakhainge" she sarcastically replied back, leaving him shocked, why did she behave so rudely ... actually strange, is she hurt, why is there suddenly so much distance between them ?
Why does it feel like she is pushing him away ?
Did something change, aren't they best friends anymore ?
He needs answers "bhai kahan jarahe hain, designer agaya jaldi se try kariye doh ghante baad nikkah hai" rehaan dragged him for checking alteration for his sherwani "hmm, sahi haina tu dekh le mujhe shehnaaz se baat karne hai woh naraz hai na jaane kis baat se" worriedly, uttered "kaunse .. naaye baat hai araam se mana laine abhi apne nikkah par concentrate kariye" he didn't like her distanced attitude, her pale and dull face, what could be the reason, unable to control dialled number "please baat kar shehnaaz" she ignored.
Why is sidharth feeling empty cause obviously his bestfriend is upset cannot smile without her becomes happy to witness her coming down along saman beautifully dressed in long dress maybe her issues is solved, he wondered. It calmed and satisfied him atleast now he can enjoy his wedding.
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Amma jaan forcefully made her wear clothes explaining how people are gonna pass judgments if they find her unhappy due to which accepted her wish more over doesn't want anybody to make fun of her broken heart or unreciprocated feelings doesn't matter if faking happiness is killing shehnaaz from inside each step is ruthlessly piercing needles deep in her heart causing sharp pain cannot be shown to the world hence plastered smile.
"Itni shiddat Se mahsus Kiya Hai tujhe ki Ruh bhi shikayat kar rahi hai tere dur Jane par"
She didn't dare to meet his dark intense orbs quietly made saba sit beside him and confidently stood behind amma jaan, praying almighty for strength. Qaazi sahab asks saman thrice she said qabool hai harshly slashing sharp knife deep inside her soul erupting unbearable pain getting weak, sneakingly leaves from middle of nikkah losing every ounce of strength .. rushed to her room followed by an anxious amma jaan "shehnaaz, mere bache 💔😭" she threw vases kept on the table as well as coloured bangles, lamp, books, dairy almost everything scaring hell out of amma jaan whose terrified to view shattered naaz.
"Ya Allah ... shehnaaz mere bache" didn't stop felt like someone has burnt her soul into ashes, destroyed her existence and shattered all the dreams couldn't do anything to protect her happiness !!
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