After performing salah (namaz) raised his hands and silently cried appreciating almighty for protecting his beloved wife. He couldn't stop thanking, praying for her betterment which made rehaan emotional. He is very much satisfied to see his sister getting sidharth in a form of blessing. He received notification read to know shehnaaz got back conciousness quickly informed sidharth and drove to hospital where both heard several noises echoing from her ward.
"Please jao yahan se, usne mujhe ganda kardiya, ab pehle wale shehnaaz nahi rahe usko us janwar ne maar diya, amma aap bolo na papa ko jayein, mummy leave sidharth ko bhi keh dein, mujhe dekhne na aye" screaming and crying in extreme mental and physical pain, nobody could handle her, eveyone is trying their level best to explain, put some sense into her head, yet she denies due to which elders are heart broken.
"Tu abhi wahi shehnaaz hai, meri bache" amma jaan cried, hugging shehnaaz "please aap jao yahan se, haath mat lagao, usne mujhe ganda kardiya hai aap kyun nahi samajhte" yelling on top of her voice unknowingly hurting them.
"Yaar calm down shehnaaz !" zoya held her hand since she started scratching herself in immense disgust and revulsion.
He couldn't endure rehaan's hand stopping him from entering losing patience yanks away and rushed towards his babe. He will make her feel beautiful pure untouched. He will fulfil every promise by recognising touch, she pulls herself demanding him to stay away "haath mat lagaye" she exasperatedly, stopped.
"Theek hai, calm down !" gestures everyone to leave including doctors nurses standing on their head "aap bhi jaaye kisi ki zaroorat nahi" she rudely, uttered hating herself most importantly his love and affection, she ain't even worth it.
"I won't leave, tere baap ka hospital nahi hai" stubbornly, replied sitting over nearby stool annoying her although desired to kiss every inch of her body.
To make her feel loved, respected and adored "please don't test my patience sidharth jaaye yahan se mat baithiye itne qareeb, aap bhi gande hojaoge" he felt disheartened why did she chose pathetic set of words to push him away.
"Tu pagal hai, what made you think so huh ?" he asked, grabbing hand she is not a right state to answer worse meet his affectionate gaze.
"Why don't you understand, I asked you to leave haina, phir kyun zabardasti gaale par rahe hain .. If you don't leave .. main chale jaunge .. kasam lage" at any cost demanded him to exit "okay, ek baat yaad rakh mujhe khud se durr nahi karsakte chahe phir tu jitne hurtful baatein kyun na karle" sounded too broken, agonised and dejected.
"You should hate me sidharth, main aapke mohabbat ke qaabil nahin hoon" while weeping slipped into deep slumber dose of medicines were very high she slept exhaustedly, taking advantage sidharth went and kissed her head.
"Kyun, mujhe khud se durr kar rahe hai .. theek hai .. mujhse galati hogaye I should have been there on time, lekin iska matlab yeh toh nahi ke tu mujhe jaane ko kahe .. you won't even believe kal se main pareshaan tha, thinking why are you avoiding me, shukar pata chal gaya, kaash tu pehle bata daite I wouldn't have allowed him to come near you !" spoke fondly caressing hair planting numerous kisses on her scars although inner scars won't heal very easily his babe is traumatised, handling and bringing her back to life will be difficult task however ready to accept challenge.
"I won't spare him meri jaan, tu dekhna usko maut ki sazah mil kar rahegi" broken heart aches to witness various scars on her pretty joyful face. It's a terrible moment for him yet standing strongly beside his lifeline.
"I love you so much, ek baare mauka de kar toh dekh sweetheart pata hai sidharth ke liye uske shehnaaz abhi utne paak aur khoobsurat hai kyunke insaan ki khoobsurate uske jism se nahi dil se hote hai" pecking knuckles, delicately encircles waist and blinks down eyelashes to sleep on his babe.
Rehaan took everybody home, doctor couldn't stop adoring them "they r imperfectly perfect" wondered and blissfully smiled.
"Let me go zahid, please jaane doh ... sidharthhhh" she jolted up from her nightmare awfully crying and shouting his name, sleep got disturbed. The doctor rushed inside "calm down, main yahin hoon, dekh woh kamina jail mein bandh hai ... your safe chah kar bhi ab baahir nahi nikal sakta" hugs tightly she sobs clasping him like a scared babe looking for warmth .. love protection "tujhe darr na ki zaroorat nahi hai" planting kisses on her head.
"Nahi zahid wapis ayega, aapko nahi pata sidharth usne kaha ke woh mujhe aapke nazraun mein gheera kar chodega, dekho usne kahin ka nahi choda .. mujhe barbaad karke rakh diya, aap yahan kyun ho, jao yahan se mujhe nahi chahiye jhooti sympathy aur pyaar, I don't deserve your love and affection"
"I have become impure, usne mujhe ganda kardiya hai, maine reject kiya na uske pyaar ko isliye sazah de raha hai" detaching herself, pushed him away.
"Leave sidharth, I know you don't love me anymore sirf shohar hone ka farz nibha rahe hain" talking non sense, slapping him with her hurtful words.
"I love you damn it, stop calling yourself impure !" grabbing shoulder yelled making her flinch, their hearts pounded, she took deep breaths "I love you .. your still very much pure and beautiful" her breath hitched.
"I am not aapke bolne se cheesain badal nahi jayenge usne mujhe lifetime ke liye maar dala, khatam kardiya, izzat aur character ko daag daar kardiya kuch bhi pehle jaisa nahi raha, aapke biwi shehnaaz ne us waqt dum toor diya" her words stabbed him to death.
"He destroyed me ... He destroyed us !" she cried loudly, he stood shockingly digesting every word slipped out of her mouth, does she mean it ?
He though their relationship would be able to withstand every storm then how come it's over .. He didn't destroy them ... It's impossible ... He wouldn't allow anybody to do succeed .. because sidnaaz are inseparable.
Yes, it's not over nothing changed, like always, she will have to feel beautiful .. pure, innocent and confident. He failed to taint her personality and character she is very much loved and protected.
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