The bright sunlight and chirping sound of birds near their balcony disturbed her from deep sleep woke up to view herself completely hidden under warm protective embrace getting astonished immediately jerked his hands away it came as an unexpected shock to him as sidharth was fondly holding his love, covering herself with dupatta abruptly stood up, confusing him.
"Kya huwa, meri jaan ?" moving to hold her ... to stop her from running away what exactly happened, why is she reacting like as if somebody else held her someone whom she doesn't know or atleast doesn't want to be touched.
"Don't come closer to me !" she warned in loud tone, exasperating him "how dare you touch me, aapko sharam nahi aye, how could you sleep with me .. u shouldn't have brought me here without my consent" she yelled blamed him losing her senses how cruel and disrespectful of her to accuse him for simply nothing being her husband it was his right to take care of her health.
"Shut up, bohut hogaya itne dino se tere accusations aur nafrat tolerate kar raha hoon yeh soch kar ke tu meri wajah se hurt hai. I am responsible for ur depressed state without realising my feelings ... I ended up ruining us, jiske khaatir na jaane kab tak tu mujhe sazah daige" clasping her arms, shouting closer to her pretty face which is streaming down endless tears.
"Aap meri sazah ke bhi qaabil nahi itne nafrat karte hoon main aap se mera bass nahi chalta warna aaj ke aaj khud ko aap se azaad kar laite" shooting a dagger deep inside, crushing his heart and soul apart.
"I hate you so much, aap jaisa insaan pyaar ke qaabil nahi jisne bina soche samajhe ek ladke ke saath nikkah karke uske zindagi kharab karde, I was a stupid person to love you more than myself, aapke wajah se khud se naraz huwe apne behan ko baduaa de, I prayed for her death, aapke wajah se na maine khud ko bhula diya, apne behan ki maut ki duaa kare" crying hard.
"You don't love anybody, aapko pyaar ka matlab tak nahi pata bachpan se family joh khode ..." fisting her arms and clenching his jaw harshly yanked shehnaaz due to which lands on mattress, unable to control temper threw everything in their room from vases to chair literally anything visible to his tearful gaze how dare she couldn't physically hurt her due to which punch table breaking into several pieces, she rushed to hold him back.
"Kya kar rahe hain sidharth aapke haath se khoon ..." gestured her to stay away "don't touch me ... I am done with you .. fighting for us ... our better happy future" his voice heavy full of emotions, his heart aching, while his hands terribly bleeding "I .. please let me just clean it" she pleaded.
"Maine socha tha, tujhe yahan sabse durr lekar aunga, koshish karaunga hamare relationship ko behtar karne ka ... tera dil jeetne ka ... shaadi ka family ka matlab bohut ache se jaanta hoon, I am grateful tere maa baap amma jaan aur bhai ne mujhe qabool kiya" she tried to stop him.
"I do value relationships lekin tere khushi nahi haina, you don't love me .. therefore I won't force you to be my wife bohut jald azaad kar dunga" his choked voice and tearful gaze, broke her "I didn't mean ..." pushing naaz instantly leaves on a journey to find peace while driving her accusations, hateful comments and disrespectful words echo accelerating heartbeat.
He couldn't breath yet kept driving while increasing speed, his heart has become completely numb and hopeless "khud ko aap se azaad kar laite" shehnaaz was equally broken, without thinking, spoke rubbish, taunted sidharth for not valuing love or relationship worse is bringing up hurtful memories of him being an orphan, how pathetic and heartless.
"Ya Allah, maine kya kardiya na jaane kyun maine itna suna diya, mujhe control karna chahiye tha, I shouldn't have dragged his personal loss in between fuck what did I become kabse itne heartless hogaye" recalls it drowned her into enormous guilt and anguish, she should apologise to sidharth for being disrespectful, remorseful chain shattered her apart.
"What if sidharth hurts himself ?" getting bad intuition, anxiously called doesn't answer instead went on voice mall.
"What the hell, phone kyun nahi utha rahe, please sidharth uthaye na" recalling their precious moment from childhood "I am sorry, sidharth" reminiscing their cute promises ...
"Mere hote huwe aap kabhi akele nahi hosakte"
"Hum Dono ek dusre ki family hain, sidharth"
"Aap mere sab kuch ho"
"Main bhi aapke sab kuch hoon" she would proudly, utter hugging him especially when he used to miss his parents.
"Na jaane kyun apne nafrat mein itne andhe hogaye ... hamare dosti ki ... izzat bhi nahi rakhe 💔" she cried, dialling him probably for nth time.
It's been more than 13 hours, where did he go, why didn't he return back restless heart cried. It will be 12:00am soon yet sidharth is missing .. also phone is switched off ... tears are uncontrollably streaming ... resting on entrance anxiously ...waited for him to come 😭💔
Till yesterday, was praying for him to leave and never to return, little did shehnaaz know her hatred is for time being, will not be able to breath or survive without him. He has always been her reason to smile. He cannot abandon her even if she asked for it, doesn't he love her ?
If sidharth does, like he claims to, then why is he not returning back ?
Is he punishing her for being mean, selfish, disrespectful and worst wife ?
"Sidharthhhhh" leaning against wall and sobbing for him.
"I love you, please come back 😩" she cried, didn't realise fell asleep her exhausted body gave up and heart impatiently waited for him to return.
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# Tables are going to be turned, let's see how she earns her love back .. extremely romantic and happy chapters are comping up 💃❤️
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