ANKAHE ALFAAZ (COMPLETED)

Chapter 43

"Tu chahte haina ke main tujhse durr hojaun le maine tere is baat ko bhi dil se qabool karliya jaraha hoon meri jaan please apna khayal rakhna, ho sake bhul samajh kar maaf kardaina" he uttered, by standing at edge of cliff emotionally freed himself while she pleaded him to stay or hold her hand. 

"Sidharthhhh" dreadfully cried, sweating and trembling with fear of losing her childhood love anxiously stood up "sidharthhh" yelled at top of her voice. She instantly acknowledged his absence when he didn't reply back taking a heavy deep breath rushed outside, everything clouded in her brain from their sweet childhood memories to their incomplete love. 

"Sidharthhhh" his horrifying words from her nightmare echoed loudly similar to uncontrollable noise of several drums being played on her head. It aches a lot unable to endure held heavy head between her hands and screamed with unbearable pain all their lovely and hurtful moment appear in front of her ... every time she cursed him and promised to make his life hell. 

Regretting every piece of word and crying harder doesn't even realise horn of his car that's how much she is being played by her brain. He heard her voice it made him panic forgetting about his wound rushed to look for his wife whose standing like a broken soul, crying and pleading for mercy, chanting his name immediately ran and pulled her in his protective embrace. 

"Kya huwa shehnaaz ?" he worriedly asked, cupping her pretty innocent face listening to his pleasant voice and realising his magical touch, stopped. 

He was deeply looking into her brown pretty orbs while she stared at him. Is astonish to witness his head bandaged "aap mujhe chod kar kyun gaye, raat bhaar se kahan gayab hain aur sarr pe chot kaise lage, aapko andaza bhi hai kitna darr gaye main ... sidharth .. aisa laga ke jaise maine aapko kho diya" 

"Mere calls receive kyun nahin kiye ?" she questioned, furiously pulling collar of his formal shirt which is soaked from dried blood. 

"Kitne pareshaan hogaye !" rightfully, clasping handsome face and leaning a lot more closer to his lips tip of their noses were slightly touching.  

"I missed you so much, how did you hurt yourself ?" she asked, touching him delicately caressing his cheek and sensually rubbing their nose, his breath so freaking heavy and uneven similar to his heartbeat. 

"I was carelessly driving back home when I met with an accident" he shared breaking her heart "accident ..." that's why " I was feeling uneasy, how could you carelessly drive sidharth ?" scolded, pressing lips on his wounded head. 

"Don't worry, I am alive .." shut his mouth by placing hand "I knew it, khuda itna bereham nahi ke mere sidharth ko mujhse cheen le" confidently, utters sighing held her and proceeds inside not having strength to develop in-vain hopes and meaningless promises, she will end up pushing him away, that's what she has been doing from a month. 

"Aap kidhar jarahe hain ?" clasping his hand, she asked.

"I badly wanna take shower !" he replied, jerking her hand away.

"Aapka haath aur sarr dono injured hain atleast refrain yourself from taking shower warna aapko takleef hone hai" she lovingly, requested. 

"Don't ... loving aur caring biwi hone ka drama mat kar chote se chot hai it won't comparatively hurt as much as your words and actions do" he wants shehnaaz to maintain distance rather than pretending to be caring. 

"I am sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you !" she apologised, leaning on shoulder taking a deep breath exasperatedly spat "you always did, yaad haina saman tere behan ko chodne ki sazah aur phir bina tujhse puche shaadi karne ki ya phir keh lo gande intentions pure karne ki baaki hai" tears brimmed in eyes.

"I am sorry, I was blinded ..." he shook head, pulling himself away from her "qareeb mat aa .. I don't want you to accuse me .. yaad haina tere behan ko maine istemaal kiya .. what did you say ... haan dil bhaar gaya toh socha ur next waise bhi deewane hai mere peeche" she cried, shaking head. 

"Maine kabhi saman ko haath tak nahi lagaya, I was always surrounded by your thoughts while she had waited for me to love her" he revealed, she is completely shocked, never in her dreams imagined their relation was only namesake sidharth could never accept her as his wife. 

"Don't deny, you have literally inked every piece of accusation in my heart, main ghatiya insaan hoon, value nahi karta .." loud sob escape, he doesn't refrain himself from showing her mirror "I messed up, did wrong to you ur innocent, baat khatum" she quickly, clasped his chest, by wrapping hands around his waist and kissing his back. 

"I am sorry sidharth, itna sab chal raha tha mere andar bina soche samajhe maine bakwaas karde .. I was deeply hurt and disappointed in you ek baare meri baat sune .. I will let you know, ke mere break down itne extreme kyun hote hain please mat jaaye nahane, khoon nikalne lagega" doesn't why will need sometime to give her chance his mind is exhausted and heart is badly  hurt way too much more than her imagination. 

"Mujhe abhi baat nahi karne thode dair ke liye akela chodege please" want smoke his anxiousness is sinking his broken heart, she denied. 

"Kyun, maine nahi jana aapko chodke !" she cutely pouted. 

"Please shehnaaz, itne jaldi main normal nahin hosakta, sab kuch tumhare hisaab se nahi chal sakta, let me be in my own space" removing her hand it hurts shehnaaz "aisa kyun kar rahe ho mere saath ?" crying tone. 

"Do you even realise ke maine sirf abhi tujhse request kiya to leave me alone while you have constantly been doing from almost four months" he cleared. 

"I was hurt sidharth !" nervously, whispered. 

"I am hurt too, fadak itna hai ke main tujhse baat kiya bina reh nahi sakta jis baat ka tu ab faida utha rahe hai" he snorted. 

"I won't give up, aap ne bhi toh nahi kiya tha na dekhte hain kab tak mujhse baat nahi karte" she leaves to cook breakfast for them. 

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