ANKAHE ALFAAZ (COMPLETED)

Chapter 45

At night, shehnaaz came to bedroom after changing and settled beside him he didn't wanted to make her feel uncomfortable therefore went towards a small couch placed in their room, exasperating her "kidhar jarahe hain, aapko jaane ki zaroorat nahi" he sighed "kyun tujhe mere saath sone mein problem nahi, u were literally shouting at me for sleeping beside you when you were the one .. stubbornly holding my hand and not letting me go" she cursed herself, getting attacked in similar way feels pathetic, her innocent heart ached.

"I didn't mean to hurt you sidharth, I was fighting my inner demons, haunting me day and night putting me into guilt of ruining my sister's marriage" replies in a broken voice filled with overbearing emotions and extreme remorse.

"You accused me for being player not valuing relationships, tell me, did I ever deserve to be character assassinated ?" he yelled, she emotionally shook her head unable to control ran towards couch and hugged him.

"I am sorry, aapko baat nahi karne na karein lekin mujhse durr mat soye, just sleep beside me, holding me close to your heart" kissing it, looking at him by hopeful gaze unable to deny or push his love away, simply nodded.

"Aap bohut ache hain !" she praised, excitedly kissing corner of his rough lips driving him insane already controlling his desires around her becomes really difficult, challenging in another words impossible.

She carefully pulled him to their bed and stood till sidharth comfortably laid on his side making her blissfully smile. He suppressed his chuckle, damn his babe is freaking adorable. He is happy to witness her efforts for mend all the broken pieces of their heart and relationship. He will surprise her in the best way possible, at the moment, want to be pissed and enjoy her attention.

He want to make her realise how deeply those accusations and actions have pierced his heart and ruined their relationship also next time she will think a lot before passing gut wrenching comments. It can severely destroy them, in future, words can't be taken back, one must be careful before uttering in the state of aggression "kya kar rahe hai shehnaaz ?" saw her taking out tablets.

"Kuch khaas nahi .. " she lied hiding them.

"Dekha mujhe abhi ke abhi !" he demanded, shifting closer to shehnaaz.

"Aap faltu mein pareshaan horahe hain" groaning snatched from her palms became astonish to read anti-depressant pills, wtf did she lose her mind, so that's how she planned to tackle depression, when doctor strictly asked for fighting back without medicines, the day she will learn to accept and move ahead rather than holding herself responsible for everything.

"How could you have them ?" painfully, glared at her while she hugged him getting scared of his reaction "I am sorry, please don't shout at me, I tried a number of times to sleep without taking them lekin sidharth neendh nahin aye main kya karte isliye deemag ko sunn karne ke liye laina shuru karde"

"You don't have to apologise meri jaan just promise me you won't take any especially now when I am there to make you sleep" cupping her face, leans closer kissing top of her head, she clasped his shirt and smiled.

"Nahi ayegi 💔😭" she cried, holding him tight, his heart clenched.

"It's okay, we will stay awake and deal with it !" her pretty orbs, shined.

"Haina, mera bacha ?" she nodded, resting herself on his hard rock chest.

They were completely snuggled into eachother forgetting about everything didn't felt the need to speak or solve their problems. It was such a peaceful lovely moment where both slept listening to each other's heart beat.

Once again, shehnaaz dreamt about losing sidharth, love of her life, similar nightmare of him getting rid of her and falling down cliff woke her up, body trembled, heart clenched and breath stuck.

She woke up abruptly loudly chanting his name ... crying for him ... "babe relax what's wrong with you, main yahin hoon, tere pass" kissing head.

"Maine wahi khwaab dekha jis mein aap mujhse durr jarahe hain, please I cannot live without you, waada kariye chod kar nahi na jayenge ?" he did, wiping off sweat beads and hugging her close to his heart.

"Tera mera rooh ka nahin dil ka saath hai, chah kar nahi tootne wala, trust your sidharth .. I won't ever leave you 😘" she hid inside crook of his neck, within minutes, slipped into deep slumber ...

At 8:00 am, sidharth woke up listening to chirping sound of birds, he smiles joyfully staring at his piece of heart peacefully sleeping on him, her hands .. resting on his chest, their bodies cuddled and feet entangled, till yesterday everything had been a dream which his mind pictured, little did he know, it will turn out to be true within a day, how unbelievable and fascinating.

"Good morning, sweetheart 😘" kissing top of her head, she fondly strokes handsome face and wished him back.

"Sidharthhh" she stretched his name and then kissed his heart.

"G sidharth ki jaan !" caressing back, shehnaaz looks up staring at his dark intense orbs reflecting extreme desire and want, she licks dry lips creating havoc inside him, losing control instantly rolled her down under himself.

Before she could react sealed her additive mouth with a passionate kiss. It drove her insane, moans aloud clasping his handsome face. He sucks both upper and lower lip taking his time for relishing her tempting mouth, to be very honest, her mouth is extremely sweet and addictive, she reciprocates equally trying to dominate him, bit her lower lips, she moaned in pleasure.

They were completely blinded by immense love and desire none of them .. wanted to pull away, their hearts yearned to be loved, she kept kissing him while running hands in his scalp, sidharth does too by pulling her gown up, exposing her inners and drawing circles on her sexy waist.

He is going to pull her inner wear down suddenly realised his action broke their passionate kiss "I am sorry !" adjusting her gown properly, leaves for bathroom, she feels alone, rejected and broken again.

Why did sidharth apologise ?

Did he regret their special moment ?

Didn't he want to kiss her ?

"I am sorry babe, I want to make it special, we need to sort out everything I cannot make love to you without confessing my feeling and knowing yours also our first time shouldn't be quick, must be slow, passionate and special"

"I thought we are close to solving our differences !" she cried, assuming that sidharth hasn't forgiven her 😩 communication is key to better relationship.

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