They were all tensed, nobody could've dinner without shehnaaz, due to which javed ji and zubaida ji demanded rehaan, zoya and amma jaan to have some .. will make sure she doesn't remain empty stomach, hearts ached while hearing loud sobs erupting from their room, on entering, witnessed her broken state.
"Kya huwa bache ?" she gasped, by pulling her into motherly embrace, she has been crying since hours, being a mother, wishes to bring back sidharth as soon as possible "chup hoja meri jaan" stroking back, she requested.
"Mere pyaare beti roh kyun rahe hai ?" javed ji, worriedly asks plastering smile for his beloved daughter "papa sidharthhhh chahiye, unko bolo na jaldi wapis aye, mujhse naraz hokar gaye hain" her voice crack, on reminiscing his painful words, hurtful facial expressions and disappointment.
"Mere wajah se hurt hain isliye durr chale gaye" like a babe, complaint to them "sidharth tumse naraz hokar nahi gaya, zaroori conference attend karne ke liye china jaana padha, jaise time milega hum baat karainge, theek hai ?" assured.
"Pakka, aap mere baat karwaoge ?" almost pleaded, she is desperately waiting to hear his pleasant full and breath captivating voice.
"G mera beta ab thoda sa khanna khaalo warna hum dono naraz hojayenge !" javed ji, threatens leaving no choice for her other than fulfilling their demand, how smart and intelligent of them "mera bacha" zubaida ji adored, gesturing her to have a spoonful of rice "mummy bass hogaya, mere andar nahi jayega" shaking head, like a stubborn child.
"Theek hai, thoda sa aur phir doodh peekar sojana !" her heart filled with a lot of contentment, through out childhood, she had yearned for their attention. It made her emotional.
"I love you mummy, aapko pata bachpan se mujhe tha main aapke haathaun se khaon, aaj jab khaa rahe hoon na toh bohut sukoon mil raha hai" she hugs, kisses her hands and head "I have always craved for your attention" stabbing, zubaida ji with a knife of utter shame and realisation.
"I am sorry for being in my regretful zone jahan mujhe saman ko kho daine ka ghum tha, usko apne behan ko de daina ka regret, saman ke saath unfair nahi hona chahte thi jiske wajah se tere mummy ne tujhe kho diya" zubaida ji sobs while opening up and letting her know actual reason for being distant.
"I am sorry, bache maine us din realise kara jis din tune mujhe feel karwaya, I couldn't be a good parent to you jiska regret saare zindagi rahega" she shook head refusing to admit her statement "nahi aap bohut ache ho" she does not want her mother to suffer like her under pathetic feeling of regret or remorse. It won't let her survive peacefully, she will feel suffocated after going through overbearing and heart aching emotions completely understands her plight.
"I really love you mummy !" genuinely, replies making her father smile "what about me saara pyaar mummy ke liye apne papa ke liye kuch nahi"
"Hayeeee nahi papa aap sabse best ho" she confessed, kissing his head.
It's been more than 7 hours according to rehaan flight from pakistan to china approximately takes 4hours 37 minutes which means after reaching sidharth didn't make a single call or replied her messages.
Did zahid succeed to push him away ?
"How rude biwi hona main unke bina bataye chale gaye pohanch ne ke baad raabta bhi nahin kiya aise hote hain shohar, pyaar karne ke daawe karte hain lekin agar thode problem hojaye toh peeche hatt jaate hain"
"Is rishte ko nibhana sirf mere responsibility thode hai, unke bhi toh barabar bante hai, jab unko mere fikar nahi toh main kyun call karte rahun, main bhi ab nahi karunge ... karein apne kaam ko pyaara ... mujhe kya ?"
"Jab dekho peeche bhaago hadh hogaye khud ko samajhte kya hain, maine baat nahi bataye theek hai galati kare lekin kab tak sazah dainge ?"
"Main bhi insaan ho mere bhi jazbaat hai lekin nahi sidharth ko sirf khud ke takleef nazar arahe hai, mere padwa nahi, pyaar nahi karte" thought to just sleep in anger why bothering to call and disturb his vacations.
After reaching china, sidharth didn't get time to check phone, precisely had two hours for presenting company's achievements and aspect in upcoming future, couldn't afford to lose this golden opportunity of obtaining contract which is definitely going to beneficial for their company.
It'll help to reach heights of success therefore presented his company in an international level and luckily earned milestone of success. He shook hand attended a very formal get together with them. He decided to share, hence pulled out phone and checked several notifications from his beloved wife.
He immediately dialled, she doesn't answer disconnecting and infuriating sidharth unable to endure called rehaan "congratulations bhai aap ne kya zabardast speech de .." couldn't speak more got interrupted by him "yeah, behan ko phone daina kabse dial kar raha hoon, kaat rahe hai" he sighed.
"Ya Allah, aap dono ka kuch nahi hosakta" reaching knocked at his sister's door "bhai ko tujhse baat karne hai" without listening to her excuses kept beside her due to which heard punjabi gaaliyan.
"Kyun phone kar rahe hain, kaat rahe hoon na matlab samajh nahi aya ke mujhe aap se baat nahi karne" clearly, being rude to him, when all he had wished to do is share his achievement and happiness.
"I thought of telling you about my success lekin koi na tujhe bache ki tarhan har baat par muh sadane ka shawk hai, I can't help it" his anger rose up, her blood boiled and she equally became mad at him.
"Aapke liye main hamesha se bache hoon na, immature, aap samajhdaar ho kasoor toh hamesha mera hota haina, main bure hoon, I don't deserve to be your wife aapko saman ko divorce nahi daina chahiye tha, us kutte ne sahi .. kaha tha .. main pehle jaise paak nahi rahe na .. isliye aapka dil uth raha hai"
"Main ache nahin lag rahe na aapko jaan chodaane ke liye durr chale gaye ...matlab us kutte ki baatein theek nikle" she kept on blabbering, gritting teeth clenching hands, furiously broke hotel showpiece, and hurtfully disconnects leaving her astonish "sidharthhhh" her breath stuck and she hurriedly ran to zoya and rehaan's room "what's wrong shehnaaz ?" worriedly, asked.
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