"I want you to divorce me !" her voice choked, painful tears keep streaming on her broken dreams their destructive relationship, she cries pleading creator to subside inner turmoils and grant her enough patience to set him free, to make herself understand that sidharth loves shehnaaz, her foolishness would cause immense trouble in their already complicated situation.
"How will I ever confront you or your parents ... bachpan se lekar aaj tak mere parents ke guzar jaane ke baad un dono ne mera khayal rakha ... family se bhi zayada socha mujhe padhaya likhaya ... bete ki tarhan izzat aur pyaar diya .. u won't believe mere apne tak bhool gaye ... I wasn't their responsibility ... dost ka beta tha jinko unho ne rehaan se bhi zayada chaha, tum ko chod na matlab waada khilaafe karna, na insaafe karna, kaunse maa baap dusre beti ka rishta us insaan ko dainge jisne unke pehle beti ko chod diya ho ?" he asked.
Shafiq family adopted him at a very young age, nobody wanted to handle the little boy due to which javed ji took his responsibility and loved him a lot as if his own blood. He respects and loves him more than rehaan, abandoning his elder daughter and marrying another would be terrible. He won't agree even sidharth won't be able to ask proposal nor shehnaaz would accept, hell poor soul doesn't even know yet what she feels for him.
Javed ji is a lovable man who cares a lot about everyone their happiness due to haste decision sidharth is on verge of losing everything, his family, his best friend as well as sweet friend saman. He hates himself for messing up should have thought nth times, before getting married, she deserves happiness, the society won't let her survive peacefully, life of a divorce is terrible, she would be questioned, misjudged or humiliated worse mistaken as pathetic spouse.
She has been a brilliant wife ... poor saman is not at fault ... it's his sin of not realising his feelings and hastily taking decision therefore he deserves to live with a broken heart and unreciprocated love "I can't divorce you saman tum bohut ache insaan ho yeh duniya tumhe khaa jayegi" he said, holding hands she denied "aap meri fikar mat karein, please don't let shehnaaz ruin her life kya pata woh bewaqoof junaid se shaadi karne ke liye haan bol de" it's like a sharp needle is being pierced deep inside his soul, fuck, he is stuck between love and relationships doesn't know which path should be taken.
"Yaar tum samajhte kyun nahi, ammi aur abu khafa (upset) hojayenge worse duniya wale tumhe taane maar maar kar khatum kardainge, hum america ya canada mein nahi rehte jahan rishtaun ko bina fikar ke toda jaye, pakistan ya phir kisi bhi asian country mein asaan nahi, people are not going to question me, tum ladke ho jiske izzat sheeshe se bhi zayada nazuk (sensitive) hote hai bina kisi wajah aur kasoor ke tum par sawaal uth ayenge, they will assume u will be misjudged, they will arrive to bullshit conclusions and will make your life hell upar se shehnaaz par bhi baat karainge, ke usne apne behan ka ghar tod diya samajh rahe hona tum, I don't want to cause any sort of harm, main khushi khushi apna dil maar dunga lekin dono par aanch nahi ane dunga"
"Listen to me, don't spoil your life and mine too ... kya aap mujhe kabhi bhi chah sakte hain nahi na phir kyun khud ko takleef daine ?" quickly, told she doesn't want him to lose hopes or give up on his love, sticking together will cause endless pain and turmoils, relationship for the sake this world seems agonising, worthless and burden, she doesn't want to be 💔
"Dekhein sidharth, hum dono ko ache aur khushguzaar zindagi jeene ka haq hai aapko meri wajah se .. is rishte ko nibhaane ki zaroorat nahi .. please you should set me free yeh mera haq hai aur duniya ko dekhane ke liye hum kab tak khush rehne ka drama karainge, I don't want us to ruin junaid's life, nahi chahte uska dil meri tarhan toote aur shehnaaz pure zindagi na khush rahe"
"Tum itne sure kaise hosakte ho ... I mean what makes u think ke shehnaaz mujhse pyaar karte hai ... she doesn't even like tolerating my presence" he idiotically, uttered driving her insane "are you for real ?" her eyes widened.
"Of course, she loves you .. maine dekh liya aap kaise notice nahin kar paye shehnaaz ka behaviour hamare shaadi ke raat se badal gaya .. sunte gayab hogaye thi phir itne mushkil se mummy ke bolane par aye" she informed.
"Fuck, usne birthday bhi wish nahi kiya tha ... she looked pale ... bina mile gayab hogaye thi nikkah ke time puchne par amma jaan nai tabiyat kharab hone ka bahana bana diya" sidharth realised actual reason behind her sad ignorant and heartbreaking attitude.
"Uska aap se achanak dur hojana ... ajnabee sa mehsoos karwana" gasps taking a deep breath and cursing himself for being stupid.
"I have seen her sneakingly looking at you .. bohut chahte hai aapko kaafi bada dil hai uska apna bachpan ka pyaar jaane daina asaan nahi, she had done for your happiness, aapke khaatir usne aapko mujhe de diya, mujhe yakeen hai shehnaaz aaj bhi aapko chahte hai" she told, with a smile as if beautiful orbs won't reflect her pain and selfless love.
"Tum bohut ache ho saman, I wish ... I could love you 💔" voice choked.
"I wish lekin galati meri haina, kuch toh tha ...
tum dono ke darmiyaan ..
kuch ankaha toh kuch lafzon mein bayan ...
ek qismat hi joh saath nahi thi ...
Warna dur rehkar bhi sidharth aur shehnaaz ki mohabbat beintehaa thi"
(I tried please don't judge me 🙈)
"Don't worry, I will speak to mummy papa rishte zabardasti nibhane se nahi nibhte isliye please khud ko aziyat mat dein aur apne pyaar ko haasil karein jaaye aapke shehnaaz intezaar kar rahe hoge" unable to control, pulled her into deep affectionate hug and kissed forehead, she smiled.
"Waada karein ... shohar aur biwi ka rishta na sahi dosti ka nibhayenge ?" he nodded "waada, tum hamesha mere liye dost rahoge" she emotionally, hugs sidharth while moving downstairs to confront elders.
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