He held her hand as per tradition carried shehnaaz in bridal style getting little scared held him tightly, shutting eyes, distressingly, imagined her sister being taken in similar manner due to which her heart ached, he must have been too gentle, loving and caring towards saman. He puts her down after reaching the wooden door and requested her to open, she reluctantly did, they enter room smelling heavenly, decorated with beautiful rose petals and scented candles.
"Amma jaan, usne mujhse mera sidharth cheen liya woh marr kyun nahi jaate usko meri baduaa aakhir kyun nahi lagte, kaash apne maa baap ke saath woh us plane mein marr jaate" she began hallucinating over hearing terrible voice of her painful cries and innumerable curses thrown at saman, her heart beats became uneven and breath hitched, panic strikes, soul trembled, her body as well as head started forming sweat beads, unable to tolerate, dreadfully lifted hands to cover both the ears and screamed on top of her voice.
"Kya huwa ... shehnaaz ... babe what's wrong ?" anxiously, asked holding her shoulder while she terrifyingly looked around his room feeling not less than a criminal wall above his head board used to be covered by saman and his cute wedding photographs, she use to be so proud and confident of her love .. due to her envious curses everything shattered.
"Kya huwa mera bacha please tell me ?" worriedly, cupping her pretty face, it irked shehnaaz feeling disgusted yanks him away and madly ran out of room followed by him, she couldn't even run properly, almost tripped and fell over amma jaan "kya huwa shehnaaz, mere bache ?" she cried, hugging her "woh kamra mera nahi hai, amma jaan, main ... kaise wahan soh sakte hoon, uske har kone mein koi na koi yaad hai, saman ka haq hai, mera nahi, aap samajh rahe haina 💔😭" that's when darkness took over her sight and she fell over sidharth getting unconscious.
"Rehaan doctor ko bola !" he shouted, carrying towards her room anxiously rubbing hands and legs pleading her to gain back consciousness.
"Kya hogaya hamare bache ko" cried zubaida ji, javed ji asked to calm down while amma jaan prayed for her happiness.
"Please aankhein khol meri jaan" he pleaded, tears were rolling down every body was requested to leave except sidharth "can I please stay ?" the doctor agreed, feels awful and disgusted of his decision, how miserably everything has affected shehnaaz, her mental peace is destroyed, she was scared to be married to him, she was scared to be in their room, it's happening all due to his haste decision, wished to change everything and make her smile.
"She looks mentally exhausted, dekh kar lagta hai depression ka case hai, I don't want to prescribe medicines instead of being a family doctor .. would suggest you to take her outside, kahin durr jahan sirf aap dono ka saath ho bachpan se lekar aaj tak aap dono ko saath dekha hai, talk to her .. she will open up with time and let you in ... jitna maine dekha hai shehnaaz ko sirf aapka pyaar aur saath behtar kar sakta hai aise cases mein mulk se baahir jaana bhi kaafi help karta hai" he suggested.
"Taking medicines will only make her body function, you have to realise is depression ko overcome karne ke liye baat karna zaroori hai" he nodded.
"Thank you so much doctor .. I will be grateful .. If we stay connected over phone and discuss more" doctor agreed.
"What have you don't to yourself babe, I am sorry for everything, I wish .. I could go back and change but sadly damage is already done" kissed hand forehead and cheeks wiped off tears and cursed himself for being a cheap pathetic and disgusting bestfriend who failed to understand his babe, her feelings, emotions and inner turmoils.
Shehnaaz woke up by jerking his hand away and stood up feeling uneasy, uncomfortable and most importantly hated his presence.
"Aap yahan kya kar rahe hain ... jaaye ... leave me alone !" she loudly told causing him immense distress and heartache.
"Mere baat sunn please doh minute ke liye uske baad I promise will leave" shehnaaz denied "nahi sune jaaye yahan se warna main chale jaunge" he unwillingly marched outside and she sobbed behind closed doors.
"I hate you sidharth, nafrat karte hoon main aap se dekhiye aapke pyaar ne mujhe kya se kya bana diya hai, khud se nafrat hote hai ke aaj bhi yeh dil na sirf aapko chahta hai aur paane ke duaa karta hai" she accepted, no matter what her shameless heart doesn't stop loving him.
"Amma jaan .. usko aapke zaroorat hai" he informed.
"Tum sab jakar sojao main dekhte hoon chanda ko na jaane kiske nazar lag gaye hai mere bache ko" they agreed, rehaan went behind sidharth cannot keep her outburst hidden it's important for him to know.
"Kya halat bana le hai apne ?" hugging shehnaaz, amma jaan questioned.
"Aap ne mere saath galat kiya, sabke tarhan aap ne bhi galat kiya bina meri choice ke kaise shaadi karwa sakte hain unse, bataye ?" she asked.
"Tumse puchte toh kabhi maante nahi na hamesha ki tarhan zid karte galat faisla karte jiske wajah se bichare junaid ki zindagi bhi kharab hote, bache I want you to be happy kyun khud ko aur sidharth ko aziyat dairahe ho ?"
"Bhool kar maaf kyun nahi kardaite" she asked.
"Tumhare tarhan sidharth bhi takleef mein hai"
"Woh khush hai pehle bhi tha, aaj bhi hai aur sab uske hisaab se horaha hai" shehnaaz interrupted "bhool jao sab ... shohar hai woh tumhara" snorted.
"G, pehle bhi aap ne kaha tha bhool jao shohar hai woh kisi aur ka .. aaj phir keh rahe hain bass fadak itna hai ke aaj woh mera shohar hai" she spat.
"Mat doh khud ko itne takleef !"
"Darr hai kahin tumhare nafrat ki wajah se sidharth toot na jaaye woh bacha room se rote huwe .. sarr jhuka kar nikla hai .. bohut pyaar karta hai ... stress mein hai apne kadwe bataun se uska dil mat dukhao"
"Aapko sirf unke fikar haina" she taunted.
"Bohut hogaya shehnaaz utho abhi chal kar us room mein sojao .. shaadi ke baad ladke ka kamra ladke ka hota hai" she demanded.
"Phir zabardasti kar rahe hain" shehnaaz reminded.
"Tumhe khush dekhne ke liye .. main kuch bhi karunge" amma jaan cleared.
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