ANKAHE ALFAAZ (COMPLETED)

Chapter 31

He will definitely marry shehnaaz his limitless love ... his babe however scared to voice out his feelings cause his unintentional mistakes have pushed his love far away from him. It has become literally out of his reach. He unknowingly did mistakes which are unforgivable. 

He was unknown about his love for shehnaaz wouldn't have ever realised until saman made him recognise. He was unaware therefore committed huge sin by marrying saman and ruining her life worse pushing shehnaaz towards extreme hatred. He regrets breaking her heart deep down feels rejected, she gave up on their togetherness rather than fighting for their love, her feeling and emotions.

He doesn't wanna voice out his emotions at the moment she is too vulnerable including everybody else in shafiq family, amma jaan held his hand, snapping him back reluctantly stared at his love shehnaaz, her shattered expression are unbearable immediately looked away, cursing himself for breaking her apart. 

"Kya tum shaadi karoge ?" amma jaan, hopefully asked again. 

"G bilkul, main shaadi karne ke liye tayaar hoon" sidharth replied, kissing her head due to which amma jaan blissfully pecked his cheek. 

"Mere pyaare bache !" blessing them with happiness, javed ji delighted to see his mother smiling while zubaida ji kind of scared to get them married. 

What if they make another haste decision and regret later being a mother her worries are completely justified yet she remained quiet decided to talk alone rather than worrying amma jaan whose happily blessing them. 

"I am so happy bhai jaldi se theek hojaye amma jaan shaadi ki tayaari karne hai kyun papa ?" rehaan smiled, hugging sidharth. 

"Bilkul amma jaan ke theek hote nikkah kardainge" javed ji agreed. 

"I am so happy for you my babe sister !" told saman, side hugging and kissing top of head while she sat completely numb and ashamed reminiscing horrific  night of their nikkah ceremony when she had heartlessly and enviously plead almighty for her death, she had cried like an insane lover desperate to kill her own blood because she dared to snatch what she has always loved .. one can say worshipped too, how disgusting for her to develop immense hate against her sister ... when she only loved her ... saman has truly proven to be a great soul ... she gave up on her love for her sister's happiness ... she didn't create scene, cursed her or prayed to end life. 

Zubaida ji has always been right, saman is the best, she is the most beautiful soul in this world, she deserves happiness, she gave her husband to her how shameful of her to demand her death. She doesn't deserve happiness "usne mujhe khush rehne ki duaa de jabke maine usko marr ne ki baduaa de, usne apna shohar mujhe bheek mein de diya aur maine usko na chahte huwe bhi qabool karliya" feels disgusted realising how envious she had become all of them had been right saman is truly best sister, daughter and wife. 

He should have chosen her over me ... 

I don't deserve happiness ... 

An envious soul like me deserves to rot in hell ... 

I should have asked death for myself rather than pleading for saman ... 

"Bache !" zubaida ji told, snapping her back "Kya huwa shehnaaz ?" she asks "kuch nahin akela rehna hai" whispered "I will drop you home" sidharth told.

"Rehaan mujhe ghar chod de please !" he agreed, kissing amma jaan's hand she went out followed by rehaan "itne pareshaan kyun hai ?" chose, to keep mouth shut not in right condition to speak her heart out. 

"Yaar shehnaaz mujhse shaadi nahi karna chahte" sidharth told saman when they were sipping coffee while sitting in hospital cafeteria.  

"Pata nahi kya chal raha uske deemag mein bohut toote huwe hai shehnaaz worse share bhi nahi karna chahte" saman replied. 

"She hates me !" he anxiously told, rubbing his head. 

"No she doesn't, woh chah kar bhi aap se nafrat nahi karsakte" he agreed. 

"Us din hamare pyaar ke liye kyun nahi lade, should have stood beside me I know sabke samne khade hone mushkil hai lekin usne khade hona toh durr accept karna bhi zaroori nahin samajha, she was asking us to compromise I must have done only if I loved you or there were chances to fall in future" 

"Jis tarhan woh mujhse durr bhaagte hai, I don't understand aisa kya karun jiske wajah se normal hojaye" he shared. 

"Give her some time, nikkah ke baad inshallah sab theek hojayega if not we will speak to doctor what if she slipped into depression" he nodded. 

Zubaida ji and javed ji are scared for their daughter therefore decided to talk share their worries openly to sidharth rather than getting upset. He knocked sidharth opens door to witness their anxious faces.

"Kya huwa abu sab theek haina, rehaan ka call aya kya hospital se ?" both of them asked him to relax amma jaan is completely fine, have come here with another purpose making him confused. 

"Beta hum dono shehnaaz ki baat karne aye hain" javed ji cleared throat. 

"Hum dono ko tumhare shaadi karne se problem nahi hai we are happy lekin kahin na kahin darr bhi hai kyunke saman uske bade behan hai, uska divorce bhi is wajah se huwa kyunke tum use nahi chahte thai, don't make any quick decision matlab amma jaan ki halat dekh kar kuch bhi decide mat karo, hum jaana chahte hain kya tum dil se unko qabool karna chahte ho ?" 

"Kya tum usko zindagi bhar khush rakhoge ?" 

"Kya tum usko hamesha chahoge ?" 

"Kya tum uska saath kabhi nahin chodoge ?" hopefully asked, zubaida ji she needs assurance his words are going to be enough. 

"I promise ammi abu shehnaaz ka saath kabhi nahi chodunga, I will always love her main shaadi kisi majboori mein nahi kar raha hai,  dil se usko apne biwi manunga kyunke is baar baat pasandh ke nahi mohabbat ke hai" both gave him blessings and love cause they read his feelings displayed through dark intense orbs reflecting immense love for shehnaaz. 

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