At 10:00am, shehnaaz and amma jaan are talking about sidharth basically how delighted they are to have him back in pakistan "soch rahe hoon uske liye ache ladke dhoond kar shaadi karwa doon" she frowned "kyun, main hoon na ladke dhoodne ki zaroorat nahi, mumny aur papa se bol kar hamare shaadi karwado mujhse zayada koi unse pyaar nahi karsakta" confidently, uttered "sharam kar ladke apne shaadi ki baat kaun karta hai ?" amma jaan, smack her head "kyun is mein sharamane wale kya baat hai, pyaar karte hoon unse, shaadi toh main karunge apne sidharth se" naaz replies, blushing hard.
"Kya tum sidharth se pyaar karte ho ?" she's surprised, to hear love confession of shehnaaz "G, bohut zayada hamesha se aapko pata bachpan se, amma jaan kya aap hamare rishte ki baat karainge ?" asks with puppy eyes "theek hai sab se pehle apne padhaye mukamal karo phir baat karunge" she happily jumped around like a crazy girl while amma jaan howls into laughter "love you, amma jaan aap duniya ki sabse best daadi hain" kissing cheeks "meri gudiya" smiles pulling her into motherly embrace, after sidharth, she has been closest, to her amma jaan most loving, scaring and supportive and now her secret keeper so lucky to have this beautiful family.
Everyone is having breakfast when javed ji received call from saman informing about her parents death through air crash leaving him astonish phone slipped from his trembling palms scraing others seated on dining table "kya huwa abu sab theek haina ?" sidharth worriedly, asked "saman ke parents canada wapis jarahe thai air crash mein unke death hogaye" he whispered, zubaida ji loudly cried hugging amma jaan whose stroking back requesting her to calm down.
"Mera visa khatum hai, kya tum saman ko pakistan lekar asakte ho, I can't let her stay alone meri bache toot gaye hai" javed ji emotionally pleaded "aapko request karne ki zaroorat nahi main flight lekar nikalta hoon" shehnaaz feels terrible to view her mother broken. She went behind sidharth to help him do packing "yeh sab kya hogaya, sidharth ?" trying hard to hold back tears "I am leaving pakistan with a hope you will take care of ammi and abu ji, rehaan ko main instructions daita huwa jaunga lekin tere liye specifically hai, rona nahi sab ka khayal rakhna, rakhegi na babe ?" fondly cupping babe face, asked.
She nodded "hmm, jaldi ana aapka intezaar karunge" kissing top of head, he leaves for airport while she stood behind shedding tear thinking how destiny changes everything sometime back she was happily jumping around. Now it has become dark and dreadful without him, goes inside to support mummy, amma jaan and papa they have been terribly affected. She and rehaan were never close to them infact hardly met due to which controlled their emotion erupting out of humanity "please, apne aapko sambhaliye mummy, relax ur blood pressure will shoot" almost pleaded, she didn't stop cried louder god losing sisters is damn painful, actually losing your loved ones is horrific.
You cannot make yourself believe there is a constant denial and hope what if person wakes up, what if creator gives back life, what if he or she return back heart wrenches and pray for their come back yet they don't, we fail to accept miserable part of life "bache saman toot gaye hai, tum use apne bade behan hone ka haq doge na, qabool karoge na ?" confusing shehnaaz "kya matlab" ashamed to meet rehaan and her eyes continued looking down "she is your elder sister bachpan mein abida ko de diya tha usko maa bane ki chahat thi lekin miscarriage ke baad .... she couldn't conceive" they were shocked.
Rehaan quietly went to make arrangements of quran khaani while shehnaaz emotionally pulled her mother into tight hug "yakeen nahi horaha woh meri behan hai, saman meri bade behan hai ?" crying once-again, questioned for assurance "I am sorry, bache woh tumhare behan hai" felt like reducing her parents and saman pain which is next to impossible.
She lost her parents therefore accepting real siblings is going be challenging however will make sure her pain and emptiness subsides "bilkul bhi fikar na karein inshallah sab theek hojayega, I promise main aur rehaan uska khayal rakhainge, pyaar karainge" kissing forehead, they recited quran pray for the deceased to be granted paradise.
At night, shehnaaz request zubaida ji to have something being upset refused to have anything not even sip of water "jaante hoon mushkil waqt hai aapka dard hum sabse zayada hai lekin rone aur na khaane se kaunsa .. jaane wale wapis ajayenge, khala jaan aapko takleef mein dekhke pareshaan honge, ur health matters atleast saman ke liye thoda sa khanne ki koshish karein.. she will need your love and support mummy, please ?" agreed to have some for sake of saman which proves she loves her more than anybody in this world doesn't know why, kind of hurt, does it make her selfish or bitter as person.
Zubaida ji undoubtedly proves to be an amazing mother yet shehnaaz feels less attachment towards her maybe cause she always tried to find saman in her second daughter ... she used to compare and praise her more ... please don't take her wrong, she is being honest "aaj samajh araha hai ke mummy usko mujh mein kyun dhoondte thi, why would she ask me learn and build interest, live according to saman, somewhere take up her lifestyle, dono ko compare kyun karte thi aur mujhe hamesha degrade 💔 isliye hamesha sai maine kuch bhi expect nahi kiya, pyaar ki ummed sirf papa aur amma se ki thankfully I have sidharth to love me" while standing on terrace .. spoke to herself bitterly smiled wiping off tears.
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