They arrived in a beautiful luxurious apartment whose scenic view is extremely breath taking, mountain and lakes are fascinating, everything seems to be way too magnificent and surreal, taking a deep breath .. stepped inside that's when reality once again hit hard as knife as soon as she witnessed cute photo frames of him enjoying along saman during vacations or their free time.
He looked very happy, she was fondly smiling at him, they looked perfect, then why did sidharth ditch her ... why didn't he value their relationship .. If he only considered her as liking then why did he decide to marry her ?
He used and threw saman like a toy, horrified to trust him, moreover accepting sidharth as husband feels not less than a crime, she must be broken, also what if she is pretending to be okay like she did few months back. No matter what, it cannot be altered she is responsible for breaking their relationship.
People do call her home wrecker because she snatched their happiness, life is truly fucked up, unbearable guilt is killing her innocence and love for sidharth. There was a time when his love and support used to be everything, she would die for his attention, which now seem to be worthless, she doesn't wanna live with him, loving him feels pathetic, looking at him breaks her apart.
She doesn't want to accept her feelings or recognise his emotions. It feels too sinful and disgraceful wiping off lonely tears stood in-front of balcony, letting cold peaceful wind calm down the unsettled havoc of emotions erupting like waves in the ocean.They come and they go. They rise and fall, just like waves sadness and anger come and go. They are real, she doesn't wanna avoid due to which allowed them to stream down in the from of tears.
She heard him calling out her name, wiping off tears, proceeded inside room where sidharth is unpacking bags "babe tune mera perfume kahan rakha, ek zaroori meeting hai attend karke jaldi wapis ajaunga" she passed him "why r you crying meri jaan, kuch huwa hai, ghar ki yaad arahe hai ?" he asked.
"Mat bolaye mujhe jaan, nahi chahiye aapka jhoota care, please jahan jaana hai jaaye mujhe akela chod dijiye" she requested, folding hands.
"Bakwaas mat kar shehnaaz, tell me what's bothering you, tera mood theek tha na phir achanak kya hogaya ?" cupping face, frustratingly asked.
"Don't pretend to be caring !" she warned, yanking him away.
"I am not mera bacha, please tell me, kya huwa ?" he requested.
"Kya aap mujhe yahan is ghar mein zalil karne ke liye laaye ?" she accused in loud aggressive tone, his expressions showed confusion.
"What do you mean ?" knelt down, holding her hand lovingly gazed, what is talking about poor boy is completely clueless.
She couldn't handle anymore drama therefore pulled him downstairs where sidharth has stuck photo frames of saman and his vacations, long time back when his feeling towards shehnaaz were unrecognised. He took her as close friend also stuck photos of his and shehnaaz, didn't she saw them.
It totally slipped out of his brain to remove photo frames of him and saman, she accusingly looked at him "already main guilt mein jee rahe hoon, why r you planning to kill me with those unforgettable memories, I don't know ki aap mujhse pyaar karte bhi hain ya nahi, main jaana bhi nahi chahte lekin I would be very grateful if you stop humiliating me 💔🙏🏻" his heart broke.
"I never intended to humiliate you, mere deemag se nikal gaya tha .. warna tujhe yahan lekar ane se pehle mein sab kuch utarwa daita" he didn't want anymore drama or argument therefore silently removed them.
"I will make sure my presence or past doesn't haunt you !" collecting all the photo frames kept them inside storeroom and loudly banged door .. before leaving due to which she flinched back.
He is frustrated beyond imagination, listening to her sarcastic comments is gut wrenching without any evidence she is accusing him of nothing. He will not provide explanations because she doesn't want them. He informed her parents they have reached safely and went to attend meeting.
At night, he returned back to witness her sleeping on couch while reading a romantic novel since it rested on her chest, she looked, extremely beautiful heart warming and gorgeous just like her childhood days.
He carefully tried to remove the book without disturbing her sleep yet, she woke up getting scared and properly covered herself by dupatta "main kya aapke liye khanna garam karun ?" uncomfortably, asked.
"Mujhe bhook nahi !" replying, went to freshen up, she sat outside closely staring at glittering stars and moon.
He looks extremely hurt and disappointed, did she cross limits & destroyed sidharth's effort to restart normal conversation or rebuild their relationship.
"Mujhe unko dukh de kar itna bura kyun lag raha hai .. I told him what I felt kahin maine hadh se zayada toh nahi bol diya ... did I accuse him for some thing which he never intended to do ?" she thought.
"Nahi, maine bilkul theek kiya sidharth ne mujhe dukh daine ke liye photo nahi hataye, jitna acha unko bachpan se samajhte thi yeh utne bure nikle" listening to her cunning brain which has totally turned against him.
"Tum baahir kyun sorahe ho ?" he asked, standing near couch.
"Yahan hamara khaandan nahi baitha jiske saamne drame karne ho isliye please don't ask me questions, akela chod dijiye mujhe, apne kaam se na kaam rakhein warna ..." he angrily clenched fist.
"Don't worry, I won't interfere puchne aya tha galati hogaye joh karna hai .. karo mujhe ghanta fadak nahi padta" rudely, uttered.
"Bohut ache baat hai, asliyat saamne agaye" she taunted and twisted lips.
"Yeah right, tera toh hamesha sa raha hai galatiyaan khud karo aur bill na dusraun par phaad doh, pata chal gaye asliyat ab khush raho" he spat.
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