"I am not making you feel guilty, mera haq hai khud ke liye sochna chahe phir mano ya na mano sidharth mujhse pyaar nahi karte, unke saath zabardasti ka rishta rakhne ka faida nahin kyunke sidharth mohabbat sirf tumse karte hain" saman explains further more in depth "rishte mein pyaar hona zaroori hai we cannot compromise without love isliye divorce laina mera haq hai aur please tum is chees ke liye khud ko blame mat karo" requested, sidharth felt breath stuck inside chest due to shehnaaz, her reaction felt unwanted.
Doesn't she love him anymore ?
Is she planning to move on ?
Why is she giving up on them instead of claiming her limitless love ?
It hurts ... hurts too much feels like something broke in him maybe his heart cause she easily gave up on him. He couldn't speak anymore or confess love quietly buried his recently discovered feelings deep inside his soul. It has no respect or value infront of her eyes therefore waited for elders to decide.
"Door rehna manzoor nahin hai,
Saath rehna taqdeer mein nahin hai,
Dastoor bhi khuda ka ajeeb hai,
Milna hi nahin hai,
Toh milaata hi kyun hai ?"
"Apne mohabbat ke liye ladun toh ladun bhi kaise jisko chahta hoon woh toh haar maane khade hai 💔😭" he wondered, feeling helpless.
"Papa duniya ka soch kar hamare khushiyaun ko kharab mat hone dein, aap ko khuda ka vaasta, soch samajh kar decision dein please don't force him to accept me, aapke khaatir mujhe qabool kar bhi laina .. toh hum dono khush nahi reh payenge" she almost pleaded, javed ji decide to permit no relation can survive without love or affection as result announce them to part ways.
"Tum dono ne apne marzi se shaadi ki lekin ab saath nahi rehna chahte toh main zabardasti karke dono ko bandh nahi sakta kyunke har rishte mein na pyaar hona zaroori hai, ek ke chahne se rishte nahin chalte duniya ke kaam bolna hai unke wajah se main apne bachaun ko afsurda (sad) nahin .. dekh sakta isliye behtar hoga zubaida ke hum unka saath dein" he explained his disheartened wife zubaida ji who cried for saman, didn't wished her lovely daughter to be stranded, to be divorced in young age, she cannot stand by their decision angrily leaves, without opposing him.
"Mummy please ..." saman yelled, javed ji caressed her pretty face "bache pareshaan mat ho woh theek hojayenge, thoda waqt doh,inshallah sabko samajh ajayega bass tum dono khush raho" broke down as soon as father figure javed ji blessed him even when he provided him with thousands of reasons to hate or disown him, how adequate of javed ji, his heart is pure incredible and extra ordinary like diamond.
"I am sorry, abu kaash mujhe apne feelings ka ehsaas pehle huwa hota, I wouldn't have ruined her life, please forgive me ?" he cried.
"Relax mere bache, dil par insaan ka kaabu nahi hota ... tum aaj bhi mere sabse pyaare bete ho ❤️🤗" kissing his head and looking at him with the same pride and love, expanding his poor heart with affection.
"I love you abu, thanks for being loving and supportive !" he appreciated, javed ji his forgiving and loving nature.
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Saman and sidharth are officially divorced as a result shehnaaz totally held herself responsible, distanced herself from everyone and mostly spent free time alone locked in her room terribly making shafiq family anxious, infact seems like poor babe is slipping into depression.
"Kamre mein andhera kyun kiya huwa beta, chalo utho baahir baitho kyun khud ko pareshaan kiya huwa hai ?" amma jaan, question by caressing her pretty face which has become too dull and pale.
Everybody has accepted their divorce and prays for their happiness except shehnaaz whose miserably guilt-ridden she has completely shut herself to darkness away from family and sidharth. He doesn't want to disturb her if loneliness provides her peace and satisfaction.
To be honest, both are broken and disheartened 💔😭
None of them, are willing to console or reduce pain, equally stubborn.
"Kya huwa, meri chanda kyun itne khamosh aur akele rehte ho ?" hugging shehnaaz who completely hides in her protective embrace.
"Kuch nahi huwa bass mera dil nahi chahta !" she muttered.
"Tumhare mummy aur papa bohut pareshaan hain" amma jaan, shared.
"Kyun ?" Lifting her head up and furrowing eyebrows.
"Of course, saman ki wajah se ..." she wondered.
"Nahi, tumhe lekar main jaante hoon aaj bhi tumhare is masoom dil mein sidharth ke liye beintehaa pyaar hai" amma jaan, smiled.
"Aisa ... kuch nahi" naaz clearly, denied.
"Phir khud ko gunnah gaar samajh kar sazah kyun daite ho ?" she has been punishing herself day and night by constantly pushing herself to darkness.
"Amma jaan ... please mere dil mein unke liye kuch bhi nahi sab kuch us din dafan hogaya tha jis din unho ne saman ke liye qabool hai kaha tha"
"Sab khatum hogaya hai !"
"Mera dil marr gaya hai !"
"Unho ne mujhe aur saman ko istemaal kiya !"
"Hosh karo shehnaaz, jaisa tum soch rahe ho waisa kuch nahi" amma jaan, is extremely furious hence scolded her for talking bullshit.
"Aapko na jaane kyun itne ache lagte hain" angrily, uttered.
"I hate him amma jaan, woh mere kabhi thai hi nahi" she lost senses.
"Phir unho ne saman ka proposal kyun accept kiya tha ... jab chod na tha toh kyun uske dil se khaila ... mujhe toda ... akela kardiya ... nahi chahiye mujhe unke jaisa khudgarz pyaar ... jisko ehsaas dilwane ke liye ... saman ko sab ke samne zalil hona pade ... nahi chahiye unka pyaar .. sirf dard mila hai" every drop of tear broke amma jaan, baseless allegation shot blood pressure, yells when sharp unbearable pain erupted, gaining her attention.
"Amma jaan ... kya huwa aapko dekhein meri taraf ... please don't shut eyes sidharthhhh" everybody rushed in to witness amma jaan holding chest they quickly drove to nearby hospital.
"Amma jaan please uthein, I am sorry aaj ke baad behas nahi karunge" cried pleading her to wake up, saman and sidharth asked her to calm down, reach within 20 minutes followed by javed ji, zubaida ji and rehaan.
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